my SearCh for a laptop ends with NOTHING..
hmmm..
I'm now paying for something that involves thousands of Ringgits..
have to think properly...
but...
I'm running out of time..
i need to choose one..
FAST!!!
i have to decide NOW!!!

help?

went to coll an hour late today..
reach there tepat tepat time for acc class..
went in the class...
then look around...
suddenly feel weird...
why so many ppl i know not there wan...
but went in edi...
cant go out anymore...
sms tiff, and she told me they all went to do their assignment in the lab..
lucky got Jolyn there lo..
what the...
lucky i din skip lar...
so damn hard the accounting exercise she teach today...
dunno what the crap she talking bout also..
feel like math..
cause got alot formula and stuff like that...
then, we have economics...
decided to skip also... cause wanan finish my assignment also...
mana tau.. the econs class is for 10 minutes like that nia...
the teacher give question...
and everyone can go edi...
cei...
and .... u know what....
in the general lab, everyone say that they dun wanna go IT...
hmm...
i kesian the IT teacher lo.. but...
what to do.. i cannot help it also... if i go in IT..means i looking for trouble...
so i stay in the lab and finish my work...
supposed to pass up today wan...
but then the Photostat machine couldn't work..
and missJ give me permission to pass up tomorrow..
which makes me officially the very last one to pass up with permission..
lol...btw, all the others have to pass up last thursday..
and me, one week later..
ehehhehe
thats the only good thing that happen today...
i think......

i dont think i can finish my assignemnts on time.
for economics, it'll be a lil disaster cause i think i lost the questions e...
how am i going to die?
haiz...
life sucks...
my english research is so damn crap...
i had a few days extra to do it...
some ppl can finish it in 1 day..
me, a few days and im stil not done..
this is sad...
haiz...
and then....
IT..
how i wish i hadnt take IT in the first place...
such a hard subject...

KILL ME!!

i so damn dead... someone just kill me pls.. dun wanna suffer anymore...

just remembered that i have IT test tomorrow..what the fuck..din buy disket cause i thought still got time...suddenly remember..shit lar..and when i tried to kaji thru de database....suddenly mum saw something on my bro's phone.. and had been naggin non stop till now.. well, stop for a while.. then continue...then stop for a second.. and continue again...shit lar...haiz.....im not upstairs somemore...nad they're behind me somemore...damnit...i pantang ppl raise de voice and scold ppl wan lei....make me takda mood to even see thru the stupdi database also lar...preparing to fail my test tml lar..damn it...now, im just gonna stop and off everything and go to sleep and forget evething that has happen.. i hate my life here... hate it so damn fucking much... if im not here... im sure it'll be better in some ways..
fuck!

now, gonna go to bed and try to sleep..
dunno can sleep anot..worrying bout tml test and also bout what just happen...

i seriously hate this place lar...

wish me luck tml ya... wish i get at least passing marks... cause this time de test consist 10% for my finals...

tata

finnaly, another week gone…

yippie…

Friday is nothing cause nothing to pass up and there’s nothing important to do…

Lol..

Whatever…

I stayed in a freaking hot general lab from 11am to 3pm without lunch.

And then I told my mum I din have lunch yet .

and … end up kena marah… haiz….

Yea.

Wanna do last minute work on the planning material..

Hope got nothing wrong lar..

Then go to the class to pass up the planning material…

Guess what…

Less than 10 ppl came…

And everyone went back half way thru cause jenny wasn’t doing anything…

I walked out too…for a few minutes…

I had no where to go…

And nothing to do….

So I went back to the class…

Jenny and me in one class…

Omg…

Seriously…

Spent the time sms ing…

And ‘helping’ her…

Hahahha…

Im damn free anyway…

Then after that…

Tiff and xw came…

And kena lecture by her…

*lecture-lecture-lecture*

and then…

we went to the general lab to do more last minute work for xw..

end up going back before 5..

haiz..

dunno what happen to me…

im so damn blurr today…

asked jolyn buy something for me to eat and then forgot to pay her back…

haiz…

and dunno the paper I sat the other day can pass anot lar…

history paper, as soon as I finish the test, I went home and threw away everything!!

Heheheh

I really HATE history I dunno why…

The weird thing about today!!

Jenny actually say something good bout me.

Wow!!

