Rant

ARGH!! I need to let this out!

feels like a volcano waiting to erupt. may end up scolding someone, anyone if i dont say this out here.

went into exam hall this morning feeling prepared to take on the battle. sat down, waited for the invigilators instructions, open the exam question booklet and WTF I DIDNTKNOWANYTHING~!

seriously, there is 13 questions, and i only knew how to do 1. and that is the essay question. alright, so i looked, and looked, and think very hard for answers, but nothing seems to come to my mind...

gave up and came out the exam hall early.

WTF I HAVE NEVER EVER BEEN SO... STUPID. NEVER EVER.
EVEN IF I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO ANY QUESTIONS, USUALLY I AM ABLE TO AT LEAST CRAP AND ANSWER ALL THE QUESTIONS.

BUT TODAY, I DIDNT. I JUST SIMPLY LEAVE IT BLANK AND WALKED OUT WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? THE THING IS...
I WASNT ANGRY OR SAD WITH MYSELF, OR DISAPPOINTED, IM JUST FEELING NEUTRAL. I CAME HOME AND FELL ASLEEP.

its like i felt numb already to all the negativity. i wasnt happy, but i wasnt extremely sad either.
i feel like giving up on life already. i just made my already-low cgpa even lower. fml to the max.
can i just give up studying already? clearly books and lectures are not my cup of tea, fuck the mindset that every1 needs to acquire higher education to have success in life. never believed that.

damnit i seriously dont know what the fuck is wrong with me...
the hsemate just said dun be sad.. and the problem is.. im not even sad...
i just dont want to talk to anyone and if i talked to you pls dont 'step on my tail' or i will bite you.

im stupid and i know it.
go. away.

piece of shit

And so, I have decided.

This blog holds memories from the past and there is no way i'm going to delete it. But I'll be blogging on the other blog mainly on sharing information such as what did i do, what did i eat, what did i see, where i went...(etc)

And on this dead blog, I will be updating on the other side of my life. The ranting side. The side where always complains about everything under the sun and the moon. btw, I have yet to think of a suitable title for the other blog lol...

Hehe... And so you have been informed. LOL i dun even think there's a single soul visiting this blog anymore...


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on the other hand,

I just got back my thesis proposal result and i have minor ammendments which means that i can just start with my thesis if i wanted to. BUT when i went to see my supervisor, she told me that there is nothing wrong with my propopsal. HOWEVER, *jeng, jeng, jeng* the whole thing is a piece of shit and is not a 3rd year standard and if i carry on doing then i MIGHT (have high chance) to fail my thesis which means that i will screw my 3 years of studying.. wtf?!

Alright, i know i stupid, but wtf?! I also know its my fault for choosing such a complicated topic. already know myself not that smart edi, still want to choose such difficult topic. find trouble, cari pasal.. dunno what to say...

Will be wasting more weekends on doing this piece of shit lor... ok my thesis is my new born baby, its not a piece of shit.. but i am so tired already.. haihhhh

Is Giving Up So Easy?

I am not the kind of person that handles stress well. Just last week, I almost gave up on TWO years of hard work. Literally giving up. I was feeling so down, and my future seems bleak. I can see nothing, but darkness. I thought I was at the end of my two years journey already. Another year to go and I am graduating. The thoughts of giving up is so strong that I would actually do it already, but friends have been encouraging me for moving forward. 


I wasn't joking when I said I wanted to give up. Nope, not at all. I was pretty damn serious about it. But, the thing is, how can I have the heart to tell my parents who has been funding my studies? We are not rich, and my fees are not cheap, but they have been paying the fees every semester. How can I tell my mum that her daughter wants to give up because she is not confident at all? How can I have the heart to break the news to them that the fees they have been paying all this while will go down the drain because their daughter is a quitter? 


Tears fell when I thought of that. There are many times when I talked to my mum over the phone, but I just can do it. I just can't let them down like that. As if I have not let them down enough. As if I'm not enough of a failure. Only my friends knew that I would want to give up. I spent weeks thinking long and hard about the giving up part. Those times that I was supposed to study for my failed papers, I spent it all on thinking, and thinking, instead of actually studying. 


I even delayed the payment of the new semester because I had actually planned to give it all up. But, how do i face the people that have put their hopes on me? I didn't do it.


