weird de lor mydream

i had a weird dream last night.

i dont know what’s wrong with me, but in my dream, war is coming.

we’re all preparing for war, and one particular day, we have to evacuate our house. packed everything. i was deciding between carrying my crumpler (red and black bag) or a totally white bag.

then someone told me to take just the crumpler because its less obvious and its easier if we need to go in hiding. prob is, the crumpler makes loud noise when opening.

i took… shampoo and conditioner, new ones.. and cotton buds, because there’s lots of them, and the plaster for back pain cause there’s a new one lying around and i figure they must be useful.

in my dream, my fren came looking for me when we were all packing. i dont know what is the purpose of the visit, but she came. and i was packing while talking to her.

and, i woke up not long after taht. i remember asking what time are we leaving and someone said 1.30pm and the time then was 11.50am. so i had time to shower.

oh ya one of the relative called me to tell me that he was having my bowl of noodles somewhere. the location he told me was unfamiliar to me.

urgh~~ weird dream x.x

gonna be 21

in less than 3 months, i'll be 21 years old.

time is running up, and i have yet to have plans to celebrate.

i have yet to decide whether i want to make this big,
or just a quiet celebration with family and friends, like how it used to be.

when i was young, i was given/have the impression that being 21 years old is oh-so-great.
i cant wait to be 21 years old.

now that im nearing 21,
i'm not sure whether there is something for me to be so excited for.

in terms of achievement, i havent have any great achievement.
success, i have not yet reach there.
life, is still a long journey.

so, party or not worrr??
haiz.

Maggots

This blog post records my first encounter with Maggots.

I was hungry, very hungry indeed because it was way past lunch time.

I went to the kitchen to cook pasta, with mushroom soup. I dont know why I cook them together today, because i used to cook the mushroom soup only when the pasta is ready.

Ok, mushroom soup were done first, and the water in the pasta has yet to come to a boil. So i thought, maybe the fire on the mushroom soup stove is bigger, so it cooks faster.

And i planned to transfer the pot over. But, the handle was already hot, so i look for cloth to protect my hands. i found them, near the sink. i took the first cloth. and something dropped out. it's the size of a rice grain, brown in colour. so i thought it was some spilled fried rice. i brought the cloth to the sink and shook(this is the past tense of shake ha?) it. more "rice grains" fell off. and they M-O-V-E. OMG!! imagine my shock seeing that.

i dont know what to do, but i know i must take picture, so i went to grab the dslr from the room. and there's more cloth so i shake them all, and guess what, more of those things dropped off. the previous ones are already trying to escape from the sink.

i took pictures, called grandma and told her there's the kind of worm on dead people in the kitchen. she suggested that i use shieldtox to kill them. but i just dont want to move from there and i threw everything that is maggot-infested into the sink... my plan was to drown them. well, its easier to clean than kill them with spray mah.

but in the end, more and more appear and my small can of used shieldtox ran out of... -gas-?

ohya, i decide to BURN THEM! BURN BURN BURN!!!
i took newspaper, rolled them, and light fire. wtf, the proverb {bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh} (go translate urself lah) is very true. even papers dont burn then they are too thick. babi.

so i quickly change and went out to buy another one. the first sundry shop told me they're out of stock(fuck them). and i went to another one which is bigger, and of course, further. i took 2 huge cans and 1 small can. and fml, the malay girl at the counter was uber SLOW in packing the things for the lady in front of me. the lady HAD to help her pack u know. and that malay girl was FLIRTING with a bangla behind us. WTF right? im rushing like hell here and she's taking her own sweet time flirting with a bangla. double YUCK!

i puke nao.

then i rush home, stupid ron95 make my car go like tortoise. powerless. i had to drive like tortoise lorh. what to do? no money pay for ron97 mah.

reach home liao, i terus go spray them.. some already climb up the wall. but i dont know why, they all appeared dead. they were pretty much alive when i left i tell you. maybe the thing take some time gua... there's so much toxic in the kitchen this afternoon, i myself can die just there i tell you. dont play play ahh.

they died. or it seems so. i wanted to leave them just there. because its uber disgusting lah. but no, some of them start moving again! wtf it means they just fainted despite the amount of shieldtox i use. ok fine, i took kitchen towel(the tissue version) and sweep them, pick them, hold them, into the sink. and wash them down. *and shawty go low low low low low....*

it took me more than 1 hour for the whole drama. with me shouting, screaming(into the phone...not alone ok), banging eveerything on the floor.

if you are not afraid of disgusting things and maggots, please feel free to scroll down to see the pictures. if you have a weak heart, i suggest you click the red [x] button on the top right.

if you still want to continue on, dont blame me if you puke, faint or died of shock. i have already warned you. so big letters somemore.

and also, if you are wondering what happen to the food i was cooking, the pasta became XXXXXL in size, because they were soaked in hot water for sooo long. and i took a bowl, filled it with pasta, topped with the mushroom soup. i ate one mouth, and then poured everything away. even whatever that was in the pot. it was supposed to be my lunch and dinner. so i had no breakfast (cause i wake up also lunch time liao) and lunch. thank God, when it was dinner time, and im alrd starving like mad, i suddenly remembered there's eggs in the fridge. and fried eggs are the best no matter what.

you can click on the [x] button now. dont say i didnt warn u.

