wtf...
its merdeka day and i haven had my merdeka yet in any way.
what the fuck...
i damn hate sharing my things lor..
now, to me, MERDEKA means having my own space, not force to do something i dont want to, and i want to live my life.
what the fuck..
staying here is reallu fucking stupid wan lor..
no going out at all..
night or day....
why??
tak de kaki.. mau pergi mana???
im living my life up to people's expectation...
i have no choice of my own.
i cannot decide for myself.
i onli can do whatever they says...
hey, my time is so limited but then, i haven lived my life yet.
what the fuck...
i want my SPACE...
give me some space...i need fresh air...

my biggest hope and dream now is to go to Aussie, finish my whatever fucking studies, get a job, PR, and get an apartment there.. all for myself...
living here, makes me feel like a slow suicide...
im slowly suffocating here...
i cant breath at all....
wtf....

why cant i DO whatever i want...
experience whatever that is there...
even if i make mistakes, its ok cause i will be able to learn from there..
wtf...
pls dun control my life...
im not ur robot...
i just wanna be myself...


living a life like that,
makes me feel that its really suffering...

i want to sleep, so just let me sleep.
why turn on the damn lights?

life is so damn unfair,
so damn stupid
so damn bored...

i set the alarm at 6.30 this morning.. but when i wake up, it says 7.25am at the phone.
i thought my phone rosak edi cause i drop it quiet a few times last night for some reasons..
ans then, i open the room door, and saw my dad, eating...
hmm... then must be me OVERSLEPT...
close de door again and went back to sleep...
usually i go to coll at 7.15am... today already so late..
by the time i reach coll it will be like...
8 something?? mayb 9...
class also over e lar.. go for what..
then, thought i wanna stay home for the whole day..
but...
kinda feel guilty cause i skip the same class twice edi this weekk..
so, went in the afternoon lor..
cilaka betul..
i damn hate afternoon class lar..
she wont teach also wan..
i went into the class.
and she say..." mark ur attendence and you can leave already"
what the F...
i came all the way to just mark attendance???
what the hell....
this is so unfair.. haiz...
so mark attendance, hang around for a while to take back my proposal paper and then...
chao home again...
cei... wasting my time and energy like that...and the toll $$ and the petrol $$...
just for one mark at my attendance list..
CHIT!!!


this week is so stupid..
SO MUCH WORK( all delay from last time wan)
SO LITTLE TIME(spent all my time surfing the net, looking and looking... for i dunno what...the next thing i know... its already dark e...dang...wasting my time doing nonsense...)
tomorrow is the last day to pass up my FINAL DRAFT, MULTIPLIER EFFECT & INTERNATIONAL TRADE AGREEMENT...
wtf... i hate doing all those econs thingy..
i guess the reason i cant concentrate is that..
when i look for information...
it just wont come out...
and all the nonsense tak de kaitan facts come out.. wtf... its all time wasting....

ish.... TRIALS in THREE weeks...
haven started studying...
i'm so dead this time....

classes..

fuh!
went into the Accounting Class just now, and the lecturer stormed in and say,...
"please go to Room300E, we have a test now..its a two hour test..bla bla bla"
wtf! suddenly gt test...
and...now, half the class is now here, in the General Lab, sitting in front of the comp.. =)
heheheh...
there's no way i can complete the test... and its a TWO hour test...
i back out...
*excuses*

oh ya.. had Psychology class before the Accounting's ...
its totally time-wasting lor...
sometimes, i wonder...
why the hell i wake up so damn fucking early in the morning and come here to listen to her...
talking nonsense and something that has nothing to do with my subject at aLL???
today she's doing something called 'the RESEARCH'
what's the research thingy bout?..bout how to get more students to study in this coll...
damn it...
i dun wake up at 6.30AM, went thru the TRAFFIC JAMS, and come here to listen to this kind of CRAP ok??3
damn..i really dun like to come for classes anymore...
esp when its so damn fucking early in the morning wan lor...


now, i am going to do my 3 WEEKS overdue (d) Psychology Essay!

wish me luck..


