one week's journal

its been quite a while since i really post something here. after exam and back in stw where i dont have direct access to internet and also computer. lol. anyway.. exam... er.. so so lar.. some can do.. some totally cannot do...for the last paper, which is IT, i thought wanna stay till the end only come out. but, i came out one hour early and by the time i came out, only 5 people left there. means, everyone came out early. hahah. then i went to gurney after that to look for rynn's lomited edition album. only to be told that they will only be out in 2 days time. haiz. by the time they;re out, i;ll be back in stw..lol..but then..i got myself another album to my original album collection. Quincy's.. hhehe.. support malaysian artist ma... hmm... after i got the album, i only knew that Quincy himself will be in Gurney's popular bookshop at 3pm the next day..haiz..i cant go..have to go back stw..haiz.. suan lar.. nothing much really happens on saturday and sunday..except that sunday was my 18th bday..i celebrate it by sleeping and watching tv at home..hehehe...first year without cakes.. lol...i asked them not to get any cakes.. it'll be a waste anyway... well,i have a whole lot of plan for the one whole week im in sitiawan. but then.. haiz..hahahah...


Monday
almost late for breakfast...heheheh...but have to wake up early cause the car rosak... lol...stupid...

Tuesday
haiz..another day without car.. chit..spoil my wonderful holiday plan onli la..cilaka betul

Wednesday
got de car back edi...so went to skol to visit frens back in form six.hehehe. and then went out at night to secret recipe..

Thursday
nothign much. am supposed to look for sp for her help with my acc.. but then i am dead lazy..hahaha... now online at ida's house.. wanted to do my psycho essay. but then i blog and chat. hahahah.. lol.. i dunno what to do anyway. haiz. hmm... going somewhere tonight again...

Friday
dunno yet,..friday is tml..hahahha....

im back! im back in sitiawan!!! yay... hehhee.. now bloggin in ida's house.. hehehe... lol.. will update more later.. wanted to update last week after the exam.. but ... i wan tired plus lazy. hahaha.. lol....

damnit.i know i shouldnt be bloggin at this moment. but i just cant help it. damn. its so damn boring here. came out of econs exam early. quite many ppl do so. and i have no where to go and nothing to do. 3 hours till next exam. accounting. i went to the library but its so damn packed with people. and now im in front of this computer. lol. wanna hide in general lab. but also so many ppl. my acc is gonna fail for sure. duh. whatever la.

lol.

Balance Sheet of Life

Our Birth is our Opening Balance
Our Death is our Closing Balance

Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets
Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset

Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account
Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-trade

Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behavior are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend

Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents
Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account

The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.


Some very good and very bad things

The most destructive habit....... ......... ......Worry
The greatest Joy......... ......... ......... ....Giving
The greatest loss........ ........Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work........ ....... Helping others
The ugliest personality trait....... ......Selfishness
The most endangered species..... ....Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.... ......... .. Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"........ ..Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.... ......... ....Fear
The most effective sleeping pill........ Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease..... .......Excuses
The most powerful force in life........ ......... . Love
The most dangerous pariah...... ......... ...A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer.... ....The brain
The worst thing to be without..... ......... ..... Hope
The deadliest weapon...... ......... ........The tongue
The two most power filled words....... ........ "I Can"
The greatest asset....... ......... ......... .....Faith
The most worthless emotion..... ......... ....Self- pity
The most beautiful attire...... ......... .......SMILE!
The most prized possession.. ......... .....Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication. .... Prayer
The most contagious spirit...... ......... ..Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life........ ......... .Almighty GOD

Everyone needs this list to live by...

Why I Blog?

1.I LOVE to blog.

2.Helps to release stress. I can say whatever that’s in my heart. Cause it’s MY blog.

3.I don’t need to keep a diary. Need to write some more. So troublesome. And after that, need to find a way to hide it.

4.I spend bout 98% of my free time in college doing NOTHING. The computer lab is like my second home. Once, I stayed in the computer lab for 6 straight hours, only went out to have a few minutes of lunch. That is how FREE I am.

