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lazy wanna blog bout today... just came back and feel so tired... psycho report still stuck half way de and no idea how to continue...haiz...tmrw have to hantar edi ....but.... the best thing that will happen tmrw is that i will come home early cause many class has been postponed for cny... hehehe... ppl here celebrate cny early... lolz... and also one more day and i'll be back in sitiawan... while i was driving + day dreaming just nw, suddenly i remember what i miss in stw...i miss driving fast...in png, the speed limit is just 80km per hour...and the road so small...in stw, who cares how fast u go... i miss those times i get to go out and drive at nite... haiz...

conclusion : ONE more day to go .. and sitiawan... here i come..

going back finally

finally, im going back sitiawan 2nite.. hehe... hope not so jam lor.. the not so good thing bout being in stw is i cant get to online.. haiz... and no car drive... and noise pollution.. lol...finally finished and hand up my report today..hehe.. lol...cya in ONE week ...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

14 feb 07

been blogging in wretch everyday since the day i sign up... hehehe.. nothing to do and no where to go after coll hours..lol... but dunno y today cant open wretch de... got a lot chinese words i dunno read what it means.. watever lar...today,..valentines.. lol... wanna blog bout somethign that happen in coll actually...there's this girl i dun really like in my class...sorry but i cant help bout how i feel...alrite.. the story is lik this..someone got a bouquet of flowers today in class...and this girl i dun really like, lets name her Z..after she saw that gurl got her flowers.. i cud see and sense that she;s burning wit jealousy..and she kept eyeing it.. lol.. i know im bad... but i really dun lik her.. i dunno why...haiz.. mayb its my fault that i dun lik her... lol.. wahtever the reason is, i wont be seeing her for one week after this friday.. yay.. and and... 3 more days to go back sitiawan... i so so cannot wait for it...miss my long forgotten bike.. miss the ko lo mien.. miss my frens... miss everything back insitiawan.. except the noise pollution... lol...wanna sleep now...bye///

1st of january 2007

i actually wrote this early this month...

new year new begining. this new year opens a whole new chapter in my life. leaving sitiawan to continue my studies in a small island...well, i'm gonna be here for at least a year.. sob sob.. frens leave each other.. some went for NS, some went to work and many went to continue pre u studies. i nvr thought this day wud come so soon tho.. i am so not ready for this.. and now is not even a month after my SPM.. am i dreaming?? am i having nitemare?? i hope i am... but .. reality strikes and i suddenly realise that this is no deram. everything came so fast and i dun really have time to get mentally prepared.. haiz.. time past so fast that i din realise i have already finish spm and its new year already.. what happen?? i was too busy having fun and had no time to really think bout whats around me.. onli a month or so b4 the actual spm day onli i 'kinda study'.. life is suppose to be lik hell that time.. but.. i was stil having fun.. regret? not really.. cause i dun think of it much.. now, i onli hope that watever crap i've written for my exam will give me at least C.. all i need is just 5 credits..

xmas 06 is the most borinf xmas in my life.. its just like a normal day .. as tho nothing has happen..i did not even get presents...sigh...watever

31st jan 07

life in coll really suck.. when i was there the first day, its like ... i dunno how to describe.. like when u went to primary skol in std 1.. u stand there alone and know no one at ALL..seriouly.. i really think that way.. i went there .. and dinknow any one... until this nice gurl say hi to me.. we bcame frens .. but she's not studying the same thing wit me so we seperated after that and now i even forgot how she look like and whats her name...the feeling and thought of being alone in an unknownplace is realy scary.. but now, after 3 or 4 weeks there.. im now ok wit it.. it really suck for the first two weeks.. but now.. i guess i just have to go wit the flow.. trying to fit in..getting to know more ppl from my class.. in fact, i have a few frens now..thank God!! nothing much to be said..now, i really miss sitiawan.. i wanna go back..the only way i make myself not homesick is by thinking bout all the stupid bird noise they make in sitiawan...those stupid idiots who thinks of only money never cared bout other ppl who;s staying there 24/7...babi wan...i think my frens who is in sitiawan and who came to my house b4 know what am i talking...lol... crap...

have lots more to say.. but i just dun have any idea how to put it into words... haiz... 18 more days to go for cny.. and thats when i go bck sitiawan..haiz...