=)

Monday BLuesss.....

finally, i got my baby lappy ystd at the pc fair in SP(sungai petani, not seberang perai)..
its just a small fair.. but got that quite cheap...
now, I'm afraid whether it's original or ciplak version anot lar...
whatever, waiting for it to arrive..
and I'm expecting something to go way wrong(yes, i really do)...
why??
went to look for lappy... then found one that has everything i wanted..
but then... when asked about what's the operating system, they say, " whatever operating system u want"... hmmm.. sounds fishy.....
then went around to seee and look.. but.... the other brands are ugly and their offer not as good as asus...so i decided to get it...
when i was paying, that Asus sales person told me that the software and the windows they use is the CIPLAK version...
damn it..
then, i told them i want an original version of windows, they seem like reluctant to give it to me for some stupid reason...
trust me, i almost ki siao and shouted in front of those ppl...
damn stupid sales ppl.. lol......
keep telling me its not worth it to get a genuine windows as I'm only a student, not doing a big business, bla bla bla.......
lol... its my damn prinsip ok?
I HATE THE WORD "PIRATED" AND I WONT USE ANYTHING "CIPLAK" UNLESS I DO NOT HAVE ANY CHOICE!
in the end, i have to pay RM300 more just to get a new Windows...
FINE!
" I DONT CARE HOW MUCH I PAY FOR IT AS LONG AS I GET A GENUINE WINDOWS>>"
and then, i said something more harsh...
and those ppl were numb.. chit!!!
lol... lets forget bout those leng chai(s)....


>>>>>fast forward>>>>>

this morning is kinda bored... Cynthia, Yen Loo, Tiff didnt come for the class this morning... so, i am alone... *sob sob*
and then, in the IT class, haiz...
MissV did the capture screen thingy...
for my IT project...
and OMgosh....
i was suppose to be the second person...
but something went wrong with the first person..
so, i am the first person...
and then...
so paiseh lei....
i key in the data into my database, and it didnt work..
*starting to panic***
luckily, she do it again and everything went... just ok..
did some mistake, but that couldnt be re-do....
so.... whatever....
IT project>> ITS OVER!!!

and then, i was signing in to this blog...
then, the college someone came and "lectured" me about me drinking Milo in the IT lab..
hmm... that's my Monday morning..
later, i have to go to econs class...
ALONE...
again....haizzzzzzzz.....
i have a lil phobia to be alone in class...
hmm...
whatever..
hope... *fingers crossed***
she doesn't give any group work later and she'll be teaching... so, i wont be looking around for a group...

the end....

getting tired of ....

.....:::::SKIP THIS PART IF U DUN WAN TO end up scratching ur head, wondering what the hell i talking bout::::.....

I'm starting to get tired of attending Psychology class early in the morning. sometimes, when i enter the class, she wont be doing anything important like teaching. like what happen last week, when we were doing the research on sleep. most of the days when i am in her class, i would be staring at the blank wall and or day dreaming, as she is busy sorting things out. and the class is from Monday to Friday(used to be), now is Monday to Thursday(still not much difference) with each class one hour. one hour is really short period for a class. by the time she came in, it would be bout 15 minutes late. and by the time she turns on the comp and gets everything ready, it'll be like 20 minutes gone. and then, most days, we were let off early, leaving onli bout 30-40 minutes of teaching. i am really tired attending this class. have to wake up extra early compared to the others. and i cant sleep in the car cause i have to drive to college..bout 30 minutes drive if its not jam. but every morning, it'll be jam like hell. cause its the time students go to school, parents go to work, maid go to pasar, and me go to my class. then, that would cost me bout 1 hour drive to my coll..and there was a few times last week, i let my house just a lil late, and i was trap in the damn jam for bout 20-30 minutes and i only reach the college 40 minutes after the class starts. then i sat there for 10 minutes and the class ends edi.. walaoeh... damn lar.. if i am going to be that late, i might as well sleep for one extra hour and save my energy.

