a summary of events lately. good luck reading.

haven't been properly updating for some time already. i often wonder, university student got so busy meh? busy till disappear from online world sometimes for months; eg, neglecting their blogs, never sign in to msn at all, etc.

now i know.

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i'm trying to upload pictures now. not sure if it can load, cause i did not resize them. straight from the camera.

hope it loads.

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i don't know whether I've said this before, but I'm really glad that i choose second group. not only i get most Friday's off, but also i get really nice people in this class too.

i'm not saying anything bad bout the first group, it's just me thinking i do belong in second group better. hmmmph...

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it's now third week, and i'm begining to see the other side of people. people whom i should have respect.

had an 'encounter' with someone yesterday, and i'm still talking bout it cause, wtf i wasn't even talking to her. and i wasn't alone. i was just asking. not demanding.

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the pictures finally loads. thanks lots to my neighbors. ^^

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i was never good in math. i mean i do get high marks for certain topics before. but i never get anything above C for the whole math paper. I'm talking about modern math. not additional math. i did not even sit for additional math paper in spm. although i did pay the fees. it was the right decision.

after my spm, i continued to pre-u level. i got to choose my subjects, and i cleverly avoided taking math. then i did not do well in my first year, so i had to repeat the whole entire torturing process again for another rather long year. again, i did not take math.

so, the very last time i ever did mathematical questions is when i sit for modern math paper in spm, in 2006.

three years later, in my uni year, first sem, i had to take introductory statistics. sounds horrible. to add salt and lemon to the horror, i actually had to pass ALL my subjects in this semester due to my bad spm results. and also, friends, family, seniors have been telling me that stats is tough.

i cant even do algebra, how on earth can i do stats?

i remember in the first lecture, my lec asked us to write our personal thoughts on a piece of paper and pass it to her. i remember writing bout my math history, how my brain cant process mathematical stuff, how slow am i, and how long since the last time i did math.

surprisingly, we dont really need to write out solutions manually. instead, we have a special computer program for it.

handed in the first assessment last week, and this is what i got back =D...
i dont intend to brag. i know there are many others who got full score. it's been so long. so so long. since i got ...

this
a 100%
*grins*
of course, i didnt really do this alone. i got help from the other classmates too. but still, its fun just to imagine.


and as i turn the pages,
i saw this.
read what he wrote there.
"Chubby Pie"
hehehe i laugh to myself like a crazy fella in my room.
it wasnt intended. i didnt even realised its oval.
i resized it cause it couldnt fit in one page.
*trying to be environment friendly & save the trees*

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before i forgot.
everyone almost fell asleep during intro to psycho tutorial today. including me!
we watched a video. its not that boring. maybe its the weather.

so, at the end of the class, we were divided into groups for discussion, and lec gave us a situation.

there's 3 people in our group and we had 3 different ideas, so we wrote down all 3 and the lec came and ask what did we think of, and we explained all 3 methods, and she said good work to all 3.

my point: YAY!!!!!!!
this means I'm on the right track.
it also means that i can have the right idea on things as well.
(for those who don't know, i have very low self esteem and i always thinks that my answers are wrong so i never share to the class what i really think because i fear of saying the wrong thing)

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there's a free shuttle bus around sunway.
comes every 30 minutes.
with air cond.

its free. and its better than metro.
which we had to pay rm1, and had to wait 1 hour plus.
no air cond somemore.
or so i heard.

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when i came back from class yesterday, i took time to check the letter box for letters.
instead, i found this.
yes, a business card for cleaning services.
i assume so.

what caught my eye is not what's printed.
is how far they would go to give out their card.

if u notice, its laminated!
he he he.
maybe I'm kampung.
but this is really the first time i see laminated business card/advertisement card.


i help them advertise somemore leh...

