3 days

Yesterday:

I have Malay Oral at 11.30am(supposedly) in Sheraton Subang. So i went at 10am, reach there around 10.30am.
Don't want to park at carpark C cause its super far so i went to A and B. what the hell, its all full.. so went to C.. also full...but sajer go in to try my luck.. the car in front of he, he illegally parked.. so i just follow him.."illegally parked"... the car after me, no more parking.. apparently there was some other meeting going on at the same time.. hmmmph..
anyway, i went in thru the ballroom area, saw fiona coming out... hehehe she told me its no sweat, was easy and the invigilators are friendly and all...

then i went in and up to register myself.. then went into the "sauna room" .. walaoeh damn hot leh that room.. the air cond not working... so i was walking in and out of the room before i sit quietly.. lolx..
then after that they brought us to another room.. cold like hell...

my turn supposed to be at 11.30am.. but there were some technical problem, about 12 something only my turn came. oh ya by that time, i still haven eaten my breakfast...
after my oral, i went back to the waiting room, then lepak there a while... then i went back...

go sunway fetch sp and get my movie which im gonna watch later, then go to pyramid... eat kfc.. then jalan-2 lepak-2... suddenly i feel super tired so we quickly went home.. fetch her back and then i came back... changed and went to bed.. was so tired that i couldnt even stand up...

then i slept. when i woke up, i felt cold and hot at the same time. i turned off the air cond much earlier and it was weird to feel that cold... so i continue sleeping... face was super hot and all...

went downstairs.. with my comforter with me.. still cold..

got a can of 100plus then called grandma.. whether i should have cold drink or hot drink cause i feel hot and cold at the same time..

she said hot so i had hot milo.

then i had panadol...threw up after that tho... then had another one...
an hour later, decide to go see doc..

she said it was high *something* fever.. 38.6

the doc talk too fast edi laaa...
she said if fever continues after sunday, then i have to go back to have a blood test..
takut is denggi or what...
lol...told her i have finals on monday..
seems like she's not listening to that part... lolx


anyway, i couldnt sleep peacefully the whole entire night wth...
i vomited like 2 times the whole night... wtf


today:

woke up 8.3o this morning, then continue with sleep till 10 something...
then bath and all....

didnt vomit today, thank god..
(didnt eat also)

then then, i slept after takin med.
wake up, on tv, cook some instant spagetti then eat..
lucky i didnt throw up...stupid instant cheesy taste
then tv till night...
then online till now.. lolx...



conclusion:

didnt study today, didnt even go extra class today.
im supposed to go extra class cause i dont know how to study legals so extra class might help alot...so...i didnt go so..haoizzzzz.. and i didnt study at all...shiet...

goodbye L3 & hello finals

my life in taylors unofficially ends today...

well, its been a year.
TEN months to be exact.

the day i stepped in L3,
i was late for class, and the first class was Malay and i know no one at all...

then next class, i saw someone familiar,
someone from sitiawan...

lolx..

*pictures are uploaded in facebook*

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well, i guess its the time of the year again,
exams and festive season almost coincide with each other..
and when there's exam, we wants peace and quiet,
and when there's a festive season,
there would not be any peace and quite,
so, here it goes again.. trying to digest in the midst of fireworks and firecrackers, and homemade bomb...

anyway, i'm still in the midst of trying to study and digest.. err at least concentrate..
i cant stay focus.. alrite..

this whole entire week i have to:
. focus
. concentrate
. have really good memory
. really focusing


ok crap... anyway, mum and dad coming down tml.. so...

they'll kill me if they see me online again.. hmmmph....


anyway...


the question of the year:

will i or will i not make it through this time????





ps: pray 4 me plssss... thnx

pps: "never say i don't know how"

ppps: "believe"

pppps: "be positive"
(for those who know, positive aint me.. i'll try)

might as well kill me ... i cant study haizzz

its the last week of college and now only i skipped the whole day of college.
how sweet. duh!