..:::::::To Those Who Doesn't Understand What the Crap Shiet Me Talking Above:::::.....

in conclusion, i reallly beh syok early morning go class edi lor...really feel sien lar..everyday life like that wan...

I'm fine. i just wanna complain a lil bit.
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gone are the days where i stay in the college whole day(from 8am-5pm) and attending classes whole day(sometimes non stop).
nowadays, i would just come back at lunch time or 9am(Wednesday)...
every Monday i skip Economics tutorial...
Tuesday i become good gurl and attend all the classes(8am-4pm non stop)...
Wednesday i skip one hour of Psychology( u cant blame me...what u expect..i have six hours continuous break from 9am-3pm..what u wan me to do there?? i got no choice but go back and sleep. )
Thursday i skip ESL tutorial(every time i go also not many ppl wan...)
Friday i became an angel again(puik!) and attend all the classes.


SIGH!!!!
I KNOW I'M HOPELESS.....
SKIPPING CLASS AND STUFF...
BUT I JUST LOST MY 'DIRECTION'
STARTING TO GET TIRED OF EVERYTHING EDI...
EVERYDAY, ITS JUST THE SAME THING.
HMMM.....MAYBE ITS JUST ME GUA....

u noe? i feel like wanna put down everything and just go and hide in one corner.
i dunno why,
but i feel depressed occasionally.
not rarely, not seldom,but occasionally and it happen quite often.
but i recover kinda fast too..
i think...
mostly its during weekends when i totally have nothing to do..
maybe its just mood swings, but i really do feel depressed.
during weekdays, i would have not much time, so i dun think so much.
but during weekends when im not going back to stw, just stay at this stupid place...
i realllly feeel bad..
imagine the mixture of fear, disappointment,frustration,anger,worried,jealousy(yes u read it right) all mixed together...
the kind of feeling..
u just feel like u;re not in this world anymore..
i hate it..
but almost everyweekend, i will feel this way..
this week is not exceptional..
im stuck in this stupid island again for some reason..
saturday home alone for kinda the whole day...
have so much time to think of nonsense..
sunday..
i feel tat this world is so unfair..
i start showing my sour face when we're in pacific..
i felt that im not part of them when we're in the car.
what are they talking about?
anyone care explaing whats happening?
and then..
went to focus point..
mum and bro in the shop.
sat down..
and told de ppl there whats wrong with their specs.
i stood there. waiting for them to finish..
i tot it wont take long.
just a few moments then ok edi..
but i was WRONG!
feel like so left out and i stand there like an idiot..
they were talking as if im not there..
so i went out..
then went in again..
and went out..
then after quite some time,
mum and bro went to look for presents for bro's whoever...
and i followed them./..
and again,... they treat me as if im not there..
dad just stood there and see...lol
then something just hit me and i felt like crying..
its a stupid feeling trust me...
damnit..
so i went to a corner and just sat there watching ppl walk pass by for like half an hour..
i din really cry there...
public place lei..
but on the way home..
in the car..
i cried a lil..
back home..
i went straight to the room and lock myself inside..
and yes, the pillow is all wet..
haiz..
other than that, i realllly miss my frens back home in stw...and those in kl..
i met sp 2 weeks b4..
but..those in taylors..
so so damn long din see them edi lei...


ps: besides i miss stw, i miss my grandparents, i miss my frens, and my kuailan bro that dun really listens to whatever i say and pretty much the whole world thinks that im invincible, and unfair-ness , my life is not bad. lol...

i so damn dead... someone just kill me pls.. dun wanna suffer anymore...