To me, this is really rare…

Cause everything I heard from her so far is just nagging-lecture-lecture-nagging….

Oh ya… today ah.. the car ah… very chien da wan meh..

When I wanted to go back,

The thing at the key wouldn’t work and then I cant open the door without triggering the alarm..

Damnit..

After trying countless times..

I called my mum..

She ask me to call dad..

Dad ask me to ask my fren to bring me anywhere to change that stupid damn battery in that stupid damn little thing.

And then..

I found xw..

And then…

She did something…

Opening the door manually..

Which obviously triggered the alarm and then it rang so loudly…

And the..

Dunno what she did…

It went off by itself and its safe to drive..

And then..

When I came back..

My dad tried to use the stupid little thing..

And it works and showed no signs of low battery..

Lol

Stupid thing..

Since u are sick, cant u pretend sick and don embarrass me in front of my dad??

He laughed and say…

Next time go nearer to open lar..

Lol..

Already so near what…

The thing just wont work,…

Cilaka betul….

life's like that???

feel like very verylong din write blog edi.
kinda busy these few days.
if im not busy then means im tired.
yea.
im tired for whatever reason.
feel like the burden much much heavier like that.
last friday, mrs allen, my acc tcher, say...
"u have to go into groups of 4 and start a business. u have six weeks to do it.
present ur business to the class."
what the ...
six weeks???
what are we suppposed to do??
then monday,
miss lucy, my psycho tcher, says,
"group leaders, bring ur pendrvie and copy the question. u have to present one of the question to the class in group of 3 or 4.presentation is this thursday and friday"
what the...
after that,
miss vimala, my IT tcher,
" when u wan to pass up your essay?"
"err...err...wednesday"
"u alwayz have another day yar bla bla bla..."
"heheheh"
haiz..
tuesday,
mr anthony, my history tcher,
" tomorrow is the last lecture before your exam next week. today im going into *bla bla bla* dasar *something something*..."
last but not least,
miss jenny, my english for second language tcher,
"u have until next week to do ur planning material.. take note whatever i say.. *bla bla bla*"
what ever she say, i dun get the point.. just note dowm whatever word that comes out from her mouth and i do really understand wan lar..
kesimpulan, we have to do some planning material and pass up in group next week. end.
ok.
i might make a big mistake.
promise my IT tcher that i'll pass up my essay tml.
its a HUGE mistake.
cause, till now, im stil stuck wit 299 words.
and i have to write bout 1500 words.
see how much difference it is?
and...
my essay sounds like an advertisment,,
my classmate's essay sounds like an essay..
can someone help me?
the easiest way,
gonna skip her class tml again.
haiz.
im such a......lazy pig!
trip to kl this weekend is canceled means im going bck stw for the weekend.
to celebrate my grandpa's bday.
can someone tell me what present should i give him??
seriously need suggestion....
hevam seen my frens for weeks edi..
will i get to see them this weekend??
i hope so...
will be kinda busy for this few weeks...
wont b able to update blog so often like i used to..
=p
have lots more to crap here actually..
cause i haven wrote any blog for the past few days/ weeks..
but then...i write till here...
i forgot what i wanna write edi..
i have bad memory...
lol...
now, i am gonna watch TV for a while..
and then i will try to finish the essay which im sure i wont finish it tonite.
and have i told u?
the deadline for the essay is 27th APRIL 07.
see how long i postponed it edi??
oh ya..
went to 1901 in gurney for hotdog ystd..
walao..
one day,some day,
when i am not so busy and i dun have class for a week,
i shall tapao the large one.
hahahah....
for now,
gonna eat less a lil....
buhbye...
til we meet again when i am not so busy...
cya

last minute work

fu yoh!!!
just now ..
almost die..
printer almost rosak...
lucky can print...
and lucky i manage to finish it..
i realise something..
i alwayz do work at the last minute..
lucky i din take math..
if not..
sure no time to skip class do work wan...
so dangerous..
doing work at the very last minute...
one more hour to go for tutorial..
group members say wan discuss here..
but no one show up also..
chit
lucky i did on my own..
if not
sure mati teruk teruk wan
now lei..
got one more IT report to do lor..
stupid wan..
cant get anything on the internet..
dunno tomorrow how to die lar..
today din die..
tomorrow also die wan..
the same wan.
in the end i die also wan..
haiz..