today, i woke up late.
an hour late. and i skipped college.
i thought it would be productive.
but how wrong i was,...hmmph...

i woke up, i read a bit... and i forgot what i read..
then i went to shower and go out to buy food...
in bukit jelutong, there's only mamak..
i went to the nearest... but then i changed my mind and went all the way to the other side of BJ.
then buy rice from mamak and then back to the place i went before..
wanna go see doc.. cause i thought no one would be visiting the doc at this hour of the day..
i was damn wrong again...
the whole clinic full...
damn...
went back.. stopped at community hall and pick up some food..
junk food..

then back home..
i travel 20km just to find food wth..
then eat and newspaper...
and then went to grab my books...
in front tv.. on tv..
nice showw...
watch show... im kinda hooked on hbo these days.. stupid..

then by the time it finished alrd 3pm..
slept till 4. thanks sp woke me up..
wake up.. look at the pile of books, went back to sleep till 5..
heavy rain... the other room was leaking.. look for baldi to takung the water...
wtf... how can a house leak??

then it was online.. till now... wtf


no study. no homework.

i so dead.

its been a week

omygosh its been more than a week since i've updated..

that's a progress..

but its not like im studying like i'm supposed to or anything..

the fact was, i was online the whole entire time.
i was hooked on facebook hatchlings and also crazy taxi game.

anyway, last wednesday,
was super tired and all after class..
i felt grumpy alrd after lunch...
and then i was in library doing my things, then i suddenly remembered synn asked me for movie yesterday and i said i cant because i tot it was thursday...(lost track of time)
so it was wed and its one hour before the movie starts and then, i msged her and all...
by the time we're ready to go, its alrd 4pm..
some more its raining super heavy by the time i went to get my stuff at the locker..
swttt..
why la this has to happen everytime i got nice plans??

yeah synn came with her umbrella and we went to my car..
wtf i parked so damn far that day cause i was late...

im not sure whether its wednesday or what... i think it is...
wtf..early morning..
i thought i was early but then i ended up going out later..wthhhhh

its like this i wanted to leave house..looked for my house key..
tak jumpa..look again...din sseee it anywhere..
start to panic..
went up to my room look again...
wtf i remember i leave my keys at that place laaa...

so i woke him up, and ask.. got see my key or not??
he said... no la who want to take ur key...

so i kept looking again... kitchen, dry and wet, dining table, and even the fridge. wtf still dun have...
i went up to my room again.. drawers and bed..
by that time he wake up edi.. keep looking..
i went down he give me his car key... ask me go check there...

wtf, the key really in his car..
somemore say who the hell want to take ur keys worrrr...
it took me freaking 20 mins hao bu hao... i wan 10 mins early.. end up 10 mins late and fuck no nearer parking...(ss15, too much activity too little parking..)

then i went to the stupid machine... since the start of the week, the machine has been giving me problem every single day...
okay i was late.. and the queue was super long.. somemore that stupid first machine in front mcd not working, and the one further up in front bank one also not working.. so everyone use the one in front mamak...

fuck one la.. i put money, i think too much,.. in the end everything fell out... fuck daooo... so i went off to my car to take just enough syiling..stupid..waited a while and the whole process begins..

and then there's this day, the machine decides to torture me again.. and so i went back to my car to take more syiling.. and get the ticket...and went to the atm..get money... then then.... by the time i reached college, only i realise the parking tic is with me all along, and i forgot to leave it at the car.. wtf have to walk back again..damn fucking far lo...

then then...there's this morning, parking machine decided to shake hand with atm and torture me...
stupid.. the machine didnt want my coins and the atm, didnt want to give me money...
fuck.

ok change topic, and and i think its on wednesday tooooo...
after the parking machine incident, what the fuck..
i went to coll.. they HAVE to check our tags..
and then, i lazy take out my tag(its right at the bottom of my bag la wth)
so i told that guard i forgot to bring..
he ask me to go to the other side where this indian guard is apparently sitting in his comfortable office...
wth...