just remembered that i have IT test tomorrow..what the fuck..din buy disket cause i thought still got time...suddenly remember..shit lar..and when i tried to kaji thru de database....suddenly mum saw something on my bro's phone.. and had been naggin non stop till now.. well, stop for a while.. then continue...then stop for a second.. and continue again...shit lar...haiz.....im not upstairs somemore...nad they're behind me somemore...damnit...i pantang ppl raise de voice and scold ppl wan lei....make me takda mood to even see thru the stupdi database also lar...preparing to fail my test tml lar..damn it...now, im just gonna stop and off everything and go to sleep and forget evething that has happen.. i hate my life here... hate it so damn fucking much... if im not here... im sure it'll be better in some ways..
fuck!

now, gonna go to bed and try to sleep..
dunno can sleep anot..worrying bout tml test and also bout what just happen...

i seriously hate this place lar...

wish me luck tml ya... wish i get at least passing marks... cause this time de test consist 10% for my finals...

tata

finnaly, another week gone…

yippie…

Friday is nothing cause nothing to pass up and there’s nothing important to do…

Lol..

Whatever…

I stayed in a freaking hot general lab from 11am to 3pm without lunch.

And then I told my mum I din have lunch yet .

and … end up kena marah… haiz….

Yea.

Wanna do last minute work on the planning material..

Hope got nothing wrong lar..

Then go to the class to pass up the planning material…

Guess what…

Less than 10 ppl came…

And everyone went back half way thru cause jenny wasn’t doing anything…

I walked out too…for a few minutes…

I had no where to go…

And nothing to do….

So I went back to the class…

Jenny and me in one class…

Omg…

Seriously…

Spent the time sms ing…

And ‘helping’ her…

Hahahha…

Im damn free anyway…

Then after that…

Tiff and xw came…

And kena lecture by her…

*lecture-lecture-lecture*

and then…

we went to the general lab to do more last minute work for xw..

end up going back before 5..

haiz..

dunno what happen to me…

im so damn blurr today…

asked jolyn buy something for me to eat and then forgot to pay her back…

haiz…

and dunno the paper I sat the other day can pass anot lar…

history paper, as soon as I finish the test, I went home and threw away everything!!

Heheheh

I really HATE history I dunno why…

The weird thing about today!!

Jenny actually say something good bout me.

Wow!!

To me, this is really rare…

Cause everything I heard from her so far is just nagging-lecture-lecture-nagging….

Oh ya… today ah.. the car ah… very chien da wan meh..

When I wanted to go back,

The thing at the key wouldn’t work and then I cant open the door without triggering the alarm..

Damnit..

After trying countless times..

I called my mum..

She ask me to call dad..

Dad ask me to ask my fren to bring me anywhere to change that stupid damn battery in that stupid damn little thing.

And then..

I found xw..

And then…

She did something…

Opening the door manually..

Which obviously triggered the alarm and then it rang so loudly…

And the..

Dunno what she did…

It went off by itself and its safe to drive..

And then..

When I came back..

My dad tried to use the stupid little thing..

And it works and showed no signs of low battery..

Lol

Stupid thing..

Since u are sick, cant u pretend sick and don embarrass me in front of my dad??

He laughed and say…

Next time go nearer to open lar..

Lol..

Already so near what…

The thing just wont work,…

Cilaka betul….

life's like that???

Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu

from :: WIKIPEDIA

• Title: 花樣少年少女 / Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu
• Also known as: Hanazakarino Kimitachihe / Hana Kimi
• Episodes: 15 + New Year SP
• Genre: Romance, Comedy
• Opening theme song: 怎麼辦 (Zen Me Ban) by S.H.E
• Ending theme song: 專屬天使 (Zhuan Shu Tian Shi) by TANK

Synopsis

After watching a high jump competition on TV when she was young, Lu Rui Xi (Ella) saw a jumper named Zuo Yi Quan (Wu Chun) and was deeply inspired by him. In fact, she's so inspired she decides to transfer to his school, Ying Kai. However, Quan attends an all-boy school, therefore she dressed up as a boy to get accepted. Rui Xi meets Jin Xiu Yi (Jiro Wang) and they become good friends. One day, Rui Xi and Xiu Yi were playing soccer and Xiu Yi accidentally hits her in the face, causing her to faint. Quan happens to be walking by and tells Xiu Yi to get help. At that moment, Quan decides to carry her to the nurse's office - he puts his hand on her chest, and finds out she's actually a girl! However, Quan keeps her identity a secret, for he has slowly fallen in love with her.

