Friday, 31 August 2007

its merdeka day and i haven had my merdeka yet in any way.
what the fuck...
i damn hate sharing my things lor..
now, to me, MERDEKA means having my own space, not force to do something i dont want to, and i want to live my life.
what the fuck..
staying here is reallu fucking stupid wan lor..
no going out at all..
night or day....
tak de kaki.. mau pergi mana???
im living my life up to people's expectation...
i have no choice of my own.
i cannot decide for myself.
i onli can do whatever they says...
hey, my time is so limited but then, i haven lived my life yet.
what the fuck...
i want my SPACE...
give me some space...i need fresh air...

my biggest hope and dream now is to go to Aussie, finish my whatever fucking studies, get a job, PR, and get an apartment there.. all for myself...
living here, makes me feel like a slow suicide...
im slowly suffocating here...
i cant breath at all....

why cant i DO whatever i want...
experience whatever that is there...
even if i make mistakes, its ok cause i will be able to learn from there..
pls dun control my life...
im not ur robot...
i just wanna be myself...

living a life like that,
makes me feel that its really suffering...

i want to sleep, so just let me sleep.
why turn on the damn lights?

life is so damn unfair,
so damn stupid
so damn bored...

Thursday, 30 August 2007

what am i doing up so late..
haven i learnt my lesson from my experience ystd?
cause of overdue assignments lar..
how long did i take to re-do my draft which need some major corrections??
2 weeks...

and now, time is so limited..
i have two more economics essay waiting.. one overdued last week.
and another one is this monday.
both overdue date edi...
dunno do lar..
if i know how to do..
early also pass up edi..

im so dead..

i better go sleep now.. or else i wake up at 10am. tml.. miss all my class pulak.. ish

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

i set the alarm at 6.30 this morning.. but when i wake up, it says 7.25am at the phone.
i thought my phone rosak edi cause i drop it quiet a few times last night for some reasons..
ans then, i open the room door, and saw my dad, eating...
hmm... then must be me OVERSLEPT...
close de door again and went back to sleep...
usually i go to coll at 7.15am... today already so late..
by the time i reach coll it will be like...
8 something?? mayb 9...
class also over e lar.. go for what..
then, thought i wanna stay home for the whole day..
kinda feel guilty cause i skip the same class twice edi this weekk..
so, went in the afternoon lor..
cilaka betul..
i damn hate afternoon class lar..
she wont teach also wan..
i went into the class.
and she say..." mark ur attendence and you can leave already"
what the F...
i came all the way to just mark attendance???
what the hell....
this is so unfair.. haiz...
so mark attendance, hang around for a while to take back my proposal paper and then...
chao home again...
cei... wasting my time and energy like that...and the toll $$ and the petrol $$...
just for one mark at my attendance list..

this week is so stupid..
SO MUCH WORK( all delay from last time wan)
SO LITTLE TIME(spent all my time surfing the net, looking and looking... for i dunno what...the next thing i know... its already dark e...dang...wasting my time doing nonsense...)
wtf... i hate doing all those econs thingy..
i guess the reason i cant concentrate is that..
when i look for information...
it just wont come out...
and all the nonsense tak de kaitan facts come out.. wtf... its all time wasting....

ish.... TRIALS in THREE weeks...
haven started studying...
i'm so dead this time....

Monday, 27 August 2007


yo... happy stinking monday...

even garfield hates mondayssss

randomly random

dunno where to start.. dunno where to end...

slept onli at 3am last night cause i couldnt sleep..
the lights werent off so i couldnt sleep..
dun ask me why..

decided to skip psycho this mrng..
walaoeh... sleep 3 and the half hours nia u wan me to drive meh..

went for the stupid IT class..
mana tau..
new teacher din come..
so its cancelled..
wtf...i should slept longer..
waited 2 hours for econs class...
2 stupid boring hours...
alone for the whole day in coll today... sien..

lucky come back early... if not...
maybe cant come back edi also...
dun simply think lar...
almost reach home onli realise the car temperature level is at the max... wtf...
lucky penang bridge tak de jam also lar..
if jam..
temperature keep rising...
i die there lor... nanti buat malu jer....

omg.. i forgot what more crap i wan to crap...
lol crap..haiz...
life suckssss....