5.Hmmm…. Let me see…. (I’ll fill this part when I think of something k?)

Crap: Some people blog for fun, some people blog for money, some people blog cause they’re too free. People like me, blog bout almost everything. What am I currently watching, what did I do today, or what went through my mind just now.

Questions

Why did I write this ‘weird’ post?

Haiya. Answer is so simple. Cause I’m weird lar. Lol.

Actually, I don’t know why I write this.

So, there’s no answer.

Oh, lol, lame.

What do you think you’re doing? Blogging so late at night? You think its funny?

No, I don’t think so. Hmm…right, its 2.17am, Saturday night, I’m not sleeping nor studying but writing this here. When I’m suppose to be studying cause mid year starts on Monday. Excuse me, what am I doing here actually?

I’m confused myself.

Now, I’m half done with my crap- I can crap more if I wanted to.

But, due to the time problem and also I’m-so-dead-tired, I think I should go to bed.

So, good night! – er, or should I say good morning?

And, pray for me for my mid year.

My FIRST big exam this year.

I am so nervous.

Just now, I was watching a totally crap award show. It’s LIVE from Taiwan. Actually, the award show suits those old people to watch. Why I watch old people award show when I am suppose to fill my time studying? All because of Gary la. He’s the only Malaysian male artist who got nominated in the whole award show. Right, I was hoping for him to get the award. When they were to announce the winner, my heart beat so fast and my hands are shaking while holing my phone. Another hand, fingers crossed..*Gary..Gary..Gary*.. but in the end, he didn’t get it. Oh well, SP told me its very hard for Malaysians to get it. So, whatever la.

i just realised that my exam OFFICIALLY starts on next wednesday.
my english exam next monday only consist of two essay writting..haiz..hope i cna do well la....these few days...tried studying..but fell asleep every singele time.. like yesterday, i slept from 2 someting till 7...haiz..sleep is my worst enemy...mayb sp is right.. im just n ot interested to study.. thets why i fell asleep so fast...
haiz...
anyway, nothign much to write here..
as for my exam, haiz...
no comment...
accounting is the subject i feared the most..
why??
i dun even understand a single thing..
and the general journal which is the most basic thign in accounting, i dun even know what crap lai de...
haiz.. reallly hope i will pass everything la...
dun wanna fail in economics...
cause the reacher gave alot tips edi..
haiz...
i tried studying ,..
but its kinda hard to understand cause its all in english..
and its not simple english...
haiz...
kinda hard lei.. the english words they use is like....
dunno how to describe la..
haiz...
gtg now...
buh bye...

this is written a few days ago...
kinda busy lately.
cant update so much..
so here it is

10:07 PM 6/6/2007
read gary's blog just now.
it surely cheered me up alot after what happened just now.
when dad went out at night, he found out that someoen broke into mu car.
not much losses.
only the coin box.
wanted to empty it this moring.
but i thought.
what the heck. if i empty it, then if i go mcd ma no small change lo..
so i sisnt..
and then the whole thing was stolen..
damnit...
so cheap la this kind of ppl..
coin box also wan to curi..
take the risk break into ppl's car somemore wor...
lol...
btw..
back to gary..
after such a long time, he just realised that his cat 'princess' ling ling is a male cat..
lol..
im speechless..
how can he not confirm it all these time??
weird...

making baby

There is not one dirty word in it, and
it is funny.

The Smiths were unable to conceive
children and
Decided to use a surrogate father to
start their family.

On the day the proxy father was to
arrive, Mr. Smith
Kissed his wife goodbye and
said, "Well, I'm off now;
The man should be here soon."

Half an hour later, just by chance, a
door-to-door baby photographer
Happened to ring the doorbell, hoping
to make a sale.

Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've
come to...''

Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith
cut in,
Embarrassed, "I've been expecting
you."

"Have you really?" said the
photographer. "Well,
that's good. Did you know babies are
my specialty?"

"Well that's what my husband and I had
hoped.
Please come in and have a seat"

After a moment she asked,
blushing, "Well, where
Do we start?"