Another problem? Xiu Yi starts to question his own sexual orientation when he, too, falls in love with Rui Xi.

Cast

• Ella as Lu Rui Xi 盧瑞莃 (manga: Mizuki Ashiya)
• Wu Chun as Zuo Yi Quan 左以泉 (manga: Izumi Sano)
• Jiro Wang as Jin Xiu Yi 金秀伊 (manga: Nakatsu Shuiichi)
• Tang Yu Zhe as Liang Si Nan 梁思南 (manga: Nanba Minami)
• Tang Zhi Ping as Mei Tian 梅田 (manga: Umeda Hokuto - the school doctor)
• Zhang Hao Ming as Wang Tian Si 王天寺 (manga: Tennouji Megumi)
• Ruan Jing Tian as Shen Le 申樂 (manga: Kagurazaka Makoto - Sano's rival)
• JJ Lin as Lu Jing Xi 盧静希 (manga: Ashiya Shizuki C. - Mizuki's older brother)
• Guo Ching Chun as Mei Ying Hua 梅穎華 (manga: Nanba Io - Umeda's sister, Nanba's mother)
• Alexia Gao as Wu Wan Juan 吳琬絹 (manga: Kinuko Karasuma)
• Nissa as Julia
• Duncan as Yuan Qiu Ye 元秋葉 (manga: Akiha Hara)
• Joelle Lu as Abby
• Xie Zheng Hao (謝正浩) as Guan Ri Hui 關日輝
• Chen Wen Xiang as Jiang Ye Shen 江野伸
• Yang Hao Wei as Li Cheng Yang 李承央[Yang Yang 央央] (manga: Senri Nakao)
• Xie He Xian as Sima Shu 司馬樹[Da Shu大樹] (manga: Kayashima Taiki)
• Gong Ji An as Ao Si Ka / Oscar (manga: Himejima Masao)
• Chen Zhen Wei (陳振偉/斧頭) as Ri Ben Qiao 日本喬
• Chen Xiang Ling (陳香伶) as Ke Yu Xiang 柯語湘
• Kao Chi Hung as Jiu Duan 九段
• Yuan Ming Zhe (袁明哲) as Bei Hua Ke 貝華克
• Zhang Yong Zheng (張永政) as Men Zhen 門真
• Yuri Huang (黃鈺筑) as Liang Si Nan's ex-girlfiend (ep08)
• Vivienne Lee as Chi Jun Li 池君莉
• Cai Han Cen as Mei Xiao Xu 梅曉緒
• Huang Wan Bo as Tian Luo 田螺 (ep13)

im currently watching this show.
it has yet to show on tv..
but its coming soon on 24th may.
as i dun watch it on tv,
so i can watch as many episodes i wan in one go.
but.. that has make me afraid to watch it.
cause when i started watching, i cant sto[p..
its too cute...
hahahah
lol... crapx....
ok ok...
i stayed home today...
cause of some reason..
and was rudely waken by the stupid alarm by my stupid bro.
hey... if kenot and dun wan wake up so early dun put alarm lar..idodit wan meh...
cei..suan lar.. dun spoil my mood talkin bout that idot...
anyway..
gt ntg to do..
so i continue watching the show
and......i SAW ruan jin tian in the third episode..
omg...
in green forest,
he so suai....
in hana kimi,
he...err...not bad lar.. hahahah.. lol....
gtg bye....