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my dinner last night. i ate a bit. cause i already ate milo and biscuits before that. so i wrap it up and put it into the refrigerator. and i ate it when i come back from class today.


i think stress made me eat alot. i never had real breakfast before i come here. but now, i must have breakfast, or my stomach will starts complaining in the middle of the class. im serious.

i eat something light before the class starts, after 2 hours class, i might to eat breakfast or maybe lunch, then class, then after that if its lunch time i'll eat lunch.. if not then i'll just go home.. or have dinner before going home..

you see..
after class over sure go makan.

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i need to lost weight.
but i kept looking for excuses to exercise.

a resolution to self: lost at least 5kg before 20th birthday.
it's so not gonna happen if i don't start exercising NOW.

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a new visitor. he's a rabbit. not a panda. i dont know why he has black eyes and ears like panda do.

and he's shy.




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hope u had fun reading everything up there. ^^
i doubt i will read the whole thing if it was me.

have lots of hw assignments group work but i cant seem to start doing it

im trying to get use to 3 days weekends

i woke up around 10.10am today thanks to the alarm.. slept bout 4am last night.. dunno why i dun feel like sleeping altho i was sleepy.. weird.. hehe..


then shower e went to pyramid.. by the time i go out already bout 11 plus liao.. before i turn in the highway, i decide to u turn back to check whether i had closed the gates anot.. lol.. i know i did close it.. but there's this feeling.. i had to go back and see with my own two small eyes before i can 'an xin'.. hehehe.. is this considered as OCD?.. hope not la..

then went to pyramid, thought want to shop a bit and also go popular buy files and papers.. the first thing i did when i reach sunway is.. go to the toilet.. hehehe. i dont know why but this is the habit i form since last year.. everytime i go down from the escalator, i have to turn right and go to the nearest washroom there.. even if its just to look at the mirrors or to wet my hands for no reason.. heheheh..

then went to popular.. got 50% discount le on second book.. but its only for some book.. they're quite interesting tho.. didnt buy it cause i wanted to save money.. and i know i dont have time to read it.. then walk from aisle to aisle.. even looked at motivational books.. thats how bored i am.. looked at foreign languages books.. fictions.. best sellers.. bla bla bla.. magazines.. went to ask whether they have 'the measure of a man' there.. what the.. whole popular dun have.. they only have it in *smaller towns*, which is terengganu and seremban.. wth.. ask me go so far buy one book mer?? then suan liao i dont want liao..

then continue walking and looking from aisle to aisle.. then saw suduko book.. thought it can help to activate my dead brain cells a bit.. so i bought it.. quite cheap its only rm4.90.. then i saw chinese zodiac book.. stood there and read a bit.. then saw malaysian authors books on a special rack.. then bout one.. coffee table something.. cannot remember the title..

then went to buy some files and papers.. i thought of buying one for each major subject im taking.. but then im so kiam siap, i bought only 2.. heheh share share.. then went to ss15 mcd drivethru.. wtf, drivethru also can jam.. suan le dun wan eat edi.. original plan is to go AC to eat pan mien.. but then i can eat that when got ppl teman me.. lazy go alone.. so hard find parking there also.. after seeing so many cars at drivethru, i came back and cook maggi mee.. ^^.. sighhhhhhh.. no fun de.. so hungry edi oni got maggi mee eat.. sighhhhhhhh.. then now online and also reading newspaper..

sighhh.. really need to go and buy the text books edi.. assignments come in faster than my brain could process information.. right now, there's a poster assignment for intro to psycho, finished intro to stats assignment, i heard study skills there's an essay (which i cannot recall the lec said anything bout it), look for job vacancy in newspaper for english for psycho, dont think there's anything for research methods(yet).. biggest headache is the poster assignment.. where am i supposed to start.. i cant use photoshop(too dumb), im not creative, and i cant draw anything except pig, tortoise, bee, flower, sun, star, moon, house. sigh.

creative ideas are welcomed!!

im trying to write an essay! *eyes rolled*

hehe its the time of the (day) again. when i have nothing to do in college and i end up in blogger. hehehe. well, i came into Sunway last Friday, 20th March. well, i was quite sure bout Help before, but then i changed my mind after i compared the subjects offered by both the unis. Sunway's more attractive, not so business-ish so, here i am.

