Thursday, 31 December 2009

end of 09

a million voices in my head
wanting to come out.

i have so much to write, and i dont know where to begin.


it's another lonely new year..

i guess my post have to delay till next year...

i want to write about 2009, 2008, and whatever that comes to my mind.
i want to write about my resolution which never work..
i want to write about what i wish in the coming year..
i want to write about peoples in my life, no matter they're imaginary or real..

i want to write about everything that comes to my mind...

Monday, 21 December 2009


after my last day of exam, i went straight to pyramid with some friends. well, after all the makan and stuff, we went into popular to look for some magazine rach's dad wants. so we went in and i happen to stand right in front of a whole row of colourful magazines (who are u kidding me? magazines of course colourful lah, DUH!). ok, right in front of me were cross-stitching magazine. for those who do not know what is that, go google lah.

hehehe, to me, i feel its something very girly. i dont know why but i pick up one mag and went to pay. lol. so, how also must do one crossstitch to repay back the $$ i lost mah. RM25 leh for one mag. soooo, yesh... i just spent the past 3 hrs sketching the thing, and 1 hr to stitch. hahah at least i started something right? better than nothing. not really much progress lah, as long as i start can edi mah.


btw, i bought another of chinese cinderella book and im beginning to wonder whther is it autobiography turn fiction.

Thursday, 17 December 2009

holiday .. so not...

it's been onli a week, but it sure does feels like a month... argh!! i need a real holiday... hmmmmph.. feel so limited during this holiday ahhhhhhh

im at home from day to night, no where to go and there's no purpose for me to leave home... haizzzzz.. i hate the noise. i hate the cleaning. i want sleep. i NEEEEEED more sleep..


Tuesday, 8 December 2009

Post Exam Syndrome

I'm getting old and losing my memory T___T

you know, I sent the pictures from my phone to the laptop so i can blog. Then when i finish transferring them, I edited them for fb. and not for blog. omg what the hell is wrong with me? Post-Exam syndrome?

For the past two weeks, I've been so busy, with work and exam, and now, i feel so... empty.
i dont know what to do, or what to not do.
i think i should get a life.

Last Saturday, went to relative's house because they're getting married. I think that guy is my cousin. now u know what i mean when i say i got no social life? i dont even know who my cousins are.

i think this is nice. the room. & especially the red. it's so traditional. i made a stupid comment by saying, "I never seen anything so red in my life". and someone replied, "Next time when you get married, it's going to be like this also". All i could do is just to shake my head. No, i dont want to get married. But if i ever do, this is what im going to get also. this is soooooo much more original and traditional and not to mention, expensive compared to modern days one. Yes, its gonna be like this when i get married. if i ever do. by the way, I LOVE THIS PICTURE!

I think I'm weird. there's this part of me that wants to go againts rules and also tradition. but there's this another part of me that insist on following tradition. i said, "Tradition. Not rules. ok?"

it's ok. i dont understand myself sometimes either.

it was the last day of exam. the time was postponed from 9am to 2pm. but still i went early to try and study. i said TRY. depressing stuff aside, i steped into the classroom and realise that this is the last time in 2009 im gonna switch on the air cond. the last time im gonna switch on the light. the last time where i'll be the first one to step into the class in the morning. sound like i so rajin hor... i AM!!

i guess i was quite stressed up. its quite heavy for a breakfast. yogurt, milo, two breads. normally, it was only one bread and one milo. i had that bout 9am.. and lunch at 12pm. i dont know what to say either. hopefully my diet plan for holidays will work. damnit it's gonna be 2010 and i want to be HEALTHY for once in my life. not to mention my 21st bday. DIET DIET.

Xamster down!

i've decided. 
it's now or never. 
be prepared for a LOOOONG post ahead. considering how many days i stop updating alrd.
the post is going to end up like a messed-up-essay, so yeah, u can save ur eyes from this torture. forgive me for such long essay. how i wish i could write like that for exam. but sadly, this is not the case. and i know my english is very broken. i have no more strength to write like normal people, and spell in normal people spelling. i just want to spill everything out so i can have a peaceful sleep later.