The days leading to the resit exam are not easy too. I was feeling so 'emo' that I even had a plain  black profile picture on Facebook. Nope, it's not because I wanted to not show my face, but I was feeling really down. Like the life is worthless. People who know me will know that Facebook is my life (because I'm oh-so lifeless in real life). I had even considered to deactivate my fb account once and for all (if only i could find that damn button). But yeah, I didnt do it cause, I couldn't find the button. *swt case*


Through my TWO long years journey, I have met with many challenges, but this is the biggest obstacle so far. The thought of giving up had never been so strong like this before. But I thought back to those moments that I wanted to give up previously, and think where will I be if I had really given up. I have no idea. But one thing I know is, I AM STILL HERE BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO FIGHT, I CHOOSE TO CARRY ON. I DIDN'T GIVE UP.  I HAD A CHOICE, AND I DIDN'T DO IT.


Nope, I didn't give up the last time, so why should I this time?


There are moments in life where we met an obstacle or two, but everything happens for a reason. When you fall down, then stand up again. Or else you'll never learn. Standing back up is not easy, neither is giving up. So, just stand up for once. 


For now, I am still waiting for results, but I hope things will be positive. *fingers crossed* Thank you all who have been with me through the darkest hour. 

Yo!

Just trying out the new blogger.com interface. Abit confusing for me right now. So plain... Need some getting used to...

Click (1) there to "Try the updated blogger interface".

Then it will turn to the page as below. Really, it's very different, and a bit confusing for me. Oh well, can always click (2) to "Switch back to the old interface". But when you click they will ask you for comments, as they are still trying to improve.

If you're too free then you can spend a few minutes with the comments and feedback, or can just click "Skip".

I realise that with the new interface, they do not bring you directly to a "Published" page where you can click view blog after publishing a post. It stays on the same page where you are composing the blogpost, which I think is oh-so-not convenient for me.

I think I lose a little bit of weight, 

but I cant be sure. 

And I dont want to be sure. 

Dear tze,

Remember the time when you're stuck while doing assignment.. And the due date was so near its impossible to do anything..

Remember the time where you were so stressed up and giving up is the only thing you could think of?

The thought of giving up is so strong..

But guess what..

You made it through.

Fight, for another time. Fight like you never fought before.

Life is not fair, its up to you to change it.

:(

life is tough these days. 

especially this few days.

this is the toughest moment so far...

the journey in the past 2 years is not easy,

but i have made it so far, 

and now, i might have to walking.

and choose another path.

should i?

i need answers.

i am tired,

i have no more energy to carry on, 

but i have made it thru so far,

is it worth it?

i'm almost at the end of the journey. 

but this rock is too huge for me. 

too huge. 

im seriously tired. 

whats the use of crying,

answers don't flow out with the tears.

but i really cant take it anymore. 

how?

i am such a big disappointment for everyone who cared. 

im sorry. 

i have betrayed ur trust. 

if there is a hole,

i would hide and sulk there. 

Crossroads

If the crossroads in life is like the branches on the tree, then it would be a very interesting journey. 

ż ђ ї ~ q أ ήg's photostream

ż ђ ї ~ q أ ήg's photostream on Flickr.

:) some of the pictures i have taken thru the years, i'm still learning and improving... i know, it's not presentable, but show your support for a noobie? hehehe

e M o

I have a confession to make.

Last month, when everyone went home for grandma's birthday, I stayed back with the excuse that I wanted to study for the exam. But, I was at a concert. 

To clarify, I really did spend time studying, and that 3 hours at the concert is just a 'rest time'.

The sad part is, I broke my own promise thaat I will go home after exam to celebrate. I didnt. 

Finally went back after almost 1.5 month... And grandma came to hug me as soon as she saw me. I didnt hug back because its awkward. Not our culture at all. First time she did this... 

I feel bad... why did i have to neglect them so much? 

and for them to say that they are old and probably dont have much time left, it's... not something that i want to hear. people leave, that i understand, but there is a part of me that believe that they will be there forever with me... 

they will be there when i graduate, they will attend my ceremony. im not good with my studies, and they may not be the proudest grandparents around, but im sure they will attend. 

they will be there when i start working, and i will earn enough money to take them to a holiday.

i will definitely be able to do that. 

they will be strong enough to go places with me.. with my own salary! 

when i am 30, 40, or 50 years old, they will still be there for me... i really want to believe they will... there is always somewhere i am able to go back to... a place where i feel the love and comfort... they will be there when i need a place to hide... 

gosh, why am i doing this post again.. its so depressing...

I want to be able to spend more time with them... 

But being 3rd year and internship and thesis... 

im being such a bad granddaughter. fmyself. 