btw, the comp here sucks. dammmmm slow.. but at least i get to go on internet... ^^

well, class started this monday, 23rd march.
it was ok. i just got to know that i had to do Introduction to Statistics when i came in here. i actually thought (convincing myself) that i only had to do stats in the second semester.
i got in here with conditional offer. so i had to pass my first semester in one go. wish me luck!

during the first intro to psychology class, i sms-ed sp and said "i love psychology"...heheh hope that "love" will last to de end or im doomed...wednesday is the best day ever... i only have class at 11am to 12.30pm.. but i do have to come early about 8 tho... what did i do with my spare time yesterday?? looking for parking and also went to the computer lab to finish the STATS assignment..heheh yeah stats...btw, my text book is called Stats without Math.. so i guess it should be ok gua.. and also since its partly tought using a computer software.. so its just click click click.. =) hehehe i think im saying good things bout stats because its only the first class...the good thing bout wednesdays is, its only 4 weeks ^^....

hehehe i dont know where i can blog in the library anot leh...
btw, every corner i turn in this coll, i see a cctv.. kinda creepy.. cause have to try and not do any stupid things.. =(

btw, the sad thing here is, life in class is pretty much alone.. as in, i sit alone...sometimes..

today's timetable is the most hectic of all.. class from 8.30am right till 5.30 am.. of couse i do have 3 hours break in between..right now im trying to survive the long 2 hours break.. =.=

plurk doesnt load here.. sucks..

double research methods class today.. so instead of two different days for this subject, i decide to complete it in one day and have a real break on friday.. ^^.

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i keep doing this emotion online recently ^^
gosh, dunno get influenced by who de... haiiiih...

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sighhhhh its still so early.. =.=... what the hell am i supposed to do after this???

Doggie Killed by Heartless Idiot

hehehe, longest record for not updating. i think.

okay, last month, the dog died,. D-i-E-D. K-I-L-L-E-D.
Poisoned to death to be exact.

COD: Poison were given to him with meat pau.
TOD: Around Feb24 to Feb25.

These were found on the scene.
One meat pau and a plastic container with white powder inside and over it.

Feb25th morning --> i went out early to astaka. then to market. and when i came back, normally he would be near the fence where i can see him. but that morning was unusually quiet. i didnt think much and went inside the house. i thought he was tied up so there's no way he could be near the fence. i had chicken drumstick nasi lemak that morning. i couldnt finish the chicken, so my grandma asked me to bring it over to him. i was damn lazy so we left the chicken for his dinner. throughout the day, whenever i'm in the master bedroom, i would peek over to the other side for the sign of the dog. it's weird that i didnt see him at all the whole day. when grandpa went over to feed him, he said that the dog wasn't there and said that he might have ran out. so i went back home to watch tv. then moments later, grandpa came to tell me the dog had died. so i rushed upstairs to get my camera. the dog was found under some bushes, blood stains around the bushed and also all over his mouth. i was busy taking pictures with the dog when grandpa found the meat pau.

haih, one life. although it's not a human or anything, but its still a life. its alive and well. and died just because someone decided to have a lil fun to see him suffer, just because someone decided that he should go. life is not fair. especially when its a dog where it can express his feelings in words.

its not even a year old yet. only about eight months old. i daresay that he's a very smart, friendly and jovial dog. he's not just a dog. he's a friend, and my model. i remember the first time i went near him, about 2 or 3 months old, he ran away from me. maybe because i'm big and holding a dslr. everyone else was taller than me, so i think its the dslr. he goes near everyone except ME.

early days. it's not easy to get this shot.

he likes standing up and jumping near the fence whenever im there. cause i dont want to go in.
he likes jumping around people. he's hyper active.

the first week was hard. i would still have the habit to go and see him whenever i reach home. but now, nothing is there.

Rest in Peace, cute-jovial dog.

i hope the one who did this(the fucktard KILLER) will not have a good life ahead. may he/she never have peace as long as he/she live.