"Leave everything to me. I usually try
two in the
Bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps
a couple
On the bed. And sometimes the living
room floor is
Fun. You can really spread out there."

"Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder
it didn't
Work out for Harry and me!"
"Well, Ma'am, none of us can guarantee
a good one
Every time. But if we try several
different
Positions and I shoot from six or
seven angles, I'm
Sure you'll be pleased with the
results."

"My, that's a lot!" gasped Mrs. Smith.

"Ma'am, in my line of work a man has
to take his
Time. I'd love to be in and out in
five minutes,
But I'm sure you'd be disappointed
with that."

"Don't I know it," said Mrs. Smith
quietly.

The photographer opened his briefcase
and pulled
Out a portfolio of his baby
pictures. "This was
Done on the top of a bus," he said.

"Oh my God!" Mrs. Smith exclaimed,
grasping at her throat.

"And these twins turned out
exceptionally well -
When you consider their mother was so
difficult to work with."

"She was difficult?" asked Mrs. Smith.

"Yes, I'm afraid so I finally had to
take her to
The park to get the job done right.
People were
Crowding around four and five deep to
get a good look."

"Four and five deep?" said Mrs. Smith,
her eyes
Wide with amazement.

"Yes", the photographer replied. "And
for more
Than three hours, too.

The mother was constantly squealing
and y elling -
I could hardly concentrate, and when
darkness approached
I had to rush my shots.

Finally! , when the squirrels began
nibbling on my
Equipment, I just had to pack it all
in."

Mrs. Smith leaned forward. "Do you
mean they
Actually chewed on your,
uh...equipment?"

"It's true, Ma'am, yes.. Well, if
you're ready,
I'll set-up my tripod and we can get
to work right away."

"Tripod?"

"Oh yes, Ma'am. I need to use a tripod
to rest my
Canon on. It's much too big to be held
in the
Hand very long."

Mrs. Smith fainted.........

First essay-like post...

Back to those when I was in the primary school, or maybe it’s the kindergarten or so, I can’t really remember. I really think that people in the TV could see me. And so is everyone who’s watching it. Yea, I know this sounds stupid. And all the time, when I happen to watch the news, I often wondered. How can they see everyone? I mean. I’m not the only one who’s watching the news. There must be many more others who are watching. Hahahha. That’s my stupid idea.

I came back at 9am this morning with the intention of completing ALL my assignments and study if I could. But, what actually happen is- I sat in front of the computer-reading people’s blog and slept from 12-1pm. That’s how I wasted my time. Then I had lunch and then I am back here in front of the computer again. I told myself I must do something. I look at the IT essay. What is the impact of databases on society? I googled up what is database and finished the first paragraph. Then I am totally clueless of what am I suppose to write more. Then I asked the question in Y!Answers. Then, without realizing, time past so fast and I had yet do finish anything. Now, after blogging this, I shall try and study. Psychology essay is already late, so I think I’ll pass it up next week. IT essay, I have no idea-next Monday I guess. Wasted like one whole week staring at the psychology essay already and I have no idea at all what to do.

Assignments piled up like nobody’s business-like mount Kinabalu. I dare say that in my whole entire life, I have never face so much work before. What makes it worst is mid year examination is just round the corner and I have no time to study at all. Wasted much of my time staring at the essays.

So cham right?? Haiz. Tank is coming to Penang today. 7.30pm at Gurney Plaza and 9.30pm at Halo Café in Juru Auto-City. Can’t go cause its at night. Lol. Besides, I have not much time left.

How I wish I could write just like that for my essays. Can crap all I want. Too bad this isn’t my essay. Tomorrow is another busy day. All this work makes me really tired and bored of doing SAM. Right now, I’m not sure whether the choice to take SAM is right. This is only SAM and I can’t really manage already. What will happen next year? I don’t dare to think of that.

I guess I end here today. Have to go any open the book and hopefully I wont fall asleep like I used to. The two very important essay I shall leave it till tonight. And eventually, it will be left until the very last minute. I doubt I will even get it done by next week.

