alone

sometimes, its easier when you have already given up.
given up on finding love.
when you have accepted the fact that you are going to be alone forever.

then a wild fake love appears and give you hope,
thats when you let your guard down and think that you deserve a fairy tale,
like the others.

but you have to realise,
this is all fake feelings,
all they want is just to youknowwhat,
and then when you do realise one day,
you dont know how to live alone anymore.

the phrase 'i love you' been used so often it doesnt mean anything anymore.

just get back to the ground and learn to live alone, forever.
its easier this way.

you will never love anyone, anymore.
its just too difficult.

loneliness is something you cant avoid.
just, learn to live with it.

one day,
your friends will leave.
your family will leave.
everyone you have now will be too busy to bother you.

heartbreaker

somehow ....

{ whenever you need someone i'll be there }

This comforting words, this comforting voice. Thank you for making things seems easier.

I dont know how am i feeling

Life sucks, lets just deal with it.
Im still looking for an easy way out...

stressed

stress, stress, stress!!!

theres so much i want to do, i want to write about, but i have no time to do. strange though, i have all the time in the world for procrastination.

thesis is way behind schedule, working part time which takes up all my free time, and i have assignment which is due in a few weeks.

thesis, due in almost 1 month.

one more month wtf.

been very depressed and frustrated also because of the data line in my phone. was asked to wait another two days to resolve the matter. well, if its not solved in 48 hours, i am going to change my line. and have an anger post on it.

im on the verge of insanity. seriously, i cant live without internet. although no one msges me at whatsapp, bbm, etc, but still.... keeping it active will make sure my heart and mind is positive. lol. i feel like the world fking collapse because of the internet issue.

fml. fml max.

stress, depress, frus. not a good combination i tell you.

whatever, i seriously hope i can get it back. whatever the issue is.