Xamster - Exam Monster (go figure)

2nd paper was, well, I crapped. 
3rd paper, wthell, the things that i read, it didnt came out. the things taht i dont read at all, they all came out. so what to do? crap my way thru lorh.
4th paper, last minute studying, resulting in not remembering all the important facts. i will get a call for resit paper. hopefully i dont get any calls lah....

been spending like 85% of my waking hours in uni last week. even saturday and friday leh! i so rajin horrr???? saturday i couldnt wake up early, so i went at around 11am. waited for the two other people to come. couldnt really concentrate at first edi. so rach came and was typing away at the computer section. waited for her to finish before i can actually go and eat. walao hungry like wan become hungry ghost edi... then the other one couldnt wake up, so she met us after we finish our lunch. wasted alot of time waiting for the siew pau to be ready. in the end we gave up and head back to uni.... was studying at the quite area, but it seems like, we're disturbing everyone else..oh ya, we went to photostat notes... i didnt know my account have no credit, so we couldnt log in to the machine. like wtf right.. at first we didnt know so we went downstairs to the computer lab... but some people are having exams inside, so it was closed to desperate to photostat people like us... went back to the quiet area to create more havoc and got rach to print the stuff... in the end we went backm cause i couldnt study....resting at home while waiting for the tv... till my uncle came and ask me to get ready to go to klang.... ok so i went because my grandma was there also.... some relative's wedding.. heheheh... nice house btw.. and it took like 1 hour for us to get there cause of traffic jam and slow moving traffic... ok so i drove there... couldnt find the place at first tho... the first thing my grandma said to me when she saw me was, "YOU FAT AGAIN"... LOL... 

spent a few hours there and went over to puchong at 12am. yam cha at some kopitiam there till 1.30am.. so obvious they want to shoo us out of the shop cause they were already closing everything. 

so the next day, i have to wake up at 6, but i couldnt wake up cause i was friggin tired... was in uni from 10am... till like, 11pm? on a SUNDAY! can you believe this? well, did tried to study... and it was definately better than the day before.. and have to thank fred for helping me with the notes. hehehhe.... i got empty notes even till one day before exam... and he has to look thru the text book and fill in the blanks for me... well, it works two ways.... he got to revise and i got free notes. *roll eyes*

ok, today, monday, went to uni early morning again. the very last time im going to uni this year. yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. was in the room since 8 am right till 1.30pm... did try to study but it was kinda noisy inside... well, i appreciate group discussion, but it's when i know my stuff. another group of people were inside the room as well. dont understand why they have to come and share room. there's an empty room jut beside the class. weird. 

ok during exam today. wtf lah. i look at the question. i know. i will die. true enough. i spend about one hour finishing the whole paper and another 2 hours dreaming and looking around. ok, i dont know my stuff. i admit. publically. well its public, if there's anyone reading this thing. but i dont cheat. unlike some people. no matter how desperate i am, i wont cheat. like, this is the FINALS eh. cheat now and im dead forever. 

ok so after exam, waited for bus for like, 1 hour? but it didnt come so we decide to walk to pyramid. we walk, and walk and didnt see the bus on the way. wonder how long the people there would wait? hmmmm... lucky we decide to seek other form of transportation. bus number 11. our kaki. ehehhee... ok so we went to asian avenue tot want to makan oyster mien sien. but the thing is, the place is soooooooooo small and there's no place to sit. pity yuki didnt get to eat that... 

headed to pizza hut.. hehe dah lama din eat there edi so we had dinner there.. and yuki's mom came.. and sat there to rest while we talk.. and when the bill came, she paid... free dinner, thanks aunty! 

then we went to some mag shop to buy mag. and then. i bought galaxie which cost like rm5. went to popular to get cleo. rm 5.60. then i saw a nice cross stitch magazine. rm25. the cheapest. i want tatty bear cross stitch. hehehehe. so i bought. i dont know whether this is call impulsive buy or not. or my mum gonna kill me for buying anot. heheheh. 

so by the time we come home. its alrd late. and we missd the bus. so we have to go and get the cab. hmmmph.... 

now that exam's over, i better enjoy myself before i get THE CALL. i know rach would hate me for saying this. but i know what i did. i know i would get THE CALL. i admit i didnt study enough. i dont know what happened to me. it's the hatred for the subject. i think. 

now that holiday is here... i want to.... 
  • lose weight.
  • do cross stitch
  • read books
  • exercise
  • go repair me bike
  • sleep like there's lots of tomorrows
  • JOG
  • photography. learn. 
  • study IO. which im sure i fail.