Sunday, 26 August 2007

i feel that not many people will understand how i feel about studying here. yea. altho many of my friends are studying the same thing as me, but, they too, do not understand how it is staying here.

i am lucky that i am staying with my parents here.
no need to wash my own baju, got people to wash the need to say bout food cause everyday also buy from outside wan...

my friends in kl are lucky that they get to see each other everyday.
even if they dont, they can always think that they are a bus ride away from each other..

the friends back in sitiawan are so damn lucky that they're still staying at home..
own bed, own territory at home, everything still stays pretty much the same i assume...

friends in penang are lucky that they get to still stay at home and also go to college...
no comment...

my grandparents sure doesnt understand how i hated staying here..
to them, study means study...
u can still study without friends...
lol..what a wrong statement..
talking to them about how i hated staying here and no one from sitiawan will be so damn stupid to choose to study here is a total waste of time...

anyways... if u dont really understand how it feel like staying in a strange land without getting to see people that u really know for years and years...or how it feel like still staying in a military camp altho im not at home...
pls dun say that u understand me...


just voicing out my frustration...............
this is something i wanted to clarify since very very long ago...

i am covered with nike from head to toe doesn't mean that I'm rich..
im just lucky that i get to get them at a discounted price.

my parents stays in penang doesnt mean that my hometown is in penang.
i am NOT from penang and penang is NOT my hometown...
wtf... tiffy is making me panic..
keep asking me and reminding me how close is trials..
this is torture...
someone..pls stop the time... omg...
starting to get panic edi..
just came back last nite.. and everything's a mess...
din finish my psycho final report too..
onli started doing if last minute...
i have reason...
my bro was playing his stupid maple the whole afternoon...

i hate seeing messy stuff..
but i am so damn lazy to pick up everything and arrange it.. ish...
everything's on the small table..
laptop, pendrive, phone, camera, charger(s), papers, mouses bla bla bla... ish...
i really tak syok lar see so many things on the table...

see how messy isit????

all the wayars and plugs and stuff...eeeewww....

Thursday, 23 August 2007

din update for like a week.. too busy going out and couldnt find any wireless here in stw..
didnt know that lumut has a a new place for satay and listening malay songs ..

ystd, we went to pantai remis just for a bowl of laksa. hahah.. ppl say that its very nice so we decided to give it a try lor. .. not bad lar...

since i came back, i keep going out..around stw... but i forgot to get something...


went just now but then too many ppl waiting there... wtf... weekdays also so many ppl an.... wei no need work meh??

Friday, 17 August 2007

fuh...after a few hours of headache trying to figure out how to conenct to internet using my beloved bao bei lappy, finally, i can connect to the internet... sien lar the last few hours... now, my holiday has officially begun... hahahha

omg... in less than 48 hours, i can finally see my frens... haven seen some of them in months....
just got my noteboook last nite.. and.. currently facing problems...
de ppl at the comp shop must be laughing their heads off now..
i insist to have Vista altho they say its not stable...
i am so looking for trouble...

Thursday, 16 August 2007


2 more days to go... (>.<)


Goodbye to the land of...

  • char koay teow (as long as im here, nvr had the famous one yet)
  • wan tan mee ( i hate it...)
  • hokkien mee (yum yum)
  • rojak (BM rojak..heheh)
  • laksa ( long no eat edi)
  • extremely intolerant and selfish drivers (yes, i do mean it)
  • extremely small roads (yea...the roads here are small compared to stw)
  • a lil more peace and quite (no bird noise, no noise from foundry nearby..the onli factory near my house is the malaysian sugar factory..thats where all ur sugar came from..)