Bye. Please pray that I can remember whatever I read/studied and not falling asleep after 2 paragraphs. Thanks.

ps: this blog look so different from other post right? most of the words are in full word and not short form. and got capital letter and stuff like that. lol. i shall try to blog like this in future. btw, i changed the template for my blog. im kinda bored with the okd template. wanted something new. but dun have the time to look for it. so here's a simple one. tata!

random pictures

i'm tired. so i'm lazy to write long long blogs. here are some random pictures but dunno why its all Calvin and Hobbes. heheheh...

sweet

im so so lucky this little devil isnt my brother...

i like this picture... so cute...

good day!

this week :
One IT report by Friday,
one psychology social cognition proposal by Friday,
one individual report by today but is yet to be done,
one time plan for accounting project,
and one survey for accounting...
at this moment, my life sucks..
assignments piling up like nobody's business and mis year is round the corner.. haiz...

I AM HERE TO ANNOUNCE........ I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE A 2 YEAR BREAK FROM THE ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS, I WANT TO THANK ALL THOSE WHO ENJOYED MY MUSIC AND MY VOICE, TRULY FROM MY HEART I AM THANKFUL. AS FOR THE FUTURE, I DONT KNOW WHERE I'LL BE, WHAT I'LL DO, BUT I DO KNOW ITS THAT I WILL REMEMBER THE TIMES WE SHARED TOGETHER. DO TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER AND ALWAYS REMEMBER " LOVE AND PEACE " ... ha ha ha joking la...

taken from, Gary's blog.

i copied that from chaw ge's blog. oh my..
i was back in my hometown when i heard this.
Friday night.
damn tired cause went back at night.
and then, just as i wanted to close my eyes and sleep, sp sms me ans say something bout Gary's blog. big news.
out of curiosity, i asked her whether its good or bad news.
she told me the title is 'time for me to stop'.
like many of his fans, i freak out and then i couldn't sleep.
'he cant stop! no he's just kidding..'
luckily, he was kidding..
cei...make me cant sleep that night..
haiz...
onli managed to sleep at 1 or 2 something in the morning cause im too tired.
then, i woke up at 7.30am ...
haiz.. dah biasa wake up early everyday.. so wan sleep till late also kenot..
haiz..

nothign much ghappen on saturday... went out for breakfast with frens today... so so long din see them edi lei...

im tired. tomorrow is the deadline for the psychology learning report. i haven touched anything yet.. dunno how to die tml.. hope i can find some time to do it and pass up tml lar..dun feel like doing it now.. i'll give a whole lot of excuse.

btw.. soemthing stupid happen today.. as i was watching csi, my bro suddenly cahnge the channel... he say is ' for a while'.. then i asked him how long.. he say... 2 hours.. damnit... 2 hours is a while? lol.. IDIOT!

i just did something stupid.. dunno i should call it stupid or smart or weird or combination of all of them..
i have a virus in my pendrive that i could not delete..
i cant do anything..
so i scan and copied all the files to my documents..
and then i format the whole pendrive..
and then copy the everything that was in my pendrive back to my pendrive again..
can this work?
i mean.. can i remove the virus in this way??
i hope i dun do more harm to my comp and my pendrive tho...
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the noisiest bitch in my class got an offer letter for NS. lol..
and she kept telling ppl that she's from private skol..
'im from private skol so i get third batch"
lol..
at this rate u're telling ppl, the whole world knows ur from private skol edi..
lol...
i wonder how the NS could turn from a nightmare to worst..
what's worst than notemare, u think urself..
she decided not to go..
if she goes, the college will be realllyl peaceful...
seriously..
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homework, assignments, reportds,presentation,project ...
omgosh..
those lecturers pile so much of those just before exam and im not dying..
haven been staring on anything yet..
next monday is my deadline for my psycho report and i haven been starting.. i'll just have to do it on monday i guess...
another week and then its study break and then its mis year edi..
haiz...
gonna die edi..
i cant fail.. i cant..
i'll take as much coffee as i can...
i'll start everything next monday..
now, im going back to sitiawan and enjoy for these 2 days...
cya