rusty brain

my mind feels so blank right now.
i'm blur
i'm clueless
presentation is early tml mrng.
and im not prepared at all.
im scared.
im afraid i'll mess up.
im worried it will go wrong.
im not looking forward to it.
i hope tml nvr comes.
last minute?
yes it is.
advice: NEVER EVER DO LAST MINUTE STUFF..
haven been using my brain since the trials.
got my timetable for finals d other day.
i hope time stops here.
i think i have some sleep problem.
i am dead sleepy in the day.
but i am wide awake in the night.
this is a BIG!! problem.
no time to waste.
i need discipline.
i hope.
i wish.
i pray.
for the best.
tomorrow.
and the days to come.
im wide awake.
but i have to go to bed.
class early tml.
have to go early or else i'll stuck in jam.
and see some ppl i dont wish to see.
penang has the best drivers in malaysia.
they really do.
im not going back for raya.
im not celebrating raya.
jam jam jam.
no point going back.
see u guys in december then.
nights.
gtg now.
its 12.46am.
and my alarm is 6am.
but i cant stop craping.
my brain need some lubricant.
its rusty.
i predict, she'll nag and nag tml.
hope she wont.
i hate morning classes.