Hello to the land of...
  • lu mien
  • kam puan mien
  • har ku
  • gong piang
  • ko row (omg i lurve those)
  • extremely tolerant but yet still selfish drivers (30km/h on the fast lane..imagine that)
  • extremely huge roads
  • bombs (not literally, but yea..everything around my house sounds like there's a war going , noise pollutions (thanks to those selfish people again)

for a week... yippie!!

* points will be added from time to time..when i can think of anything else...

hmm...walaoeh...damn scary..dun understand why some ppl likes to apply damn think make ups..hmm..
.and now hor.. is the seventh month lo... for the Chinese.. u guys know what month hor... that girl, apply make up so think.. and sit at the corner there.. doing nothing.. but just sitting there..walaoeh..when i saw her.. i almost sked to death lei...
walaoeh... wan put so scary and thick make up then dont sit there and act like one of those lar...

Tuesday, 14 August 2007


went into the Accounting Class just now, and the lecturer stormed in and say,...
"please go to Room300E, we have a test now..its a two hour test..bla bla bla"
wtf! suddenly gt test..., half the class is now here, in the General Lab, sitting in front of the comp.. =)
there's no way i can complete the test... and its a TWO hour test...
i back out...

oh ya.. had Psychology class before the Accounting's ...
its totally time-wasting lor...
sometimes, i wonder...
why the hell i wake up so damn fucking early in the morning and come here to listen to her...
talking nonsense and something that has nothing to do with my subject at aLL???
today she's doing something called 'the RESEARCH'
what's the research thingy bout?..bout how to get more students to study in this coll...
damn it...
i dun wake up at 6.30AM, went thru the TRAFFIC JAMS, and come here to listen to this kind of CRAP ok??3
damn..i really dun like to come for classes anymore...
esp when its so damn fucking early in the morning wan lor...

now, i am going to do my 3 WEEKS overdue (d) Psychology Essay!

wish me luck..


Monday, 13 August 2007

Monday BLuesss.....

finally, i got my baby lappy ystd at the pc fair in SP(sungai petani, not seberang perai)..
its just a small fair.. but got that quite cheap...
now, I'm afraid whether it's original or ciplak version anot lar...
whatever, waiting for it to arrive..
and I'm expecting something to go way wrong(yes, i really do)...
went to look for lappy... then found one that has everything i wanted..
but then... when asked about what's the operating system, they say, " whatever operating system u want"... hmmm.. sounds fishy.....
then went around to seee and look.. but.... the other brands are ugly and their offer not as good as i decided to get it...
when i was paying, that Asus sales person told me that the software and the windows they use is the CIPLAK version...
damn it..
then, i told them i want an original version of windows, they seem like reluctant to give it to me for some stupid reason...
trust me, i almost ki siao and shouted in front of those ppl...
damn stupid sales ppl.. lol......
keep telling me its not worth it to get a genuine windows as I'm only a student, not doing a big business, bla bla bla.......
lol... its my damn prinsip ok?
in the end, i have to pay RM300 more just to get a new Windows...
and then, i said something more harsh...
and those ppl were numb.. chit!!!
lol... lets forget bout those leng chai(s)....

>>>>>fast forward>>>>>

this morning is kinda bored... Cynthia, Yen Loo, Tiff didnt come for the class this morning... so, i am alone... *sob sob*
and then, in the IT class, haiz...
MissV did the capture screen thingy...
for my IT project...
and OMgosh....
i was suppose to be the second person...
but something went wrong with the first person..
so, i am the first person...
and then...
so paiseh lei....
i key in the data into my database, and it didnt work..
*starting to panic***
luckily, she do it again and everything went... just ok..
did some mistake, but that couldnt be re-do....
so.... whatever....
IT project>> ITS OVER!!!

and then, i was signing in to this blog...
then, the college someone came and "lectured" me about me drinking Milo in the IT lab..
hmm... that's my Monday morning..
later, i have to go to econs class...
i have a lil phobia to be alone in class...
hope... *fingers crossed***
she doesn't give any group work later and she'll be teaching... so, i wont be looking around for a group...

the end....

