Question of the day:
1. Why is FRIDAYS so depressing?
2. Why am I always hungry after Friday's class??

WHY WHY???

seriously, i am hungry and i feel weak now.
i've eaten.
breakfast with sim in ac, and milo with biscuit for lunch at home.
why the hell am i still hungry??
( yea yea.. i know what u thinking.. [tze = food] .. lol)

i have no idea why but feel quite down today...
sigghhhhhh....
no reason de...

and..
i got back my legals paper yesterday...
i thought i am the one who failed..
but i passed...
i was happy for the first 5 minutes,
and then i am sad+happy+clueless+frustrated....
yea i know the marks now is far better than the first test..
but then..
borderline pass...
sigghhhh...

and i went out with my uncle last night.
he asks me in e car bout my result..
so i told him i pass lor..
but failed e first one..
he, being the super evil uncle, he laughed like shiet lar...
he laughed all e way from bj to sj to sunway..
walaoeh...
and he says i break taylor's record for scoring so low marks..
sigghhh...
and and...he says... how on earth could i get that kind of marks..
he never got that in his whole life..
walaoeh..
i know im stupid la dei...
no need laugh till like that k...
sighhhhhhhhhh....

wanna sleep now.. chao..
then go sunway...
=(

crappy

hehehe

just wanna be evil...


Everyone else is having tests today...
EXCEPT ME!

heheh....

alright.
i was in the petrol station just now...
alone.

i was tired, hungry and mood-less

when i was in the midst of filling petrol in e car,
came a guy (sales guy)...
i think he was selling some credit card thing..

him: hi im kelvin bla bla bla...how can i address u??
me: shirlyn
him: finish work already??
me: *dunno what to say just nod head*
him: so early... what are u working as??
me: errrr *what the f! what has it gonna do with you ah??? so kay poh for what.. do i know u anot??*
(i am married and living happily with my rich husband in a big big house in a place far far away. i dont drive my Porsche Carrera GT *or whtever car u can tink of* because i scared kena rob in KL! so in conclusion, i am living a life like a Queen... LOL CRAP CRAP)
him: ok... *goes on to explain the advantages of having e card*
me: erm.. only those above 21 can apply for credit card right??
him: yea.....
me: *what the f!* erm... im not 21 yet... *stare at him*
him: *shocked look* ohhhh.... erm... so young ah....
me: *fucker! i look so old meh???* *faint smile no response*
him: are you from penang?? cause i saw ur num plate is penang car...
me: no *kay poh....*
him: are u using a card now???
me: *shake head*
him: *talk some crap*
me: sorry, cant help u!

he went off and i went home...


sighhh... this is why i dont like to go and pump petrol alone...



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WARNING: DO NOT CONTINUE READING IF YOU'RE TIRED. YOU'LL END UP SLEEPING. HEHE

i went late again today..
yay me!
sighh...im starting to lose e motivation to get up and go to coll everyday...

anyway, i still sampai coll on time...
first class is economics...
heheh...she was discussing the paper she gave and i was a bit clueless...

then it was malay ---> TOTAL WASTE OF TIME...
project day so he didnt teach..
spent e time talking talking talking...

then its legals ---> erm.. discuss e extended response test thing.......

then lunch... omg.. walk so far just to have one meal...
went to agnes, wan ting, li shan, yunnie(hope i din spell wrong), jun nee

then walk back to coll, went in to LAn class, which i am not taking
hahah...
spend time bluetooth-ing songs from xin ying's phone...
boring betul...

then accounting...
OMG..TORTURE...
i almost closed my eyes when she was yakking..
hehehe..sorry lar..
reallly too sleepy la e classs...

then math... again, i went in to the math class...
kay poh dere again...hehehe..i should stop sitting in e math class... seems like not very good...

then ESL!!
hahah.. everyone went for e talk, i went too.. but was kinda late and it kinda started edi....

so i went to library to print notes...
wait for agnes and wan ting to come..
then wan ting cabut...
agnes and me was laughing like two crazy ppl from TR in e library...
hehe...

the end of my super sleepy day!!

tired lei..

since this afternoon I've been telling myself...