question me why i didnt have my ID.
i forgot to bring.
forgot? how can u forgot ur ID. from next month onwards if u dont have ur ID we will ask u to go back home and take it. we wont let u in. this time i let u go with a warning first ok?
*ur mother.... i wearing TAYLORS tshirt ok.. how can i fake that i'm a taylorian while wearing a super ugly taylors shirt? NExt month a??? u wont see my cute chubby face in taylors anymore la.. next month konon...* i just said ok whatever and left.

then then... there's this day.. i forgot which day.. if i not mistaken its wednesday..(Wtf wednesday again ah??)
i went cafeteria to buy food in between classes... its rm2.10 the sandwich..
then i pay rm3..
the FAT uncle said, got 10 cents?
i said dunt have.
u know what is his fucking reply??
wahhh...10 cents also dont have ah? next time i give u all 5 cents change..

what the fucking hell is wrong with him???
i am CUSTOMER lei...
its my right i want to give how much for change laaaa..
u know what.. i damn regret din tembak him back..
its ok... i can pay electric bill with 5 cents...
i can shop in guardian and giant with 5 cents...
i hope u rot in hell...

the thing is, i always think what to say after i left...
hmmmph bad bad...

anyway, back to the movie part.
okay i went there... the movie starts 4.20pm...
we reached at 4.30pm thanks to the rain..
so decided to watch mamma mia!!!!!!
nice nice nice
omygosh i lovvvveee musicalsss.....

okay now i think i know why i so damn grumpy and depressed on wednesday...

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i bought a nail polish the night before moot court...
i wanted purple but then i look like a vampire when i had it on my hands...
so....
i had it on my toes instead..
hahaha....
my theme...
"imperfection is perfection"

many tries and errors and end up with this theme...
heheheheh



ps: i know my feet is so damn ugly..
i have flat foot, mind u...
its genetic.. lolx..
i dont have nice curvy feet like every other girls..or guys..

pictures post

let this post be a picture post.
since i so semangat choose pictures and resize one by one.

did this during trials.
err i kinda like the words...

had this for breakfast the day after trials.

it always rain when i go home lei... why ahhh?? sky dark dark...
see police shortly after i took this pic..

rainbow come out after rain.
bak kata pepatah,
*forgot edi*

its like, after rainy days there's rainbow...i think it means there's hope.

accidentally saw this rainbow tho...
wanted to spy on bc.. but then i saw rainbow..heheheh

loooong way to go =(
but clear road ahead =)

mun synn the driver @ traffic light.
"eh faster faster stop edi..."

take one pic nia green light edi =.=

two bored ppl who have nothing better to do...

sawah padi + sunset...
aaawwww...
wanna reach home edi

langit yg teramat indah sekali...

langit yg indah tetapi jalan yg tidak indah sangat..

sunset again..wheeeeee

hehehehe....dunno who lai de...

reach edi reach edi reach edi!!!!
woooohooooo.....

apa nih???
sign board or confusing board????
dunno wan to say creative or "overly creative"

ehhh we so semangat leiii....
sampai sitiawan nia, terus head to nearest pasar ramadan edi...
lucky still got stall open...
buka puasa time in a few minutes..

it broke.
i think i put too much things in my bag.. =(

no matter how hard i tried, i can never take a really nice and natural pic of this..
omgosh my lovely lovely prawns...alll mine...
MINE!!!

akibat hujan.. ish babi betul.. why la hujan everytime i go home..
thought my car would be cleaner if i go home during day time...
mana tau end up more dirty

my crab gone edi..

it all happen on that fateful day...
hmmph..
stupid acc exam...
make me sacrifice my crab =(

my new toy
grandma say i very childish
ishhh i collect toy got wrong meh?

it look nice in picture anyway...
i was bored...
nothing to do at ee's house..

hmmmph.. i was bored..

bored till tak tahan...
went outside to take pic...
the flower look so fragile..
like wan to fall off like that...

kinda like this...
somehow its nice...i feel la....

like this pic tooooo...
cause the only pic with blur background...
hhahaha

the pic's nice cause i set to macro mode.
i think so...

bagi budak2 bandar yg tak pernah tengok cawan toreh getah...
tadaaaaaaa....

