syoknyer bbq

went for a bbq party for bg club las sat..haha...paiseh nia..all from sc1 onli me from sc4.. haha...orang asing..lol... erm... started at 7 pm.. its quite dark then..cut a cake..erm...3rd anivesary.. haha..sang a bday song.. * no one;s bday.. haha.. then makan cake edi..its time to bbq...wah..gelapnye..ayam hangus sampai rentung pun tak tau masih bbq lagi..haha...took some pics..after makan we play wit candles..and go long kai .. haha... so long din take motor edi..at nite somemore...wah...syoknye...haha... lol... crappin...

dissapointment

as u noe from my previous blog, i failed all my science subs..my mum even suggested for me to change school(something that she has been asking me to do since a few years back..i promised her but in the end i told her i wanna stay here i don wanna change..)now she suggested for me to change again.. i wan to do well in my examz too..i not sure y.. but ever since went to F1 i started to change.. not studying..just wanna play the fool..4 years in high skul and i dunno wat i have learnt..i 've wasted the whole of my 4 years in skool .. doing wat?? all i can remember is ...day dreaming and playing the fool...i was very lucky to have passed my pmr..and now when im in f4..luck is not on my side...i noe that this is not my honeymoon year...i have to work hard to acchieve the best...but i cant concerntrate in my studies.. i donno y.. ive tried to study but each time i open the book i fell asleep..seriuosly,its no joke .. it really happen to me..even coffee which is suppose to keep humans awake at nite don workk on me.. i can sleep peacefully even if i had coffee rite b4 i open the book.amasing rite...im speechless...and also i often wonder y they put the very best teachers in the very best class .. while we, the not so smart ones got the not so smart teachers... it should be vice versa as dey, da smart students can study by themself...as a example,my skul add math teacher is .. haiz.. ive got nothing to say..i don think that she have the right qualification to be an add math teacher... she used to be my f2 khb teacher..lol... i remember i was so surprise to see her in morning session.. i thought i saw the wrong person...haiz... she don even understand the question..and there was the very good teacher..who were appointed to teach the better classses...he came in for ganti for a teacher...den when he knows that we were really cacated in add math... he taught us...wow.. he was GREAT>...then i wonder why wasnt he our teacher,...after all.. we were the weaker ones..we need much help and guidance..unlike the smarter ones, they can understand it themself plus they have loads of tution..their brains move faster than us..so why?? why they have to arrange it lik this...??

met a frens mum in skool today..thought of being polite by saying hi to her... but then we chatted and she started asking about my results...she loook dissapointed...and giv alot of advice such as study hard...its ur future..wat are u going to do if u continue to fail ur examz??.. i think that watever she said is true..i cant fail any of my subs anymore...haiz... wat can i do?? even mum is gonna grab the chance to ask me to go and study in penang...i don wanna go...wat should i do?? thanks to someone in msn...he gave me tips on how to improve my add math.. haiz...he a top student..and i hope i can really use his advice...haha....

i have lots more to write about.. but..lazy lar.. haha

so.. see ya...

d e a d ! s e r i o u s l y..

haiz. .. wats the meaning for me to be in da science stream if i failed all my science subjects??yes..i failed fizik , bio , kimia.. the three main science sub.. and guess wat.. i failed my add math too..went to skul today and got 5 papers back...failed 4 out of 5...am i great?? lol...and the greatest news is ... drum roll please.... i got 15 out of 100 in add math and bio....i so hope that i can save my physics result..6 more points to get 8E which is a pass(at least).. busy day waiting for me tml...

i was unusually quiet in skol today..dunno y...even m synn ask me y am i so quiet..usually i am very very bising til they hav to stop me.. but today im .. speechless... no mood wan open my mouth? ..maybe... why?? why is my exam results so bad?? haiz... im toasted!!! dead for sure...

bad luck

im supposed to post this blog before the one i wrote just now..haha.. susunan cacat edi..

how could so many bad things happen in a few days?? my hp spoil edi.. then have to use the old wan.. and then other class copy in test v all oso kena the akibat?? is it fair?? and i lost my .. soemthing dear to me.. if i write out wat is it.. u may think that " ceh..like that oso sad..can get anywhere wan lar.." its not anything.. its soemthing to me... its important even tho its just a normal something...it means something to me..and because of my careless mistake, i lost it.. haiz... all because of that stupid doraemon(she's a teacher in my skul) .. exam not yet over halau me go back for wat lo.. make me lost that special thing nia..i hate i hate doraemon.bising aje..macam mame nak periksa?? tak fail pun jia wan lar... shitted!! don wanna talk much bout it d lar..spoil my good mood nia.. but i wanna say lots of thanks to my frens.. thanks for all your advice and ur wishes that i cud find that special soemthign the next day.. haha.. i din find it tho...

* sumthing are destinied to be that way.. take it as a lesson and becareful next time..coming back or not,only time will tell..* thanks for that advice.really appreciate it. ...

thanks..

idiot!!

wat a great day to start with.. haha.. woke up 7.30 this morning ... slept around 3 am las nite.. haha... wonder y i woke up so early ?? i tell u the answer rite now..

some idiot person turn on the music so loud at 7.30 am in the morning.. can u belive it?? its 7.30 am sunday morning.. where every1 shud be sleeping..if the song is nice then nvm alr.. but then .. the song sucks.. indian song.. im an anti indian song..then scold oso no use so i fight back lo..

i came down stairs then turn on my comp , speaker to maksimum, open all the windows in my room...n haha.. guess wat... that fella stop his music.. haha... then i oso turn off .. cause he;s not disturbing me edi.. n pity all those ppl who is still sleeping.. but then after a few minutes he start it again.. now even louder.. so i fight back again and he stop it... haha... im so happy... haha.. thats how i begin my day ..

hehe..it definately cheer me up today.. had been a lil down fora few dayz edi..ever since the exam finish..haven been smilin and laughin for so many days edi.. haha... im so proud of myself..a lesson for that fella to remember... wanna nia me?? not that easy?? u wanna act sakai i oso act sakai lar...dare to nia me?? u haven seen ME.. haha....

Went for shopping in fajar a few days ago while the others are kiasu-ing at home.. haha... exam coming oso i not sked wan.. still wan go out n play.. came home with a pair of jeans and 2 t-shirts... haha...waliao.. exam coming in 2 days i still not yet touch the book..yes.. i am very worried and afraid bout my exam but i cant concerntrate on my studies.. dunno y..haiz.. me = hopeless... haiz... some1 help me please... On the other hand, i cant wait for the exam to be over.. haha... lots of fun stuff to be done.... haiz..cant wait.... Lol... just crappin b4 i offline and face my examinations..wats the wrong with my connection today?? Suckx..