"today i want to go jogging!!"
mana tau...

end up...

"aiyaaaa... malas larr...."

sigghhh...
no hope la like that....

home alone till now ..
wheeee..
so syok no people disturb me...

btw...
my dinner was last night's dinner...
i saw it half open on e table..
lazy cook maggi so i just heat de packet of food on table..
taste kinda weird tho..hehehe
so if im not in college tomorrow, you know what happen to me..
hehehhe...

anyway, i had esl test today...
de lec said that we were lucky because we got the easiest questions...
and i was like writing bout one page.. and i thought it was long enough..
mana tau..
other people, siao wan.. write one and de half page or more...
walaoeh...why they can write so much crap dee????

oh yaa...
went to cabana for lunch again today..
hehehhe....

and and....
legals is getting boring...
i should start revising the first topic now...
the second topic is like all facts...
sigh sighhhh...
legals was ok..

buttt..
accounting wasnt really ok...
almost fell asleep..
economics too..
sim was like...
dont sleep...pay attention..heheheh

after esl, keep sms-ing bc till like now???
she says she can sense that im jealouss..
sighhh..
hope she's wrong laaa..
i cant be jealous over e smalll matter gua...
its not even a matter...k im craping...
hahaha
sp was reaally hardworking today...
din really sms me.. and i din really wanna disturb her...
hehehhe.....

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im back in frenster...
thought wanna delete frenster at first...
i actually transferred e whole frenster blog here edi...
then ... think think think edi....
tak jadi nak delete frenster..
heheheh

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ps: i think my neighbour is plain SELFISH...
so so selfish....
selfish
selfish....
bitch

just so you know!

I RATHER LEAVE THE CAR IN STW AND MOVE OUT FROM HERE LA WEI.
U TINK I LIKE DRIVING TO COLL VERY MUCH ISIT?
WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT HAVING A CAR?
IT MADE ME LOSE MY freedoM LA WEI...
LOL!!
AS IF I WANT TO DRIVE HOR!!
AND LOOK AT YOURSELF LA WEI!!
OF COURSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TIRED MEANS LARRR..
YOU GET TO SLEEP TILL 10AM, DO WHATEVER CRAP AND GO WORK ONLI AT 12PM AND CABUT AT 4PM..
HOW ON EARTH WOULD U UNDERSTAND HOW TIRED I AM???
IM 19 AND I STILL CARRY MY BAO BAO...
SO WHAT HAS IT GONNA DO WITH YOU??
I LIKE LAR...
KAY POH!!!
BE MORE UNDERSTANDING ABIT CAN ANOT???
sighhhh....
im angry...


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slept at around 1am last night..
and i woke up late for e very first time la wei...
i usually leave house at 6.50am..
today, i wake up at 6.49am..
hahahha...
and was kinda blurrr...
thought iwas dreaming and today was still Sunday..
hahhaha

anyway, because of that, i had to walk reallllly far today...
see la.. drive car..
no advantage wan...
have to go super early so taht dun have to walk far.. CHIT!!!

and then lucky i reach coll on time...
then realise..
i didn bring my hair clip today...
walaoeh..
tak biasa la weiiiii....

all the class time today are kinda mixed up...
went for math today..hahah
altho i didnt do math...
read wanting's legal notes cause i didnt print mine yet..
walaoeh...susah betul...

then went to lunch..
sigh sigh...
today onli me and agnes went to lunch...
choose little taiwan cause its near..
dun reallly like it tho...
what to do.. wan near wan air cond..
e only choice lorrr...

then its legals class..
esl class...
after that went over to agnes de apartment for a while...
so small la e room dere....
then she went gym and i went home...
sampai rumah, wash car and then TV...
sigh..
bored bored...

damn tired la today...
dunno why..

oh ya...
wan ting got her present today..
and she really likes it...
at first she didn't dare to open e present cause she thought it was something else..
hahahha....

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cut the crap:

Question for the weekkkk..!!!


should i go back sitiawan for the march holidays????

im still not sure tho...
cant decide..
if i go back, i have to stay home e whole week...
if i dont, i have to stay home too..
the diff is, there's internet access here...
and sitiawan, Nothing.....