*pssst... i think so la if i not mistaken this is used to collect the getah from the tree...

from another angle.

because my car is so dirty,
i dunno how to wash and where to start washing..

so i sacrifce 1 hour of my sleeping time and my beloved RM10 and sent it to a car wash.

was bored gilerrr....
so i took out my cam and start wuliao-ing...hahahhaha

the 'sofa' i sat on...
lucky it didnt break cause i am so damn heavy...

business so good...
cars cant stop coming in...
yeah i was sitting right in the middle...

bear bear dalam kereta puteri ponteng...
she went back home to take her lappy and we went to mcd online...
stw mcd can online lei..
wheeeee!!!!!
i was bored so i took pic of that bear bear...

puteri ponteng punya parking skill....
one car two space.
=)

STEAMBOAAAATTTT!!!
the girls who went to steamboat..
lets see...
back row l-r : accountant, pharmarcist, doctor, quantity surveyor, direction-less(depressing)
front row l-r: business, biochem(if i no mistaken), english teacher(i think so), doctor(errrrr...not sure tooo)
ps: back row expression liddat cause horrr.. smile vry long e haven take worrrrr...

wheeee... guess whatttt...
its salonplas wrapper... i fold fold... cut cut... roll roll...
tadaaaaaa...

the day before i left stw, i open the drawer and...
its full of memories..
i found my autograph book..walaoehhh...
i open.. and flip...
i surprised myself also lorrr..
dunno how some ppl i never talk to will write in my autograph book one lei...

and above, the one and only postcard from a fren..
hahaha my frens never send postcard...
so near send what postcard lorrr...

anyway, according to the sender of the postcard, it was a gift from japan...
waaaahhhh!!!! =)

another SHOCKING find...
i scored 92/100 for MATH.
MATHEMATICS.

of course laaa.. the whole paper is on matriks.
the one and only chap in math i understand and deeply in love with...
hahahaha.....

92% and only 2 WRONG leiiii...
imagine 2 [x] on whole paper....
walaoehhhhhh...

that saturday i came back to kl with a heavy heart...
dun wan holiday end so early wtf...
not yet 1 week also...
feel like back for 2 days nia have to come back edi.... =(
anyway, i was driving and taking pics...
so jam... cannot speed also.. cannot jalan also...
take pic for kenangan laaa...
hahahahahah...

HOI, dilarang memotong la..
x paham bahasa ke???
lu gi skolah memandu mana a???
macam mana pass punya a???
dahle dilarang memotong...
yg ni, potong guna lorong motosikal lagiii...
alaaaa....macam mana pass ujian memandu o????
ha... ni mesti ada bagi *ahem ahem* punya kannnnn...
swt...

if i not mistaken, this is still at the bridge lorrr...
before the bridge somemore.. what the hell ... the stupid small brigde nia take 30 mins alrd...
if dun have traffic police, ma take 2 hours lorrrr...

finally, going up the bridge...
verrry s-l-o-w-l-y...

din jam alrd jam, use time to take pic lo..
see sheng ping de skill...
nice hor nice horrrr....
taken before i took them on a tour to see sungai perak..
yang mengalir di seluruh negeri perak..
wahahahah

this one dunno call what kampung place with damn nice and big roads.
i tot jam a bit nia..
SEE the QUEUE...
but that day damn lucky...
my queue is always the fast one
heheheheh

see see....

see i take so many pic also know very jam la..
if not jam how i take pic??




and this concludes this round of picture post... actually there's more pic.. but then... i forgot to put in comp so... hmmmph.....