Saturday, 11 August 2007

8TV summer live concert!!


happening in PADANG IPOH ...

it's like...
TV will be MINE tonight!!
yea... finally... its D-day..

Artist performing includes :
GARY!!!!(heheheh...) & many more...(lazy wanna type out all the names la)

hehehe... tune in to 8TV tonight at 8.30pm...
if u're interested larrrr....

my SearCh for a laptop ends with NOTHING..
I'm now paying for something that involves thousands of Ringgits..
have to think properly...
I'm running out of time..
i need to choose one..
i have to decide NOW!!!


Wednesday, 8 August 2007

for the record,

I've been sitting in front of this computer for the past freaking 10 hours(no kidding)...

no wonder the seat is BURNING HOT..

i shall finish my parent trap essay tomorrow..

cant recall what actually happen in the camp now...

Good Night!
What?? Love is Mathematics?
found this 'poem' when i was reading some other ppl's blog.

Love is a form of Mathematics
So let me..
Subtract your loneliness,
Add fun to your life,
Divide all your sorrows
multiply your joys
Log all your pains
Exponential your happiness!!
i couldn't remember whether its yesterday or Monday...
i was driving to coll..
kinda late edi..
cause of that jam on the bridge...
then when i pass tesco, i saw one ang moh guy..
he's trying to find someone to tumpang him..
and then i thought..
could someone be so kind/stupid to tumpang him ??
who knows whether he's a good guy or not?
maybe when he step into the car, then he take out his weapon and it turned out to be a robbery or something?
this is Malaysia, anything can happen...
sometimes, being kind can get u in big trouble..
don't u think so?
hmm... btw... kesian that ang moh fella stand there so long no ppl wanna pick him up..

maybe im just paranoid... but i think this kiasu-isme had been installed in me by what i see or hear or read everyday in the news....

Monday, 6 August 2007

to do list:

  • psychology psychodynamic essay
    • deadline: one week ago
  • IT database project complete with the whole folio
    • deadline: this friday..
  • psychology sleep proposal
    • deadline: next week
  • psychology final report on persuasion
    • deadline: after holiday
  • economics dunno what essay
    • deadline: aug 17
  • psychology altered state of awareness essay
    • deadline: somewhere before holiday...
cant think of anymore..




colourful Bored word..
yes, i am bored..

zhong hai very bored timm...
what the hell am i doing here?
skipping class?
well, supposed to do the IT database project.
BUT, i couldn't do anything now cause i dunno what the hell i am supposed to do it edi.. cacat hor..
my form(database) doesn't work..

this is why u see this post

ps... why are the works so f*cking small?? no idea..

Sunday, 5 August 2007


1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they brand it Fed UP?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

10.If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

11.If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

12.If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat?? Humans ???

13.If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this???

copied from...

Q: What is the difference between men and puppies?

A: Puppies grow up.

Q: What do men have in common with ceramic tiles?

A: Fix them properly once and you can walk all over them forever.

Q: If you drop a man and a brick out of a plane, which one

would hit the ground first?

A: Who cares?????

Q: What did God say after he created man?

A: I can do better than this! And then he created woman!!!.

Q: What's the difference between an intelligent man & a UFO ?

A: I don't know, I've never seen either.

Q: What are two reasons why men don't mind their own business?

A: i) no mind ii) no business

Q: Why did Moses wander in the desert for 40 years?

A: Because even back then men wouldn't ask for directions!

Q: What's the difference between men and pigs?

A: Pigs don't turn into men when they drink...

Q: What makes men chase women they have no intention of


A: The same urge that makes dogs chase vehicles they have no

intention of driving.

