Wednesday 31 January 2007

31st jan 07

life in coll really suck.. when i was there the first day, its like ... i dunno how to describe.. like when u went to primary skol in std 1.. u stand there alone and know no one at ALL..seriouly.. i really think that way.. i went there .. and dinknow any one... until this nice gurl say hi to me.. we bcame frens .. but she's not studying the same thing wit me so we seperated after that and now i even forgot how she look like and whats her name...the feeling and thought of being alone in an unknownplace is realy scary.. but now, after 3 or 4 weeks there.. im now ok wit it.. it really suck for the first two weeks.. but now.. i guess i just have to go wit the flow.. trying to fit in..getting to know more ppl from my class.. in fact, i have a few frens now..thank God!! nothing much to be said..now, i really miss sitiawan.. i wanna go back..the only way i make myself not homesick is by thinking bout all the stupid bird noise they make in sitiawan...those stupid idiots who thinks of only money never cared bout other ppl who;s staying there 24/7...babi wan...i think my frens who is in sitiawan and who came to my house b4 know what am i talking...lol... crap...

have lots more to say.. but i just dun have any idea how to put it into words... haiz... 18 more days to go for cny.. and thats when i go bck sitiawan..haiz...

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