different colour different topic

watched a show on the TV just now.
its about an asian woman got married to korea.
and she left her two young baby girls with her mum back in phil cause the living cost in korea is just too high.
(i guess)..
haiz..

THAT .. made ma feel homesick for the first time i'm here..
walao..
suddenly feel like i wanna go back...
ASAP..
sigh....

and the offer..
friends that offer to send me home a day earlier..
thanks so much..
but..."its just one day"
(hahha. trying to an wei myself)

i feel so bored right now at this moment..
wanna bath but its so damn late.
so just forget it lar...

de wireless thing keep dc-ing..
damn tulan right now...
facebook is like... same same now..
noting much to explore...

and... one by one ppl keep offline edi..
feel more sien..
altho even if they're online i am not chatin with them..
but still..
feel so sien lei...

haiz...


semalam..
yesterday..
ada common test..
wouldnt say i did good...
just OK..
hope the marks wont be too low..
or i'll be dead..
then went to library to finish up my legals mind map..
yes i know i am so LAST MINUTE...
i haven changed that much yet..
altho.. library is now my second home..
i dont spend time in the comp lab anymore...

.walaoeh.. damn tulan lor..
lost connection again..
when baru i can get a solid and rightfully belongs to me de connection??
ish...
mau marah orang e la..

ok..continue story...
ohya.. i manage to finish the mind map on time and pass up on time..
YAY!
hehe..
then go acc class..
ish.. cacat.. forgot to bring class test paper..
so its like so pointless to be in the class..
then then.. malay..
thought no one is coming cause it was like so empty..
and it was the last class for the week... hahah
the last class befor CNY!!
after class went to agnes' house to err..
use the bathroom..
then meet up with bc and viv and sab then off to sunway we go..
reached there quite late..
dead hungry.. (din have breakfast for the day)...
ate till 2.40pm like that..
walaoeh.. damn expensive lor..
and i wont go back to that shop again..
no matter how nice is the food..

shop shop shop.. till 9 pm..
haha.. its my personal record..
the very first time i drive to sunway and shop till so late and drive back the very first time myself.

i got almost everything i am looking for..
except for a sandal, flip flop or whatever u call it..
just end up getting a pair of slippers...

sigh.....

when i got back i was like so damn tired....
sleep from about 9.30 till 12.20..
then bath then sleep till 9.30..
hahah..
bout 12 hrs.

and slept again in the afternoon...
had lunch only at 4.30...

and thanks to so many hours of shopping and buying things...
my hand is more painful than my leg today.
sob sob...

haiz.. dc lagi..
aiyoh... can i just strangle someone pls?
haiz....


sigh..
dont know what topic to write under this colour wor...
tak de mood la today...
orang orang yg chat with me also feel im bored...
moodless....
sigh.......

btw.. i think this is my first long post this year...
really no time to like post lor..
either connection bad or i couldnt spend so much time thinking of what to write...
haiz...
but.. i choose to be here...
so have to live with it lor.....
now i understand why people say they dont have time to even online.....

i feel like my life so pointless lor..past few days i dont know la.
but its like.. yesterday and today, i dont even know what am i doing sometimes.
i nvr think before i do something...
and when i do it and if there were someone who asks me why..
i wouldnt have the answer..
its like..
my mind is so damn blank..
i am as blur as someone who just woke up from a very long sleep..
i cant think properly..
i have problems deciding over fried bee hoon or nasi lemak...
i have the problem of asking why this why that when someone say something..
i know its annoying but i just cant help it..
i dont know why do i even bother to ask..
i dont know whether should i or should i not go back early.
i even started to think bout my march holiday alrd..
how am i supposed to go back and so on..
you see, my brain is full of craps.....

conclusion, i cant think properly lei...
how ah??