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Saturday, 11th October.

i went to college..
wth saturday also no parking..
ss15 really crazy place..

okay i went to malay..
since i am already there..
walaoeh the whole class only 4 ppl came..

i think its not bad..
better than only two people go lorrr..

then discuss moot court..
from 9.30am to about 3 in the afternoon..

then i came back..
finished up the script(take me 3 hours plus leiiiii)
first time so semangat do things..
sent to everyone..

wait for next intruction if there's any..

by the time i finish alrd almost 7..

went out dinner come back continue this post..

and now, i gonna go do something more beneficial..

chaoooo

tiffy's long delayed tag =)

RULES:
State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.
The people I tag are then to follow my footsteps.
No tag backs.

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1. I feel very alive during midnight, but very very sleepy during day.

2. When I am serious, people will think I’m not and when I’m not they will think I am.

3. I don’t study when exam is near. Instead, I do wuliao stuff. Example, arranging shells, washing my car etc.

4. I embarrass my self everyday, its not like I want to, but it just happens.

5. I am always emo-ing… I complain a lot..

6. I hate the thought of being someone I am not and thus I am myself no matter what people say.

7. I don’t mind people saying I am FAT in my face. Cause I really am. Lol, I wont go and starve myself when people call me fat. I’m just being well fed. Someone once said, “Fat means healthy, this means not healthy”. hahahahah

8. My lose weight plans NEVER worked. Once I start losing weight, I will gain all the weight I lost in no time, plus some additional kgs. Thus, I become fatter every time I try losing weight.

9. I get bored easily.

10. Sometimes it’s not the question of do I want or don’t want. It’s the question of can or cannot?

11. I can sleep the whole day.

12. I talk to myself a lot.

13. I am always confused.

14. I wish I had more time.

15. I get sleepy if the speed limit is 60kmph or lower.

I tag : Sheng Ping * Huey Ping * Lay Chuy * Jun Nee * Sim

fortune cookie

people say, fortune cookie is very true.

i never had a fortune cookie before, till that day(quite some time ago).
miss S said her fortune cookie is a but scary. the paper inside the fortune cookie states exactly whats in her mind in the past few days.

so we decided to try our luck.

mine says,

"a journey of a thousand miles begins with one step"

i think its quite true.
at that time, i was thinking bout unis and TER and also my number of failures.

*yeah i did fail now, even after that fortune cookie, but i think i didnt take that one step.

emo-less

i guess, when i woke up this morning, i had locked 90% of my feelings deep down in my heart.
or it flew somewhere else while i was asleep. [whatever]

i woke up late this morning, and the usual me will send a message to sp telling her i am gonna be late.
[not that she goes to coll with me or anything]
okay, but today, i took my own sweet time looking for everything.

i left home 20 minutes later than my usual time.
i could have panicked and drive really fast, but today,
i did nothing.
i took my own sweet time.

i reach coll. i had to park real far [maybank].
but i didnt say a thing.

i realised i forgot to bring coins for the parking ticket.
the usual me woud be swearing all the way and messaged everyone.
today, i just say what the hell and went to look for coins.

then i went into the bank.
i wanted to deposit the cheque for someone.
there were no more forms, and the only thing i said is just fuck.
i know i said it because my mouth and mind had been programmed to blurt out that word every time things not going my way. or whatever.
then i proceed to the atm machine, thinking i could withdraw my expenses this week,
but both atms couldnt work.
i did not scream fuck,
but just said it silently.

went to coll, and got back my first paper.
i got an A.
wasnt too happy o anything.
in fact, i wasnt happy or sad at all.
i know my oral helped me to get that A.

then as the time passed, classes after classes,
i alrd failed one subject by lunch.
after lunch, i failed two more.

so all in all i failed Three subjects.

i wasnt sad or anything, just a tiny bit disappointed.
it wasnt till the third paper i fail, that i saw the world come crashing down[ok added a lil salt and pepper here].
i think failing Three papers is toooo much to bear...
i want to cry, but where is my tears?
i wan to scream but where is my voice?
sighhhhhhh..
shiet how could i be so stupid?

no matter i study or i not study,
i will always get bad result.

how cant i get better results?
[i know this is where someone will say, neh u sendiri din study, how to get goood result?]

haizzz....


anything also,

i blame myself.



whatever.

the whole entire week

hola..
im back from stw (haiz)...
means have to go back college soon..
super sian...
dont like study, dont like college, dont like exam, dont like assignment...