Monday, 7 December 2009

Exam's OVER!!

Now is the time to rest, relax and FACEBOOK!! 
update when i feel like writing.

SOOOOOOOOO many things to say, so little time. Plus, I dont know where to start!!

psst: got miss me?

Monday, 30 November 2009

Day 1

today is the first day of exam.
i planned to wake up at 5am, if possible.
but i did set my alarm at 6am too.

i slept at 2.30am, because i cant sleep. no i wasnt kiasu-ing or anything, just that i dont feel tired. fb-ed till i felt sleepy and went to sleep.

5am alarm rang, and i know i will have lack of sleep if i wake up then. so i slept and dreamt of... well its kinda weird, almost every1 in psychos. like, seniors, juniors, classmates, lecturers. i dont know why dont ask me.

then 6am alarm rang, like every 15 minutes or so. i didnt even hear the alarm ok. not even once. omg. then i woke up suddenly, thinking what time isit alrd. its weird that i felt like i slept for quite a long period of time, but the alarm didnt rang yet. i saw thru the blinds, its quite bright alrd outside. wanted to sleep back and just wait for that damn alarm to ring. but the moment i closed my eyes, i suddenly came to realise that "It's alrd bright outside"... checked the time, it's alrd 6.53am. wtf am now 53 minutes late.

the lucky thing is, its school holiday now and those kids dun have to go school so i dont have to rush with them. like, the traffic is still moving.

thank god. i reach on time.

halfway thru exam, i got a headache. which last till night.

i came home after exam, fb, have lunch, tv... then i slept straight thru 7pm cause i have headache. didnt really go away till i have panadol. swt.

while every1 is busy preparing for next exam, im sleeping it away...

Sunday, 29 November 2009

It's hard to believe that I'm going to face my final examination tomorrow. One week study break came and go in a blink of an eye. What have i done in the past week?, i asked myself. lots of laughing, joking, talking for sure. i even went to watch new moon on the first day of screening. not much studying was involved.

but, why? why am i so relaxed? is there something wrong with me?

ok, i know im super last minute. but then, for being so last minute. i dont want to aks for much. i just want to pass my examination and carry on with my life.

see what i say about being relaxed? i am here, since morning. i can still blog now. and also, i am still on facebook with the games. and i was transferring songs the whole morning.

hello, people, can anyone tell me what is wrong with me?

why am i not nervous at all?
i am angry with myself being so relaxed!

Friday, 27 November 2009

I watched New Moon!!!

Exam starts in 3 days, I'm not well prepared yet. In fact, I'm far from being prepared. But still, I found time to go and watch NEW MOON!!

Hehehe, New Moon opened today, 26th Nov. :D

It all began when Rach asked me on Monday whether I wanted to watch New Moon with her. I didnt really think that she was serious, being exam period and all, but then, she really meant it. Booked the ticket online as soon as they open the thing. :D

I just spent the last 17 hours in Uni, talking and watching New Moon. I'm so friggin tired right now.

Ok, bout New Moon...
The audience were the noisy bunch of people. Like, when Edward first appear, almost all the girls went "Awwwwwwww...." and when Jacob appear, they went "WAHHHHHH"... When they see Jacob topless, they went "Wooooo, WAhhhhhh, Awwwwww...." There were a few loud "Wooo Wahh" moments throughout the whole movie.