wish me luck for my MALAYSIAN STUDIES exam tml.
its final and i gotta pass it.
altho it sound so nice..malaysian studies...but..wtf...its stupid form 5 history...damnit...whoever suggests that we have to study this stupid subject....u're an IDIOT>. dont u have brains??? u like history ur prob lar... make my life so susah for what....
k k...
the end

dunno its just me or what..
im using mozzila Firefox now...
and its FAST.
its faster then internet explorer.
lol
at least i think so...
cause i have to wait for ages to sign in to blogger.com when i use IE.
now.. less then 2 minutes....
wow...
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went back to sitiawan over the weekend...
celebrate grandpa bday...
got de cake from secret recipe...
cause i am lazy to think of where to buy cake.
so the main point is..
THE CAKE SUCKS.
as in... not nice wan....
bluek....
i will never ever buy black forest from secret recipe anymore!
end of story
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feel like very verylong din write blog edi.
kinda busy these few days.
if im not busy then means im tired.
yea.
im tired for whatever reason.
feel like the burden much much heavier like that.
last friday, mrs allen, my acc tcher, say...
"u have to go into groups of 4 and start a business. u have six weeks to do it.
present ur business to the class."
what the ...
six weeks???
what are we suppposed to do??
then monday,
miss lucy, my psycho tcher, says,
"group leaders, bring ur pendrvie and copy the question. u have to present one of the question to the class in group of 3 or 4.presentation is this thursday and friday"
what the...
after that,
miss vimala, my IT tcher,
" when u wan to pass up your essay?"
"err...err...wednesday"
"u alwayz have another day yar bla bla bla..."
"heheheh"
haiz..
tuesday,
mr anthony, my history tcher,
" tomorrow is the last lecture before your exam next week. today im going into *bla bla bla* dasar *something something*..."
last but not least,
miss jenny, my english for second language tcher,
"u have until next week to do ur planning material.. take note whatever i say.. *bla bla bla*"
what ever she say, i dun get the point.. just note dowm whatever word that comes out from her mouth and i do really understand wan lar..
kesimpulan, we have to do some planning material and pass up in group next week. end.
ok.
i might make a big mistake.
promise my IT tcher that i'll pass up my essay tml.
its a HUGE mistake.
cause, till now, im stil stuck wit 299 words.
and i have to write bout 1500 words.
see how much difference it is?
and...
my essay sounds like an advertisment,,
my classmate's essay sounds like an essay..
can someone help me?
the easiest way,
gonna skip her class tml again.
haiz.
im such a......lazy pig!
trip to kl this weekend is canceled means im going bck stw for the weekend.
to celebrate my grandpa's bday.
can someone tell me what present should i give him??
seriously need suggestion....
hevam seen my frens for weeks edi..
will i get to see them this weekend??
i hope so...
will be kinda busy for this few weeks...
wont b able to update blog so often like i used to..
=p
have lots more to crap here actually..
cause i haven wrote any blog for the past few days/ weeks..
but then...i write till here...
i forgot what i wanna write edi..
i have bad memory...
lol...
now, i am gonna watch TV for a while..
and then i will try to finish the essay which im sure i wont finish it tonite.
and have i told u?
the deadline for the essay is 27th APRIL 07.
see how long i postponed it edi??
oh ya..
went to 1901 in gurney for hotdog ystd..
walao..
one day,some day,
when i am not so busy and i dun have class for a week,
i shall tapao the large one.
hahahah....
for now,
gonna eat less a lil....
buhbye...
til we meet again when i am not so busy...
cya

tired, but....

im tired and i wanna sleep.
i wanna blog
but everytime when i open this.
i feel like i am so so tired.
mayb i am.
i'll blog when i have time.
lol.
this is my very first post of may.
so short.
lol.
nighty nite.
i'll sleep as much as possible during saturday and sunday.
in case u are wondering,
i stil haven finish my IT report whuch was due last week but was postponed til today but i stil haven touch it yet. but but but...
and i have economy test on MONDAY!
what test? are u crazy? i dunno anything single thing bout econs...
wish me luck.