Short Update

I am currently editing pictures (adding watermark) for the Chicken Nest Bao post. It's 3.02am, and I am super hungry looking at the pictures. Zomgosh!! Anyway, sorry for the long delay, I took a while to procrastinate, and then when I finally decided I should start with the post, I then took two days to get the harddisk which is just on the table, another day to finally plug it in my computer, then an extra day to actually open the folders, and choose and copy the pictures, 1 day for the pictures to sit on the desktop as decorations, and finally, 1 day (I hope) to edit, and then God know how long I will take to start typing.

This short update should just end at the second sentence. Now everyone (who actually bothers to come to my blog) knows how much of a procrastinator I am.

LOL

A leaves the main door to the apartment open, knowing that anything could happen.

B confronts A.

B: Hey, can you don't leave the door open like that? It has happen many times already and I am sick of closing the door for you. Do you know the potential danger if there is bad people? They might just come in and rob you.

A: Even if the door is locked, things still disappear in this house. I prefer to think that strangers came in to steal them than my housemates. *STARE AT B*

Life so Far

Life's good I think. It could have been worse.

I am one year older, and had friends and family to celebrate with. What more can I ask for?

Definitely, life's good.


Studies not good tho. Need to work really really hard to get really really good result. And had some really really bad lecturers who demotivates me. So, I'm doomed. Hope I have the motivation to study... T___T

I Will Be 22 ...

In an hour or less, I will be 22 years old. 

I'm OLD!!!! *add drama*

A different kind of ice-cream?

was out with parents today and I randomly showed mum where is Tutti Frutti, and the next thing I know, we're in the shop choosing flavours :D

had the guava, vanilla and also the original flavour. guava is kind of sour tho.. wanted death by chocolate but i had too much chocolate lately, so end up taking the other flavours.

I Have A New Site

Hello friends,


I've been working on a new site for a while now, and I guess it's time to slowly move over. I have yet to decide to abandon this one, but I guess I will be maintaining both sites for now. Updates will be either here or there, so do check it out k.


Tze :)


Here is the new link : http://tzeeeching.blogspot.com/


Ps: Please to tell me if there is anything I can improve in terms of layout and pictures there k :) Thanks.

Darn!

DAMN STRESSED ahhhhh~~~~

Cannot study!!! 

:(

gah

i wake up one morning and replied one message with the word 'gah'.


from then on, i kept using it. i have no idea where it came from. :)


updates are scarce. i have a very busy student life. everything seems to happen at the same time, and the feeling of giving up is there. i am very close to give up last week, but i  hang on, and i hope i pass. *fingers crossed*

it's for your own good...

i desperately want my facebook back. 

i have never been procrastinating this much.

today is supposedly the due date, 

but it was extended to tomorrow.

i. just. cant. do. it. 

fml. 

Making Decisions

I don't know about you, but i truly dislike making decisions. Even simple choices like want to eat this or that is difficult for me to decide. first because its food and i generally love food and that made making decision harder, and second, i just cant decide. 


even for assignment, although i have alot of time to finish it, but i still wait till the last minute because i simply cannot decide on  which topic to do. this is what happens when there are choices. having choices is a good thing, but for me, its just like a nightmare to me... 


i hate it when people ask me to think of what to eat (which happens all the time when im at home), because i just cant think on the spot and tell u the answer. o.o maybe thats why i have only a few 'favourite' places only. because i dun like to think and make decision and i just end up going to places that i know and is convenient. O.o

busy

busy, very busy, super busy.
let's see...

i have papers due on 27th May, then in June, 1, 8,9,10, working on 12th, 13, and 29.
had quiz today which i din do well in because i had no time at all to study... :(

#1 Testing

hello, test, test ,test.

Click here for older posts....

Should I move?

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Short Note: Versi Bahasa Malaysia di atas, scroll down for English version xD 
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ada sesuatu yang aku tidak faham.  ada juga sepekara yang menggatal dalam mindaku. 


pertama, mengapa langit biru? ok ok mungkin itu bukan perkara yang aku tengah fikir, tetapi, aku dah lupa apa yang aku tak faham. 


