Another dream post

My dream last night and today is both relationship based. I don't know whether the dreams mean anything but it's odd that both dreams i have is so related to each other. Or maybe its not that weird after all. he-he.

The "I" and "me" in the story does not 100% represent the real me. My dream might make a new character without a reason. Just to make it clear. Thank you.

My dream last night.

I was spending time with my best-est guy friend. One day when he was sending me home, I have the urge the ask just hold his hand. I was going to ask whether I could borrow his hand for a while. When i was fighting my conscience on whether or not to ask, and whether or not he will get the wrong message, somehow he brought me to his house. In the dream, he asked me to go into the house first while he park his car. I went in and saw his grandmother and uncle, watching TV. I greeted them and stood at the side of their sofa. No intention whatsoever to sit down, because i thought it would just take a while. Plus, they didn't offer me. :D

Then he went into his room and came out shirtless. His grandma commented that he hasn't been shirtless with a long pants in a very long time (as in, the formal working pants. it was light brown/beach). Then, blah-blah-blah-uninteresting things happen, and i woke up.

And regretted not having the courage to ask him, even in my dream. Ask in dream and getting rejected wont die one mah.

BTW, I don't have a best-est guy friend. This is all fiction.

My dream when I was having a nap.

Apparently, a long one.

Well, basically in this dream, I did something stupid and end up knowing someone twice my age and fell in love with him.

He's someone important and I'm in charge of managing an event. Of course, he's the VIP and at one crucial point, I made my self stand out in a not-so-good way.

Lame random stuff, and I'm not sharing it here.(PS: I think i kinda fell down from a very high place and hurt myself or something. Anyway, I/or someone else, kinda ruined the event and it didn't go on well. It ended half way.)

Alright, somehow after that, I was in his car. I think he's supposed to send me home or something(because i injured myself, doh!). We got to know each other closer and I ended in his home. Random stuff. Discovered that his son is one year younger than me (and is my junior in school!!). SWT!

Then, we went to my home and everyone is there. My mum, grandparents, uncles, aunts. EVERYONE. They didn't say anything bout him (i know they're controlling themselves and are talking behind my back), but when we finished dinner, i showered while he was in the living room watching TV. I kinda signaled him to go somewhere and my mum kinda realized and mumbled, "I don't know what's wrong with you, he's too old for you". Well, mumbled, but it was clear enough for everyone to hear.

And at that time, I kinda told her that there's nothing going on between me and him and he's just another random friend. I was originally planning to go somewhere to hang out, but seeing my mother's response and him being unwell (or too tired) I sent him home.

I think the story kinda end there.

The second dream has more detail, as in.. The first time we held hands, the first time we hug, the first time we cuddled, the first time we share problems (as in talked and the other party listen and responds), blah-blah stuff. And, we didn't talked bout our age at all, till when i asked him on our way to my house. He didn't believe I'm 21 and he didn't tell me his age.

Ok this essay finish.

late

whoa~~ today i woke up late...


ok ok i know, wake up late is no big deal, everyone wakes up late some time.

i just want to document if i want to see this next time mah... LOL...

hehehe .. im getting lame..

my alarm is at 5.30am, 6am and 6.30am.

but i was happily dreaming and i only woke up at 8.55am.
and class is at 9.30am.

and i need 30mins drive to uni. :D

i washface, brush teeth, grab stuff and race to uni and manage to reach on time :D

weird de lor mydream

i had a weird dream last night.

i dont know what’s wrong with me, but in my dream, war is coming.

we’re all preparing for war, and one particular day, we have to evacuate our house. packed everything. i was deciding between carrying my crumpler (red and black bag) or a totally white bag.

then someone told me to take just the crumpler because its less obvious and its easier if we need to go in hiding. prob is, the crumpler makes loud noise when opening.

i took… shampoo and conditioner, new ones.. and cotton buds, because there’s lots of them, and the plaster for back pain cause there’s a new one lying around and i figure they must be useful.

in my dream, my fren came looking for me when we were all packing. i dont know what is the purpose of the visit, but she came. and i was packing while talking to her.

and, i woke up not long after taht. i remember asking what time are we leaving and someone said 1.30pm and the time then was 11.50am. so i had time to shower.

oh ya one of the relative called me to tell me that he was having my bowl of noodles somewhere. the location he told me was unfamiliar to me.

urgh~~ weird dream x.x

gonna be 21

in less than 3 months, i'll be 21 years old.

time is running up, and i have yet to have plans to celebrate.

i have yet to decide whether i want to make this big,
or just a quiet celebration with family and friends, like how it used to be.

when i was young, i was given/have the impression that being 21 years old is oh-so-great.
i cant wait to be 21 years old.

now that im nearing 21,
i'm not sure whether there is something for me to be so excited for.

in terms of achievement, i havent have any great achievement.
success, i have not yet reach there.
life, is still a long journey.

so, party or not worrr??
haiz.