Q: What do you do with a man who thinks he's God's gift?

A: Exchange him!!

Q: Why do men like smart women?

A: Opposites attract.

copied and pasted from here for the third time...
> Dear All,
> Lets have some time for joke....
> First-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (Age 28) was having trouble with one of her
> students
> The teacher asked, "Boy. what is your problem?"
> Boy. answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the
> third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the
> third-grade too!"
> Ms. Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the principal's office.
> While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the
> principal what the situation was.
> The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed
> to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and
> behave. She agreed.
> Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed
> to take the test.
> Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
> Boy.: "9".
> Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
> Boy.: "36".
> And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade
> should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her, "I think the
> boy can go to the third-grade."
> Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I
> ask him ?"
> The principal and Boy. both agree.
> Ms Neelam asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of ?"
> Boy., after a moment : "Legs."
> Ms Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
> Boy.: "Pockets."
> Ms Neelam: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval,
> delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"
> Boy.: "Coconut"
> Ms Neelam: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
> The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the
> answer, boy was taking charge.
> Boy.: "Bubblegum"
> Ms Neelam: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and
> a dog does on three legs?"
> The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the
> answer...
> Boy.: "Shake hands"
> Ms Neelam: "Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?"
> Boy.: "Yep."
> Ms Neelam: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up.
> I get wet before you do."
> Boy.: "Tent"
> Ms Neelam: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored.
> The best man always has me first."
> The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala
> Vodka peg.
> Boy.: "Wedding Ring"
> Ms Neelam: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow
> me, you feel good."
> Boy.: "Nose"
> Ms Neelam: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a
> quiver."
> Boy.: "Arrow"
> Ms Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of
> heat and excitement?"
> Boy.: "Fire truck"
> Ms Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you don't get
> it, you have to use your hand."
> Boy.: "Fork"
> Ms Neelam: "What is it that all men have one of its longer on some men
> than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife
> after they're married?"
> Boy.: "SURNAME"
> Ms Neelam: "What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots
> of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?"
> Boy.: "HEART."
> The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send
> this boy to Harvard University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"

copied and pasted again from here...
Being Hongkies is good because...*

1. We are Hongkies and not Chinese.

2. We can talk and shout and nobody gives a damn.

3. Jackie Chan is our icon.

4. We can live in a 5' x 5' cubicle and call it luxury apartment. We even need to pay $10,000 a month for this cubicle.

5. Our children can speak Cantonese at a young age.

6. We get to blame everything on Feng Shui or Tung Chee Hwa or the mainland communists.

7. Gambling is more interesting than sex. Macau is the place to for

8. We produce a lot of Miss Hong Kong to the enjoyment of the rich and famous.


We love being Singaporean because...*

1. We are not Malaysians.

2. Everyone (especially the Malaysian) hates us, except ourselves.

3. Famous for Orchard Road and we love Geylang. Geylang is the place to go
for thrills!

4. We have our own island.

5. We will never ever have yucky chewing gum stuck under our shoes.

6. We know how to enjoy our vacation in Malaysia - keep a few RM50 notes
before you enter the highway: You can throw anything, anytime, anywhere and always wash our cars at the resort.

7. We can speed up to 180 kilometers per hour and not ending up with a summon as long as we have RM50 with us to spare.

8. The men are always concerned, first question to ask a girl "Do you have CPF?"

9. Never fear of getting lost in our country - S$20 taxi ride will get you into the sea. Hahaha!

10. We'll never have to worry about finding Mr or Ms right because the government will find one for us.

11. 1 Singapore dollar = 2.5 Ringgit... nyek nyek nyek.

