Wednesday, 31 January 2007

1st of january 2007

i actually wrote this early this month...

new year new begining. this new year opens a whole new chapter in my life. leaving sitiawan to continue my studies in a small island...well, i'm gonna be here for at least a year.. sob sob.. frens leave each other.. some went for NS, some went to work and many went to continue pre u studies. i nvr thought this day wud come so soon tho.. i am so not ready for this.. and now is not even a month after my SPM.. am i dreaming?? am i having nitemare?? i hope i am... but .. reality strikes and i suddenly realise that this is no deram. everything came so fast and i dun really have time to get mentally prepared.. haiz.. time past so fast that i din realise i have already finish spm and its new year already.. what happen?? i was too busy having fun and had no time to really think bout whats around me.. onli a month or so b4 the actual spm day onli i 'kinda study'.. life is suppose to be lik hell that time.. but.. i was stil having fun.. regret? not really.. cause i dun think of it much.. now, i onli hope that watever crap i've written for my exam will give me at least C.. all i need is just 5 credits..

xmas 06 is the most borinf xmas in my life.. its just like a normal day .. as tho nothing has happen..i did not even get presents...sigh...watever

31st jan 07

life in coll really suck.. when i was there the first day, its like ... i dunno how to describe.. like when u went to primary skol in std 1.. u stand there alone and know no one at ALL..seriouly.. i really think that way.. i went there .. and dinknow any one... until this nice gurl say hi to me.. we bcame frens .. but she's not studying the same thing wit me so we seperated after that and now i even forgot how she look like and whats her name...the feeling and thought of being alone in an unknownplace is realy scary.. but now, after 3 or 4 weeks there.. im now ok wit it.. it really suck for the first two weeks.. but now.. i guess i just have to go wit the flow.. trying to fit in..getting to know more ppl from my class.. in fact, i have a few frens now..thank God!! nothing much to be said..now, i really miss sitiawan.. i wanna go back..the only way i make myself not homesick is by thinking bout all the stupid bird noise they make in sitiawan...those stupid idiots who thinks of only money never cared bout other ppl who;s staying there 24/7...babi wan...i think my frens who is in sitiawan and who came to my house b4 know what am i talking...lol... crap...

have lots more to say.. but i just dun have any idea how to put it into words... haiz... 18 more days to go for cny.. and thats when i go bck sitiawan..haiz...

Saturday, 20 January 2007

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after a month of no internet ..finally, today i get to online again... yea yea.... =p... hehehe... ntg much to say... too long no blog...and dunno wat to say... lol...

Monday, 4 December 2006

B.A.C.K.

after many months no update blog.. IM BACK AGAIN...!! lol.. back to write crap here..

bored bored...oh ya..

happy independance day to those who take the normal 10 science subjects...

...2bcont

Saturday, 11 November 2006

messages forwarded...........

friendship is not about
whom you have known
the longest,
who came first or
who cares the best....
its all about who
CAME & NEVER LEFT.

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friendship is one of the hardest things to keep, cause somewhere in the middle, new friends may come, but i hope you will still keep me in your heart even if new people walk into your life


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my silence doesnt mean i forget you,
my disappearance doesnt mean i dont care about you,
because our friendship is always in my heart.


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may our friendship turn into silver,
silver into gold,
gold to diamonds,
and may our diamonds be forever...
then we sell ok??

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even though we're far apart now,
i know exactly where you are in every second of everyday,

right here in my heart.
=p

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the happiest people doesnt have everything in life.
they just make the best of everything that life brings in their way.
stay happy always...

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B-L-E-S-S-I-N-G

Begin your day with
Love in you heart
Expect blessings
Share goodness
Shine like in the sun
Inspire someone
Never forget that
God is with you...

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it takes half our lives to find true friend & half of it keeping them. i already spend half my life finding you, i wish to spend other half keeping you forever..

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God never meant for us to face the tough times alone!
that's why he gave us friends..
=p

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we met...
it was luck

we talked..
it was by chance

we became friends..
it's destiny

we are still friends..
it's a decision

we'll always be friends

that's a promise... =p

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friendship is a promise made in the heart,
silent,
unwritten,
unbreakable by distance,
unchangeable by time,
because once a friend,
forever a friend....

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i may not be the important person in your life but i just hope that one day when you hear my name, you would just smile and say, "hey, that's my friend."

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loving someone deeply gives you courage,
being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
friendship often ends in love,
but love in friendship never ends...

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my heart's like an open book,
it depends on how you read me.
dont judge me by my cover..
look in and discover..
i will be one of your true friend forever.

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do you know the true form of friend?

First Relation On Earth, which Never Dies...

so, i am lucky to have you as my friend.

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we are all driving in our own STREET called LIFE. and im so glad that in one of the intersections i met a nice friend like YOU...

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friends are like pieces of puzzle;
if you lose one,
you will never be complete again..

just want you to know you are one of the pieces that i cant afford to lose.

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hearts could only pain for a while,
feet coulod only walk for some mile,
clothes wont forever in style,
but having you as my friend is forever worthwhile..

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i pull down the rainbow,
write you name at it,
& put it back in the sky
to let everyone know
how colourful my life is to have a friend like you!!

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past cannot be changed, something done cannot be undone, cherish the ones you love, appreciate everything you have, for it is say the biggest happiness comes from a heart that knows how to satisfies. so why wait to tell how you feel bout the one you loves? a life of a man is short, use the time you have to express how you feel. for you may not know what will happen to you tomorrow. i just wanna say im happy and proud to be your friend.

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- a friend's heart-

you are in my heart and soul,
the inspiration of my dream,
the best friends a person could have.

the many dreams and moments we have spent together will never be forgotten,
the times of pain,
as well as the happy ones.

we have shared our laughter,
love,
and you let me give you a few of my tears.

each day knowing you seems brighter,
and each moment seems more precious.
i will live you always and call you my FRIEND!

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let the most beautiful dream come to you tonight, let the sweetest person come in your dream tonight.. but dont make that a habit cause im not free every night!
=p

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faith makes all things possible,
hope make all things work,
love make everything beautiful.
may you have all of it..


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destiny decides who we meet in life
but it is our heart that decide who stays.
definitely you are forever in my heart.

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when it rains, u dun see the sun, but its there. hope we can be like that, although we dont see each other now, but our friendship will always be there. take care

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without love, days are, sadday, moanday, tearsday, wasteday, thirstday, frightday, shatterday. so, be in love everyday.. happy valentine!

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women dont keep handphone in bra cause reception is bad in mountanious areas. men can keep handphone in pants cause tower nearby attract good reception

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simple music can make u sing, simple hug makes u feel better, simple things can make u happy, hope my simple message will make u smile

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want to wish u goodnight but then stars not free,
bears not free,
pigs not free,
angels not free,

ghost can?

, - - ,
( e e ) woooo
( o (_,-


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everday is a wonderful opportunity
to care to love to smile to pray and to be thankful for having u as my fren..


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why God created gaps between ur fingers?
coz someday, that special someone, somewhere who is made for u, comes and fill those gaps by holding ur hands forever..


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you have two brains..
the left one and the right one..
the left one has nothing right, and the right one has nothing left..

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friends are not a game to play,
friends are not just a word to say,
friends do not start in march and end in may,
friend means yesterday, today and tomorrow


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