All in all, the movie is wayy better than what i expected. Like, seriously, I thought it would be sucky, but it wasnt. In fact, it was really really nice. Trust me. Go watch and you will know. Of course there were some parts in the book that they cut out.. and also, you know lah, Malaysian cinemas, kissing scene also cut out. Like, for me, I feel that's the only turn off for the movie. Watch one whole complete movie also cannot. Kiss only mah, like that also need to cut. SWEAT!

I feel so tempted to write the whole storyline out, but spoilers are so "potong stim". So, all I can say is, New Moon is quite a nice movie...



Project Step

  • Hotdog Bun 
  • Soya Bean Packet
  • Rice with chicken, Veg, Toufu
  • Tau Fu Fah with Black Sugar
  • 3 Siu Mai
  • 1 Chicken  Siew Pao
  • 1 Pork Siew Pao
  • 6inch Subway Turkey Ham and Turkey Breast
I think that's all. Ate that Subway at 6.30pm, now is 2.27am, and I'm HUNGRY!! 

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

No Motivation worrr

dengan semangat yg berkobar-kobar, i woke up at 6.53am this morning so that i can reach school like, 8am? was kinda alone there for about one hour before the seniors came in... xD

so the plan today was to stay till night and finish that boring subject once and forall... but, i didnt managed to. went to lunch at 1 plus, feel like dying... some sort like gastric-like pain... so i decide to come home at 2pm. well, good also, at least i can do some laundry today. i stop studying totally when i come home. put those clothes to washing machine, come back online till the battery die, and then i fell asleep till, 6.30pm.. i'm so damn tired, i dont know why...

God, please, I need to pass my subjects this time round.

"EVerything seems so different this semester you know"

I wont be free tml somemore, got date with ko-ne.. heheheh.. The first date, we went to watch MJ: This is It.Tomorrow, we gonna watch New Moon xD
just the two of us heheheh...

so, tml garenti gonna be a super long day lorh... like, from 8am - 10pm at least? well, i HOPE i can actually wake up ok.. heheheheh

Project Step Update:

  • one packet soya bean milk
  • one whole packet fish muruku (the white one) for breakfast.. damn 'healthy' right?
  • one whole packet of pisang goreng masin :(
  • Cheese Ommelette Rice
  • Rice with Veg Curry
  • Shine Yogurt drink
  • Soya bean 
i think that's all. 

Goodbye Bunny&Teddy

Hi guys, say goodbye to the teddy template... :(
been using it for a few months, and i realised that there's alot people using the same template as me, so i decide to change it. but, i decide to do it AFTER exam, not before. Hehe... I'm loving this template...It's called Cinderella Carriage.. Nice right?

Goodbye cute teddy bunny template...
Will certainly miss u :D

I've gotten used to writing on white background. Gives me more freedom with the colours, although I didnt really utilised it well. Now, with the background this colour, I really have to try a few times till i get the right matching colours (not that i do it often, but stilll)...

Oh ya, i forgot to add, Comment box is now Below the post. 
have gotten used to comment box above the post too =.="

Do you like this template?

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

Project Step [All over again]

All my efforts to lose weight is useless... 
None of the effort actually provide any good results...

Earlier this year, I introduced Project Step to myself. But sadly, it only lasted like, once? Haha talk about my motivation hehehe. For those who is now scratching their head on what the hell is Project Step, basically, its a fancier name for "taking the first step". In order to lose weight, for example, the first step is to be disciplined and wake up every morning to jog/exercise. However, I only woke up ONCE. failed!

Well, it not necessarily means losing weight. It could also mean, well, for procrastinators, taking the initiative to do the assignment (not the last minute ones), or just preparing for exam early. Erm, I think you get the idea. hehehe. 

I've thought long and hard. What else can I do to motivate myself? Since I'm so lazy and all... Hmmmph, well, for one, I can just list down the food intake I had for the day and make myself feel guilty. I think it's quite a good way, in the sense that I actually realise what did I really eat for the entire day. *Can consider as a part of PRoject Step horrr?* Hehehe

Ok, for today, I had...
  • Two slices of white bread, with thick layer of Creamy Peanut Butter.
  • One cup of Milo
  • One packet of Soya Bean Milk
  • Rice, with tofu, and two types of Veg.
  • Soya Bean Milk plus Cincau
  • One packet of Pisang Goreng Masin
  • One Prawn Burger Special
  • One Subway Sandwich
  • One Herbal Tea
  • One Nescafe Mint
  • One bottle of Asam
  • Three Sour Sweets
You see, when you list it down like that, you actually realise like, OMG I ATE SO MUCH TODAY! If not, you would have just thought, Nah, today is like, I had the 3 normal meals.. 