Maggots

This blog post records my first encounter with Maggots.

I was hungry, very hungry indeed because it was way past lunch time.

I went to the kitchen to cook pasta, with mushroom soup. I dont know why I cook them together today, because i used to cook the mushroom soup only when the pasta is ready.

Ok, mushroom soup were done first, and the water in the pasta has yet to come to a boil. So i thought, maybe the fire on the mushroom soup stove is bigger, so it cooks faster.

And i planned to transfer the pot over. But, the handle was already hot, so i look for cloth to protect my hands. i found them, near the sink. i took the first cloth. and something dropped out. it's the size of a rice grain, brown in colour. so i thought it was some spilled fried rice. i brought the cloth to the sink and shook(this is the past tense of shake ha?) it. more "rice grains" fell off. and they M-O-V-E. OMG!! imagine my shock seeing that.

i dont know what to do, but i know i must take picture, so i went to grab the dslr from the room. and there's more cloth so i shake them all, and guess what, more of those things dropped off. the previous ones are already trying to escape from the sink.

i took pictures, called grandma and told her there's the kind of worm on dead people in the kitchen. she suggested that i use shieldtox to kill them. but i just dont want to move from there and i threw everything that is maggot-infested into the sink... my plan was to drown them. well, its easier to clean than kill them with spray mah.

but in the end, more and more appear and my small can of used shieldtox ran out of... -gas-?

ohya, i decide to BURN THEM! BURN BURN BURN!!!
i took newspaper, rolled them, and light fire. wtf, the proverb {bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh} (go translate urself lah) is very true. even papers dont burn then they are too thick. babi.

so i quickly change and went out to buy another one. the first sundry shop told me they're out of stock(fuck them). and i went to another one which is bigger, and of course, further. i took 2 huge cans and 1 small can. and fml, the malay girl at the counter was uber SLOW in packing the things for the lady in front of me. the lady HAD to help her pack u know. and that malay girl was FLIRTING with a bangla behind us. WTF right? im rushing like hell here and she's taking her own sweet time flirting with a bangla. double YUCK!

i puke nao.

then i rush home, stupid ron95 make my car go like tortoise. powerless. i had to drive like tortoise lorh. what to do? no money pay for ron97 mah.

reach home liao, i terus go spray them.. some already climb up the wall. but i dont know why, they all appeared dead. they were pretty much alive when i left i tell you. maybe the thing take some time gua... there's so much toxic in the kitchen this afternoon, i myself can die just there i tell you. dont play play ahh.

they died. or it seems so. i wanted to leave them just there. because its uber disgusting lah. but no, some of them start moving again! wtf it means they just fainted despite the amount of shieldtox i use. ok fine, i took kitchen towel(the tissue version) and sweep them, pick them, hold them, into the sink. and wash them down. *and shawty go low low low low low....*

it took me more than 1 hour for the whole drama. with me shouting, screaming(into the phone...not alone ok), banging eveerything on the floor.

if you are not afraid of disgusting things and maggots, please feel free to scroll down to see the pictures. if you have a weak heart, i suggest you click the red [x] button on the top right.

if you still want to continue on, dont blame me if you puke, faint or died of shock. i have already warned you. so big letters somemore.

and also, if you are wondering what happen to the food i was cooking, the pasta became XXXXXL in size, because they were soaked in hot water for sooo long. and i took a bowl, filled it with pasta, topped with the mushroom soup. i ate one mouth, and then poured everything away. even whatever that was in the pot. it was supposed to be my lunch and dinner. so i had no breakfast (cause i wake up also lunch time liao) and lunch. thank God, when it was dinner time, and im alrd starving like mad, i suddenly remembered there's eggs in the fridge. and fried eggs are the best no matter what.

you can click on the [x] button now. dont say i didnt warn u.

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