HOWWWW??
mau balik ke tak???

classmates, schoolmates

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Tk-ooroxO-w

ai yin che did this clip..
at the start of e video,
everyone was so young.
omg.
so so young. different from how we actually look now.

yesterday and today.... (lazy put colour lar)

i never thought i would say this, but,

I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL.

there i said it.

seriously, i miss all the fun stuff we did back then. like skipping tuition and lepak around, illegally learning to ride a bike, me cycling in the hot sun to skol for kawad, whatever reason, cycling to tution, dangerously crossing the big big road, getting scolded by mr. pat cause he saw the way i cross the road on my bicycle (haha), the night lepak-ing and wondering around while ponteng-ing tution (i know..shhh), all the times we go out for lunch, dinner and breakfast, the war between acs studs and nh studs and other skol studs to get seats in tution classes, ponteng-ing classes, canteen food (qing tan mien plus chilly plus sotong, nasi lemak, bla bla bla) & all e other stuff we do together in skewl...

sigh, if everyone left to study, esp for those who went to overseas, can we still be as close as we are now? i mean. even if everyone is in kl, we still din see each other that often now. (just wondering)

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i slept at bout 1 and woke up at 4.30am, and also 7am..
then i just couldnt sleep anymore..

big-cle(big uncle) say i am thinking of something.
but im not.

and he says im crazy cause i called my grandma at 7.38am this morn.
heheh.
whatver, i just want to ask her about the washing machine lorrr..
he say i missed her too much...sigh...

i realise something lorr..
i should not tell my grandma about so many things lor...
she will elaborate and expand my points to the more negative side.
i mean, its ok if she expand my points..
but then, can she think more positively?
sigh, how good is she move here as well?
i'll be bugging her and she see me everyday so she dont simply think of things that has not yet even happened yet...haha...

stayed home e whole day. very boring you know???
anyway i slept e whole afternoon so its not that bad.. haha

and then went out dinner.
not many ppl dere..
and quite many shops not open...
hmmm.. what day is today??
chap goh mei not over e meh??
whatever!!

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went to pyramid again yesterday.
hahah.
my grandma should stop telling me not to go pyramid lorrr..
i tend to do things im not supposed to do de..
heheh..
anyway, went for movies with classmates.
and i had sushi AGAIN!!
heheh..
after movie, just walk around lorr..
looking for present...
wanted to get something for myself actually, but then, ... sigh....
hahah..
next trip i guess..
hahah

i dont know how i really spend my time dere...
but its bout 9 smtg when i reached home.. haha...
i was in there for 7 hrs...
omg...
but this time is not as torturing as e time i went walking and doing some serious shopping with bc.

and i just knew that, the area near taylors is quite 'happening' during e night... quite many ppl dere..
and sp, she went there too..
after i sampai rumah..
walao..
eh next time plan wan go ac sms me 1st la dei...
everytime also i sampai rumah oni u say u're dere..
hahahahhah

oh ya....
i bought e dunno what donuts for e very first time..
hehehe...
cause dey says its nice..
and its a form of bribe for my uncles..
hehehe...

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i should stop saying i dont know, whatever, anything lor...
i find it VERY annoying myself...
siggghhhh...

TZE!! start to make decisions!!!

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i sms-ed uncle to tell em im nt going bck so early...

me : im not going back early today. movie and lunch at sunway.
V : thought you dont like movies..

(heheh... this is what happens when i give too many excuses..hahah)

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e phone is so quiet today..
sigghhhh...
why is everyone seems so busy??

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and and...
i suddenly think of aunty hc today..
been quite some time since i last saw her..
should i call her or should i sms her??
what should i say??

does she still remember me??
i mean.. she's dealing with so many youth...
so...

how????

what the hell. i dont know what was i doing. what was i thinking. i am just damn blank today lor. fuck. feel damn fan today. i dont know why. my mood just change after lunch. what the hell. have to change myself lor. sigh...

after class and im not going back. what the hell. dunno why i dun feel like going back.

shiet lar wei....

whats happening lar weiiii...

what the hell am i thinking?