12. It's OK to be Kiasu. It's part of our culture.


Top reasons for being Indonesian are as follow...*

1. We are not Australian.

2. We live in the biggest country in South East Asia .

3. No pirates in Indonesia water if you exclude the Navy and Coast guards.

4. Everything is cheap, even our salaries...

5. We can blame everything to Suharto or BJ Habibie or Gus Dur or Megawati
or who's next?

6. Only in Indonesia you can get involved in real demonstrations daily for different causes and see no results.

7. Our Rupiah is like a Yo Yo, it can go up and down just because IMF say

8. We burn everything and nobody gives a damn. We cause haze all over the South East Asia and nobody can do a thing... nyek nyek nyek.

9. We don't need fire fighters as our neighbours will provide...


Being a Malaysian is the best because...*

1. World tallest twin towers, Best F1 circuit, largest roti canai, most expensive toll rates, ...because Malaysia Boleh!

2. We can be driving, picking our nose, cursing another driver, talking on
the handphone, adjusting the radio and bribing the traffic police at the same time.

3. We divorce by sending SMS.

4. Traffic summon can be settled on the spot with the traffic police.

5. We have Teh Tarik & Roti Canai on the Russian space ship.

6. We can save a lot of electricity b'coz our TV shows are so crappy.

7. We can blame everything on the haze or George Soros or government or opposition parties or...

8. Resourceful City Council, one person to drive the van, one to carry the ladder, one to change a street's bulb and three others watching...

9. We make 2 lane trunk roads into 3 lane highway and back to 2 lane when
polices are sighted

10. There's always something for the JKR to do. They dig, resurface the road, dig and resurface...

11. All main roads are designated highway because it gives Velooo a reason to collect toll.

12. Our government can never be wrong.

13. Our badminton players can only win on home grounds because we are kampung champions.

14. We have more water than Singapore ... nyek nyek nyek.

After reading the above, I believe you will agree with me that being
Malaysian is still the best. You have to be glad that you are a Malaysian and enjoy staying in Malaysia !

copied and pasted from here...

Thursday, 2 August 2007

well, I'm supposed to be passing up my esl stuff today.
but i didn't finish and half way thru doing it, someone told me that we can pass up tml.
and then i came home and sleep. at 4pm..
i wake up and wanted to do it.
before i knew it, i was reading blogs.
yes, looking for more and more blogs to read. instead of doing my esl work.
and economics and whatever i need to do.


some one SLAP me pls...

Wednesday, 1 August 2007

the most stupidFB ever

i came home just now and realized that i forgot to go and take the stuff i Photostatted and i went out again... after i collect it, i realize i forgot to buy the damn wrapping paper.. so i went to the stupid shop at the stupid place near domino's at the stupid inderawasih there.. and i went looking for the stupid parking space and i found none. went one whole round and found no space... then went another round and decided to settle on the stupid illegal space cause everyone parks there... and that STUPID-MOTHER-NO-TEACH-DE-THAT-IDIOTIC-BITCH, honk me cause she couldn't get thru... stupid front of me got car... and that bitch was so near to me... honk me somemore wor... walaoeh.... u reverse a bit and go in ma can edi lo.... ok fine... if she insist, i ma dun wan park there lo...and to get out of there, i need to reverse a lil bit... and that fucking bitch was so so near and keep pressing the honk....

wOI lu idiot bitch.. god give u eyes and brain for what wan a??? u cannot see i got no space meh... now i wan give u way... u dun wan give me way.... damn fucking bitch... dun tell me u dun have any common sense wan ah... u no reverse how i wanna go out lei??? u wan hink till tomorrow morning or next year up to u lar... as long as u dun reverse i cant do anything also..!!!!

idiot!! use ur fucking brain lar....

and then... i found a way to go out.. and i go straight and i found no way out... end of the road... ish... getting more angry edi meh....

and then, when i went out... using the same place where i went in, guess what i saw...???????

that stupid fucking bitch park her stupid fucking car at the place i wanted to park...

ni ma de !

there where got write ur name a???
u think u alone pay tax a?
u think ur father buy that piece of road isit???

go back and fuck till u end up in hell lar....

stupid fucking bitch...