So stressed up that I was actually holding back my tears in the bank, in the car, in my work. I just need a release. AH!
Life is so shitty.
I am also angry at myself. I said I want to leave this place, but I'm still here. Because I'm doing nothing to change it.
ME and MY procrastination.
ME and MY fears of the unknown.
What if I quit and there is no job?
All these uncertainties. I cant do this anymore.
I am sick, I am tired, I just want to go somewhere and hide.