-N-O-!-

the tests finally ends today..
todays test...

i studies everything that came out.
but when the time comes,
i just went blank..

wan cry e la..
stupid betul..
is it my exam phobia thing or the phobia is just an excuse??

din really had lunch today..
and i went in the library so many times today.. i think the fella at the counter must be thinking.. why this girl so weird wan.. one day come so many times. hahah


ps. wanted to delete my friendster blog today. my uncle is gonna find my friendster soon enough.
no family is ever gonna see my blog.
hahah.
but then... it has posts way back to June 2005..
all those memories, my form 4 and form 5 years.......

sigh...

tomorrow, will be a super duper stressful and busy day.

today, i ...
omg, if everyday is like today, i am surely gonna lose alot of weight.
=p

thought i lost my phone, ran back to the toilet.

talking on the phone, feeling kinda down, ran to a secluded place with no human.

left my bags in the class, thought there's no one there anymore, ran back there.

what the hell, did more running today than ever....

and its super duper jammed this morning.

and and..

i failed realllly badly in the legals test...

am i making the right decision?
should i take legals?
it's seems impossible..

no doubt i really like that class,
but then,
it just seems like a wrong decision....

HOW?

19th feb : accounting common test
malay presentation
20th feb : legal studies extended response


ahhhh... the 'JOY' of studying...



tests, tests, and more tests...

and the best part is,

MY PARENTS GONNA SEE THE RESULT LA WTF

he asked some of his frens to come over tonight.
but cancled it at the very last minute..
only one couple showed up..hahhaha

all coming over to play cards and gamble a lil..
he ajak me to join them for the play cards and gambling session..
and he say he will pay whatever amount i lose..
lol..
better dun wan..

winning RM3 during CNY is just ok for me edi..
dun wan to start my year with losing money..
hahaha..

and..
this is the very first year i actually gambled during cny..

=p..

i slept as soon as i came back

woke up today with my leg hurting like hell..
got cramped an hour before i officially wake up..
so it still hurts...
what happens is, i think i stretched too suddenly and then terus cramped edi...
scary..
lucky it didnt hurt that much in coll...

i went in all the classes today.. LAn and math which i dun take also i went in...
the LAn lec is speechless cause he knows im not taking LAn and im there doing my own things..
wakkaka
and the math lec was like...
eh i thought you are not taking math?
why are you here agian??
hahahah

i got no place to go laaa...

and malay was good..
the topic today was somehting like discrimination against women..
and the questions were kinda straight forward...
almost lost my temper today towards someone...
lol...
pls la.. dun disturb me when i am trying to compile my ideas...
wait a while after i finish can anot?
ish....

after class, vivian and agnes came to my house..
wanna change first before i go sunway.. so yeah..
they were the very first friend who stepped and 'explored' my uncle's house...
sigh.. and they really do 'explore'

then we went to sunway...
had sushi king there...
i found out that...
i like the food in sakae sushi better..
looks more colourful...
but then i dont like going to sakae cause i think they had a lot ajinamoto..
the reason for being thirsty after having a meal there...

oh my.. yesterday, i found a person who likes gary's song in my class.
a non-gary-hater..
hahaha...
the first person who actually says she likes gary..
and not saying him ugly and whatever other ppl say...
heheheh
and today.. i found out vivian had a similar interest with me... hehehe
camwhoring..
hahhaa...
from the time we step down the car till the time we step in the car..
we were..
cam whoring on the way..
hahaha...
but didnt got a lot pictures tho....
sigh....

and...
i will remember this day...
as the day i searched thru 4 floors of carpark...
before i found my car.
=p

yea yea.. laugh...
i learnt a few lessons...
first is trust my instincts...
second is never be too lazy...
third is... alwayz take a picture of where the hell did i park my car...
esp in shopping malls like sunway...

we walk and walk and walk today.. with occasional picture taking session..
with our phone cams..
=p

came back and no one know i've not been home for the whole afternoon...
phew!
except grandma who called me and i cant lie to her...
hehehe...