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The End.

talk to the sky

God says, "Give me five."



Another day passed, time to rest and tomorrow is another brand new day.

do u care?

im bored, im screwed, and i have no one to talk to.

i look through my phone, there's no one i can call.
i look through the msn list, there's no one who cares.
i look through fbchat, there's no one i can buzz.

am i this friend-less and lifeless?

to anyone who cares to read my blog,

IF i die today, would you remember me?
would you think of me?
would you remember the things we did together?
would you come to my funeral?

1 year down the road,
would you still remember me?

or...
would i just disappear into thin air...
without a trace..

life is like a drama for the past few days... i thank God for the friends that i have, without them, i don't know how am i going to stand up and continue on...

no matter what, i thank you.
thank you for all the invites,
thank you for introducing new people,
thank you... for considering me your friend.
i love you xD


as of now,
i failed my subject,
tomorrow is a new semester, which means that i'll be seperated from my closest friends in uni. it's bullshit if i say im not scared and am not sad to be seperated from them. they're like my comfort zone.. being in a new class is like, starting everything from zero again... i made friends the first time, what about the second time? what if im forever the outcast of the class?
and, i think that my mum is angry with me.

problems, problems, problems T____T

i need to go out somewhere... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

SIEN!

Emo-ing

i'll never have the
C O U R A G E
to say, .....

I Still Like You
I was in love with you
I missed you
I hated you

ok i said it.



*can you friggin hear me?*

boooks, boooooooooks and booooooooooooooooooooooks

H E L L O ! ! !


My exam's over!
Short semester's O_V_E_R!

I'm happier when the first paper's over tho. Cause i think i should be able to pass. Unless, i misread the essay question again and then got a BIG ZERO!
*choi*

Second paper, wasn't very confident i can pass leh. Thanks to last minute plan and failed new year resolution. :(

I'll be very thankful that I can even pass my second paper. :D :D

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Since exam's over, and holidays are here, it's time to have a life.
lol konon.

Just finish editing my Chinese New Year pictures into facebook.

Went out at 11am today and went to Pyramid, Amcorp and Uni.
LOL.
holiday also go back uni, i very semangat hor??

wahhh today finally had my gui lin gao... increased price edi tho...
if i go eat everday, sure broke one.
damn expensive liao =.=
but what to do?
nice mah :D :D

oh ya. Pyramid's subway stuff got attitude problem.
Btw, why different branch charge different prices?
I bought subway daily special during my exam week.
There's NO tax involved. WHY in Pyramid branch they charge tax?

LOL didnt argue there because:

• i have no energy to talk to them
• their face quite lansi at that time
• i dont want to be the noisy customer. i got an image to keep. LOL
  
• they treat me like i invisible. if i talk panjang lebar, and they continue to ignore me how?
• i should just walk off, i know. but i got a hungry tummy to feed. there's no point walking off without my meatball subway.
• they did not arrange the meatballs properly.
• isit that the branch in Pyramid, business too good till they can become lansi to customer?
• if that's so, i rather starve, or drive to ss15 to get my subway.
  

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drove to Amcorp after Pyramid.
hahah walao, depend on google map, really have to understand English.
lucky i have someone to ask weh, if not, sesat go where also dunno.

@glayton yeap thanks u very muchie for pointing the right way.
i hope the spelling's correct. :D

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the books there are really cheap ok. it's like half price from normal book stores and that's their normal price.
kinda sad tho. if i have gotten one more book, then i can register 3 years membership liao.
im rm14 away from the 3 years membership.

but for the member, 5% discount for rm100 and over. if im not mistaken.
useless for me lah.

not like i have time to read so many books.

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im not a nerd.

tho i sound like im gila-ing over book sale.
rather than branded clothing sale.

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i have nice plans for the weekend.

my exam's over.
i thought i could rest.

but noooooooooooooo....

no resting till ... next week!

its good and bad. hope i dun just die of fatigue.
good is, photography trip- ON!



kthnks.

goodbye.

Friends

The language of friendship is not words, but meanings.
Henry David Thoreau