Friday

Supposed to come back yesterday night, but then I have discussion today so I couldn’t come back yesterday. Hmmph. Came back with bee chyi and mun synn today, bout 4pm. Mun synn drove all the way from my house to stw leiiiii….

Anyway, we went to pasar Ramadan to cari makan as soon as we reached. And I finished the food before I even reached home. Hehehe another bad driving habit. I don’t drink and drive, I eat and drive.

Saturday

Wake up 12.30pm today. Hahah last night watched movie till 4am maaa. Then only I sleep. Omgosh, I continued watching under the canopy of love from where I left it last year. Hahaha… so sweeeet…. Planned to watch till ep 16 then continue today, but then I cant stop myself can continued till ep 19 half. Hahaha

Was at home the whole day and doing nothing. But eat. Lol…

Continue under the canopy of love and then finish liao.. omgosh Kevin Cheng so suaiiiiii!!!!!

Sunday

I woke up early to go church. Its been a while since I went there. Okay I walked in the sanctuary, then looking for a place to sit but then, an usher come and asked me to sit somewhere at the back. Anyway, was alone so it doesn’t make any difference. One thing I really like and hate bout me going to Sunday service is that the ushers are sure to ask me whether I am a first timer. Lolxx.

After church, talked to winnie for a while then went to fetch grandma from another church and went for breakfast. Then went to take money, im broke wth. Went to Watson with the intention to buy ONE facial cleaner. But then I ended up with one kinder joy, one pink thingy, and FOUR salonplas. Wthhhh..spent RM32. shiet.

After that went to looking good to find food. Chicken rice for lunch. But then don’t have today, so went to kg koh to get the chicken rice I like.

Came home, do nothing and then have lunch and went over to ee’s place to ‘car big bomb’( learnt fron chui san)…

Walaoehhhh…from 2pm till 5.30pm I was doing nothing but trying to sleep while they talk.. no one smsed me at that time too so damn sien weh…

I didn’t manage to sleep, went out to take some pictures but then, my camera battery decided to die on me. What the hell.

And then came home, I ate and then was happily watching TV and ida smsed me and ask me to go out for dinner. I just had too much to eat so I just went out for a drink. Six of us went out, then it was quite early when they finished eating. 9.51pm. hmmm… I didn’t want to stay at home for the whole night, and I suggested mcd. Went there and talked till like 12.30am…till my grandma called. Haizzzz…

Before mcd, I went home to change car. Wasn’t too used to driving big car. Mum called and lectured me bout going genting. Ask this and that. If there’s guy going then I cannot go. Walaoeh like I can control whose going?? Lol… if like that, why last time don’t want to send me to convent and turn me into a lesbian?? Then I wont see guys for the rest of my life. Lolx.

At mcd, hmmmm… learnt a new game from those form six ppl… its fun when there’s big secrets to know…was a bit too tired at that time. then I kinda wasn’t thinking properly and asked some really overly sensitive questions. =( I’m really sorry kay I didn’t know its real.

Then came home and do nothing.

Ps, sometimes, I wish my family wouldn’t treat me like a 3 year old. Hmmm…. Come on, I’m 19. Anyway, since they wants to treat me like a 3 year old, then I shall act like a 3 year old. Thou shall never complain about those MCD Happy Meals, that Kinder Joy I bought because of the toys, and whatever childish thing I do. You are the one who treated me like a 3 year old (but im physically 19 years old), don’t blame me for acting like a 3 year old. You started it.

The Rest of the Week
*continue later*