conclusion:

today is a great day out with them...
=p

overall :
its a good day..
i get to exercise...
ha ha



ps : Pictures MAY come soon..
1. if i could bluetooth it to the comp
2. if i am not very lazy




edit :
sp is trying to corrupt my mind by sending me links to those pictures... the who who and the who who doing the what what picture...
hahaha...
and she says i act innocent konon...
sigh...
im not trying to act innocent lor...
i dont know lar...
i dont know why people like those kind of pictures so much...
and after she confessed, more ppl are more interested to see those pictures...
no comment..
i dont know what am i thinking and saying also..
-p

i have so much to complain lorrrr...
damn tak syok now..



plus!!

i circled ss15 bout 3 times and i am NOT able to get a parking.
ish...f*
all because of gary..
ish...geram betul...

end up calling bc to help me...
and she's back in stw..
and she has to use her ang pow money...
oh my!
i feel so bad...
(i really do.. haiz)
using her ang pau money..
and have to trouble her and go bank for me.. ish ish..
stupid betul..

actually can come back bout 3.20pm e lor... but i end up going back at 4 also.. stupid!
no parking and make me round that place so many times..

and.. i thought of going back thru the other way.
which is way nearer..

END up...
wasting much more time and making a whole big round and..
end up going back to the normal way..
ish...
idiot la...



ps: thanks ya sp... hehehe.. altho u have test tml but have to listen to my complaints. hahah.. today whole day i didnt talk..so at nite i talk more.. =)

this came at the right time for me... u??

        HANDY LITTLE CHART
          God has a positive answer:
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|YOU SAY             |GOD SAYS             |BIBLE VERSES  |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "It's      |God says: All things |(Luke 18:27)  |
|impossible"         |are possible         |              |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I'm too   |God says: I will give|(Matthew      |
|tired"              |you rest             |11:28-30)     |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "Nobody    |God says: I love you |(John 3:1 6 & |
|really loves me"    |                     |John 3:34 )   |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I can't go|God says: My grace is|(II           |
|on"                 |sufficient           |Corinthians   |
|                    |                     |12:9 & Psalm  |
|                    |                     |91:15)        |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I can't   |God says: I will     |(Proverbs 3:5-|
|figure things out"  |direct your steps    |6)            |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I can't do|God says: You can do |(Philippians  |
|it"                 |all things           |4:13)         |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I'm not   |God says: I am able  |(II           |
|able"               |                     |Corinthians   |
|                    |                     |9:8)          |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "It's not  |God says: It will be |(Roman 8:28 ) |
|worth it"           |worth it             |              |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I can't   |God says: I Forgive  |(I John 1:9 & |
|forgive myself"     |you                  |Romans 8:1)   |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I can't   |God says: I will     |(Philippians  |
|manage"             |supply all your needs|4:19)         |
|                    |                     |              |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I'm       |God says: I have not |(II Timothy   |
|afraid"             |given you a spirit of|1:7)          |
|                    |fear                 |              |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I'm always|God says: Cast all   |(I Peter 5:7) |
|worried and         |your cares on ME     |              |
|frustrated"         |                     |              |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I'm not   |God says: I give you |(I Corinthians|
|smart enough"       |wisdom               |1:30)         |
|--------------------+---------------------+--------------|
|You say: "I feel all|God says: I will     |(Hebrews 13:5)
|alone"              |never leave you or   |              
|                    |forsake you          |              
|--------------------+---------------------+               

time for endless assignments, tests, homeworks, studying and more tests......
sigh...

cant wait for the next holiday!



ps: just got back our papers today.
oh my. the girl beside me actually cried.
scare me.
and then, when i was having lunch..
the girl beside me got a call..
and she was kinda cryin too..
haiz...
their similarities :
a. they cry but say its nothing.
b. they claim they're ok
c. they force themselves to smile and pretend there's nothing wrong.