im so bored, headache... lolx

LAN test > OvER!!
LAn presentation > OVER!!!
what a tiring day!
haiz.
tmrw, IT report to do.
and ESL de dunno what have to pass up.
what jenny said is so blur and unclear.
help!
how can i understand what she meant?
ardeena asked me to go to the library after lunch.
i forgot!!
i am realllly sorry yar...
what did i do?
went to gurney plaza for 1901 hotdog.
hehehe... i lurve it.
and then went to mph to look for the story book.
din manage to find it.
then went to popular to buy paper.
looking thru the cd..
and guess what i saw..
vick de album!!!
onli for rm16.90
i was so tempted to buy..
its so cheap for an ori cd..
so i got it. hehehe
lol..
=p
i...lurve it too...
its kinda nice...
not kinda nice...
its NICE...
i cant say its superb..
lolx.
sampai back disted.
totally forgot what am i suppose to do.
the presentation is kinda crap.
cant say is presentation.
just answer what he asked cause he wanna save time.
yippie!!!
and the test..
more crap...
all tembak wan...lol....
during the free time in the morning, i told them i wan to go to do my IT report.
but then...
i end up reading blogs instead of doing IT. lol
i did do...
but just couldnt find anything on the net.
i am so DEAD.haiz
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the kitten is kinda quiet this few dayz..wonder what happen to it.
it is the weather that affect it or is it because it has finally realise its sis/bro is not going to come back and play with it again...haiz....

more pictures

this is a foundry, or kilang besi, another major contributor of loud noises throughout the day. but its a bit better than those air-liur-burung producer. at least they dont work 24/7. sometimes, they contribute air pollution.

imagine eating ur lunch and u have to bear with the stench from lori sampah. MPM send lori sampah for them to baiki. but too bad, they find a brilliant place to park it. right outside my house de dining room, with the butt of the lori sampah facing my dining room. not onli i can smell the nice aroma of the food that is on the table, i also can smell a nice wonderful aroma from outside. its too near. thats the problem.

gasp!

smoke. hoi! bakar sampah kah?

oh no!!! thick smoke? is the place burning down? oh please do...

but it turned out that...

the smoke is to kill the nyamuk, my greatest enemy.

a step to prevent denggi.
cei. make me happy for a while.

pictures i got from sitiawan

perangkap tikus

those are plastic bags. used plastic bags.

what? im just too bored.

the two stupid lubang that produce stupid bird noise to lure the swiftlets in.
the owner is really stupid.
make ppl suffer.
in case u're wondering.
the name of the shop that particular owner owns is PAULA FASHION.

lol.

i shall not give more information.

The whole building. Ugly isn’t it?

the black dots in the sky are actually birds. some people like them. love them. adore them. because they earn them thousands of dollars each month. i think people like these idiots is willing to kiss or even lick the birds shit if they have to.

some people just hate them around. people like me. who doesnt get anything in return. but sleepless nights, loss of concentration on studies, mental pressure(imagine listening to super loud bird chirping for 24 hours a day, SEVEN days a week) and other effects that cannot be seen.

headache. headache. imagine facing SPM and this together. super duper loud noise in the middle of the night. you want to study. you purposely stayed up just to study for the very important exam. but you end up getting distracted by those noises. i just cant understand why they should turn in on for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. dont the birds need some rest? why other people can turn off the 'wonderful chirping' noised at night but they cant? and they means the shop owner i mention in the previous picture. they're just pure idiots. money face. mother no teach. lol. i have anger management issue. i might change my mind and do a law degree instead of psychology next year. i wanna sue them!

this is PURE MENTAL TORTURE.

baby flowers

i find this interesting for i dunno what reason.