When listing it down, try to be as specific as you can and try to list down like, EVERYTHING that goes into the mouth. :D 

No wonder, I feel so FAT today.

So, for those who lose my point up there, this time, instead of setting unrealistic goals like, "Go exercise every morning" or "Do the studying NOW", set a realistic goals for urself. For me, listing down everything I eat in the day really helps in making me feel guilty. :D

Sunday, 22 November 2009

seeing TWOs

You know, I’ve just realised something about myself. 

I have TWo of everything. You see,
I have TWo phones, both are in use.
I have TWo numbers, of course, both are active.
I have TWo Facebook account, both are active also.
I have TWo blogs at the same time, the other one is partially hidden *wink wink*
I open TWo browsers at the same time, Mozilla Firefox and Google Chrome
I use TWO towels at the same time, when I shower.
I have TWO of Gary’s Super Sunshine album, different version..
Hehehe going out topic edi.. well, you get what I mean

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder?

The battle of “The Psych0s”

Up next, is*drumroll pls

The battle of “The Psych0s”

*Time and date as display.

30th November, 2009 [

9 am 12 pm:

Developmental ExAm

2nd December, 2009:

9 am 12 pm:

Social ExAm

4th December, 2009:

9 am 12 Pm:

CMH eXam

7th December, 2009:


I-O Exam

Friday. 5pm

Do you know what the thrill of having assignments is? It’s when people like me, who loves doing assignments at the very last minute.

My very last assignment for this semester was due on Thursday. However, for some reason, we have another assignment which was due a day before. I tell you, designing a poster and writing a 3000 word essay is no easy thing to do. And doing them like, a day before the due date no words to describe.

For some reason, I handed my poster assignment early. Like, a day before the due date. Was rushing like mad to finish it and print it out. Quite disappointed with the printing though. I choose a simple purple background for the poster, but at the printing shop, it came out like sandy colour. Yeah, very big difference. But I didn’t say a thing, paid and left.

The essay assignment, which was supposed to due on Thursday, was being pushed till Friday at 5pm. We handed it in like, 4.45pm? hahah told you, I’m very last minute. You know the feeling? It is like, I can never start writing a word even a day before the due date. I actually started the whole thing on Friday itself. Ok, I spent like two days on introduction. A pathetic 300 words introduction. I was very proud when I finished it though.

On Friday morning, me and my ‘partner’ planned to have early breakfast at McD, say, 6am? Means I have to leave the house at like, 5.30am. I woke up at 5.30am, there’s no call from her yet. She promised to call at 5.20am. I called her like twice, but she didn’t pick up, and I knew by then she couldn’t wake up. Hehe. Understandable, cause we planned it like 1am, and I bet she didn’t have any sleep the whole night. And the day before, I managed to have a nap, but then, she didn’t. she was in uni for the whole entire day.

So I went to get take away. Drove past taylors, saw the nasi lemak mak cik there. Missed the nasi lemak. And I thought, since I was there already, why not?

So I bought, 1 big packet of nasi lemak, 3 big pieces of sago kuih (omg I so love it), and TWO breakfast set from mcd. Heheh. Reach uni like 8am, and I sat at the same place till 4.30pm. I didn’t have to move to have lunch cause, I had the nasi lemak for lunch. :D

Now that I think back, I think I did quite some minor and major mistakes in that essay. Like, I think I misread the question.

If I really did, then I think it’s time to say, FML!

If not, then, “phew”.

Saturday, 21 November 2009

testing out the new fonrs

hello guys & gurls

this is tZe here!!

Testing out the new fonts.. XD

Heheh I know I should be studying

But what the heck

This is more more fun!!