i look through my phone, there's no one i can call.
i look through the msn list, there's no one who cares.
i look through fbchat, there's no one i can buzz.
am i this friend-less and lifeless?
to anyone who cares to read my blog,
IF i die today, would you remember me?
would you think of me?
would you remember the things we did together?
would you come to my funeral?
1 year down the road,
would you still remember me?
or...
would i just disappear into thin air...
without a trace..
IF i die today, would you remember me?
would you think of me?
would you remember the things we did together?
would you come to my funeral?
1 year down the road,
would you still remember me?
or...
would i just disappear into thin air...
without a trace..
life is like a drama for the past few days... i thank God for the friends that i have, without them, i don't know how am i going to stand up and continue on...
no matter what, i thank you.
thank you for all the invites,
thank you for introducing new people,
thank you... for considering me your friend.
i love you xD
as of now,
i failed my subject,
tomorrow is a new semester, which means that i'll be seperated from my closest friends in uni. it's bullshit if i say im not scared and am not sad to be seperated from them. they're like my comfort zone.. being in a new class is like, starting everything from zero again... i made friends the first time, what about the second time? what if im forever the outcast of the class?
and, i think that my mum is angry with me.
problems, problems, problems T____T
i need to go out somewhere... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
SIEN!
no matter what, i thank you.
thank you for all the invites,
thank you for introducing new people,
thank you... for considering me your friend.
i love you xD
as of now,
i failed my subject,
tomorrow is a new semester, which means that i'll be seperated from my closest friends in uni. it's bullshit if i say im not scared and am not sad to be seperated from them. they're like my comfort zone.. being in a new class is like, starting everything from zero again... i made friends the first time, what about the second time? what if im forever the outcast of the class?
and, i think that my mum is angry with me.
problems, problems, problems T____T
i need to go out somewhere... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
SIEN!
4 comments:
ooooiiiiii!
say until we dont exist just cause diff class.
who more sad la now!
we sure will still find you geh
You're so emotional! Cheer up! And I'd remember you. :)
lynn: i din say u guys din exist lah.. it feels like, so near yet so far.. i din get to see u all today also... saw steph nia cause she's forever early :D :D
huhu...your class seems packed...
im starting to love dev (i think)...
im alone nia in class today... i;ve learnt my lesson.. no more fb during clases..
yuanz: hahaha.. thank you :D
dont know whats wrong with me but i damn emo this few days..
sigh.. the feeling is the same.. no one likes being out of their comfort zone but i guess we all have to experience it several times in life.
and of course i will still remember you. you guys were the only bunch i was close to during that dreadful year of college blahh!! *vomits* sometimes i really wish i could erase that entire year out of my history but save u guys in my memory... hmm..
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