sigh

1st day in stw

(i am supposed to do my homework and study. but then, i just cant resist myself from spamming my own blog)

went back on tuesday morning, at 6.45am, after nasi lemak at a nearby mamak stall.
reached bout 9 something, and then we went to eat mee..
muahhaha..but then i didnt had any cause i want to go eat the sotong in school canteen..

this is the only CNY decorations found in kg. koh


i didnt had any of these for the whole 5 days in sitiawan


huey ping fetched me and off we go to school.
she asked quite alot people to come along also..
but then, i found out that my fav sotong..
sudah tak de jual....
the stall is now manned by some malays...
meaning malay food...
meaning no more sotong!!
sob sob...

the school canteen during the first recess..i think

no more sotong..now replaced with malay food....

the canteen when it is a lil empty..

then after they makan and talk and all, we went to look for teachers.
bumped into pn cheang near the staircase..
and we followed her to upper 6 classes..
all the way up to the third floor...
hang around there for quite some time...
she wasnt teaching and we were allowed inside the class..
many people didnt come also...

view of the other block from the highest floor...

basketball court which is in between the toilets and canteen

labs on the left, acs green on the right, classrooms way in front

acs green from 3rd floor

from the outside

and then, some went back..
huey ping, bau and me went to the other block..
wanna look for see bee, ida and gang...
but then, only see bee came..
ida and gang all ponteng sekolah..
went in to the class and talk plus disturb them for a while and then we went home also...

that..i think is the end of the first day i am in sitiawan.

i'm back in shah alam..
this means...
study, assignment, tests..

i didnt study at all during my 5 days in sitiawan...
i know...
u guys must be saying,
"haiya, this is sooo tze ching lar"
haiz....
my plans...

oh ya... this year cny is super duper boring...
if not for the 'bai nian'..
i will be bored to death e la...
hehehe...
tak sangka hor...
go bai nian also so tiring wan...
two days, about 9 houses..
im exhausted.
hahha...

phew....
e other day two koi(s) committed suicide...
jumped out of the small pond...
no wonder its so damn smelly..
like fish market..
ewww...

-continue later-



ps : forgot to add something...

i left sitiawan this morning WITHOUT bidding farewell to the 'lu mien' and also 'kam pua mien'...
sigh...

i am feeling so bored today that i actually read what i have posted in this blog.
i am THISSSS bored.
btw. i realise something.
in each and every post,
there seem to be a swear word everywhere.
oh my..
did i swear that much???
i dont realise it till i read back...

and now i proclaim..
me, __(my name)___, will TRY not to swear at just anything.
if can, i will not swear anymore..
but sometimes i just cant help it...
sigh...

***

next, i WILL return the money i supposedly owed my uncle before cny..
or during cny..
no matter how, i MUST return it because i WANTED to..
he spent too much on me edi...
me am feeling guilty...

*****

and talking bout today...
went for breakfast at bout 11...
late hor.. its tasteless hor fun.. yucks..
then went to ss2 to buy "rou gan"
yum yum...
(i wil not eat as much "rou gan" as i had the previous years)
finger's crossed.
hahhaha..
then balik rumah...
tengok tv kejap...
hav to go out for lunch pulak..
tak de chance mau main dgn the race car my uncle got from bhp petrol..
omgosh its so damn cute mann...
got lights somemore.. hahha..
quite cheap...only rm19.90 for a mini car..
so so cute...
it'll be my toy for this few days...
had early lunch at the bak kut teh stall i dun really like..
just had breakfast so i din really eat..
then went to get some fish for the abandoned pond cum fountain thing in the mini garden...
omgosh..
so many ikan there...
there was this one fish... quite big..
got the picture.. lazy wanna bluetooth to comp...
i was like in front of the aquarium watching it chase the small fish around..
after boot 10 minutes, finally...
ikan kecil jadi mangsa..
the big fish no gigi wan...
then it spits the fish out and eat it again....
repeatedly..
and then... i see the fish..
came out headless...
repeated for a few times.. and then.. the whole ikan gone...
oh my..
kinda cruel and grosss..
but its kinda fun and i keep going back to that fish to see it eat other fishes.hahha
feels very much like watching a game.hahha
supposed to tidy up the room tonight..
but then..
i was hooked on the laptop.. and the shirts remained unfolded and its all over the bed...
no wondermy uncle say my room looks like kandang babi..
hahhaha....
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tempted to continue online..
but thne.. have to sleep cause i have lots to do tml..
sigh...



Good Night, whoever is reading.



ps... I'm back m back m back..hehhe

different colour different topic

watched a show on the TV just now.
its about an asian woman got married to korea.
and she left her two young baby girls with her mum back in phil cause the living cost in korea is just too high.
(i guess)..
haiz..

THAT .. made ma feel homesick for the first time i'm here..
walao..
suddenly feel like i wanna go back...
ASAP..
sigh....

and the offer..
friends that offer to send me home a day earlier..
thanks so much..
but..."its just one day"
(hahha. trying to an wei myself)

i feel so bored right now at this moment..
wanna bath but its so damn late.
so just forget it lar...

de wireless thing keep dc-ing..
damn tulan right now...
facebook is like... same same now..
noting much to explore...

and... one by one ppl keep offline edi..
feel more sien..
altho even if they're online i am not chatin with them..
but still..
feel so sien lei...

haiz...


semalam..
yesterday..
ada common test..
wouldnt say i did good...
just OK..
hope the marks wont be too low..
or i'll be dead..
then went to library to finish up my legals mind map..
yes i know i am so LAST MINUTE...
i haven changed that much yet..
altho.. library is now my second home..
i dont spend time in the comp lab anymore...

.walaoeh.. damn tulan lor..
lost connection again..
when baru i can get a solid and rightfully belongs to me de connection??
ish...
mau marah orang e la..

ok..continue story...
ohya.. i manage to finish the mind map on time and pass up on time..
YAY!
hehe..
then go acc class..
ish.. cacat.. forgot to bring class test paper..
so its like so pointless to be in the class..
then then.. malay..
thought no one is coming cause it was like so empty..
and it was the last class for the week... hahah
the last class befor CNY!!
after class went to agnes' house to err..
use the bathroom..
then meet up with bc and viv and sab then off to sunway we go..
reached there quite late..
dead hungry.. (din have breakfast for the day)...
ate till 2.40pm like that..
walaoeh.. damn expensive lor..
and i wont go back to that shop again..
no matter how nice is the food..

shop shop shop.. till 9 pm..
haha.. its my personal record..
the very first time i drive to sunway and shop till so late and drive back the very first time myself.

i got almost everything i am looking for..
except for a sandal, flip flop or whatever u call it..
just end up getting a pair of slippers...

sigh.....

when i got back i was like so damn tired....
sleep from about 9.30 till 12.20..
then bath then sleep till 9.30..
hahah..
bout 12 hrs.

and slept again in the afternoon...
had lunch only at 4.30...

and thanks to so many hours of shopping and buying things...
my hand is more painful than my leg today.
sob sob...

haiz.. dc lagi..
aiyoh... can i just strangle someone pls?
haiz....


sigh..
dont know what topic to write under this colour wor...
tak de mood la today...
orang orang yg chat with me also feel im bored...
moodless....
sigh.......

btw.. i think this is my first long post this year...
really no time to like post lor..
either connection bad or i couldnt spend so much time thinking of what to write...
haiz...
but.. i choose to be here...
so have to live with it lor.....
now i understand why people say they dont have time to even online.....

i feel like my life so pointless lor..past few days i dont know la.
but its like.. yesterday and today, i dont even know what am i doing sometimes.
i nvr think before i do something...
and when i do it and if there were someone who asks me why..
i wouldnt have the answer..
its like..
my mind is so damn blank..
i am as blur as someone who just woke up from a very long sleep..
i cant think properly..
i have problems deciding over fried bee hoon or nasi lemak...
i have the problem of asking why this why that when someone say something..
i know its annoying but i just cant help it..
i dont know why do i even bother to ask..
i dont know whether should i or should i not go back early.
i even started to think bout my march holiday alrd..
how am i supposed to go back and so on..
you see, my brain is full of craps.....

conclusion, i cant think properly lei...
how ah??