kedua, perkara yang menggatal dalam mindaku. sebagaimana yang anda tahu, (ok mungkin anda yang membaca ini tidak tahu, tapi mereka yang mengikuti blog boring saya ini mungkin tahu) blog ini dah lama. dah tua. dah bertahun-tahun aku blog di alamat ini. inilah blog aku yang pertamaaaaa sekali. aku buka blog ini masa form 3, pastu aku lompat ke tempat yang lain, buka blog-blog yang baru, banyak juga yang aku tulis dalam blog semua tu, tapi sekarang memang dah tak ada lagi. tinggal yang ni jer.. aku pernah blog di wretch, friendster, xanga, ahh wordpress, ada laman apa lagi ye? dah lupa dah, tapi i ingatlah, lebih dari 1 yang i ada. lompat sini, lompat sana. lompat hingga blog ini aku lupai. tetapi, tiba tiba, blogger.com hantar aku email pulak, suruh aku claim balik blog aku yang ketinggallan ni, so aku pun baliklah sini dan menetap. dah lapan tahun usia blog ini... tapi tu i kira dari masa buka blog... yang betul2 aku balik blog kat sini mungkin 4 atau 5 tahun jer... 


tapi, 4 tahun ke, 5 tahun ke, agak panjang juga tempoh masanya.. baangkanlah, kalau ada anak, sudah masuk tadika.. kalau blog ini anak i, dah masuk tahun 2 kat sekolah dah. dah lapan tahun beb! cepatnya masa berlalu ni. 


ok dah cakap panjang panjang, apa yang menggatal dalam mindaku in ye? alright, sekarang aku nak kata dah... 


blog ni kesayangan i, tapi, manusia harus memandang ke depan, so i fikirlah, patut ke i pindah blog? buka blog yang baru, dengan konsep yang baru, design yang fresh sikit, nama yang baru, dan menetap di sana. i tak kata nak tutup blog ni. yang ni anak pertama i, yang baru tu macam pindah ke rumah pertama pulak. 


apa komen anda? patut ke? 

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I am so sorry I have to blog in broken Malay language. This is how long I am away from school (not that my malay in school is very well, hmmm maybe it’s this standard too). Well, I hope you have stayed long enough to see the English version. For those who don’t read malay, hehe.

“There is something that I don’t understand. There is also something bothering me.

First, why is the sky blue? Ok maybe that’s not what I was thinking, but, I hhave already forgotten what I don’t understand.

Secondly, the thing that has been bothering me. As you know, (ok maybe you don’t know, but those who have been following me over all these years might know) that this blog is quite old. Its been years I have been blogging at this address. This is my first ever blog. I had this blog when I was in Form 3, and then I just end up at other blogsites, opening many new ones, and I had also been blogging at those sites a lot, but now there’s no more. This is the only one left. I have blogged in Wretch, Friendster, Xanga, ahhh Wordpress, and what other sites are there? I cannot remember, but I do remember, I own more than 1 blog. I have been hopping around different blogsites that I totally forgot about this blog. However, out of a sudden, blogger.com sent me an email to claim back my already-forgotten blog, and so I came back and stayed till now. It’s been 8 years this blog. But I calculated that from the time I had this blog. The time that I really posted is just 4 or 5 years only.

But! No matter its 4 years or 5 years, it is quite a long time. Just imagine, if I had a child, he or she is already in kindergarten. If this blog is my child, he or she is already in Standard 2. It has been EIGHT years baby! How fast time flies.

Ok, I have been very long winded. So what’s been bothering me? Alright, now I will spill…

This blog is my love, but, we have to step forward and look ahead. So, I was just thinking, should I move now? Open a new blog, with new concept, a fresh design, a new name, and just stay there. I am not closing this one, this is like my first child. The new blog is like moving to a new home.

So what do you think? Should I?"

The dinner tonight

cough die me

一個人生活

This is one talented singer. He may not look handsome, he is not average thin. But he is blessed with an awesome voice. A voice that will touch hearts. 

BAD EXPERIENCE IN SS2 HAWKER CENTRE

very angry!

went to eat at the small hawker centre at ss2, and was bombarded by the stall owners there before we even get to sit down WTF!

i already know what to eat, and i wasnt sure who is from which stall, so i didnt want to order. and i am serious when i say we were surrounded. like a riot going on there WTF.

i wanted to order from 1 stall, and there's this old man from another stall, which keep insisting us to eat from his stall. we didnt want to, and while they are still crowding us, one of my friend walked over to the preferred stall and ordered. WTFFFFF!

when the order came, the old man (which we didn't order from) walk past our table and said "you girls already kena tipu, pay so expensive". WALAOEHHHHH... My supposedly happy dinner became an unhappy one because of him wtf. if i ordered some cheaper food or drink i already fan toi ok! cibai now i got money, i feel rich i want to pay expensive cannot isit? ada kena mengena dengan kamu?

"HELLO, YOU FILTHY OLD MAN WITH NO MANNERS, 
I AM OVER 21 YEARS OLD AND I DONT NEED YOU TO DECIDE WHAT SHOULD I EAT, 
OR WHERE I ORDER FROM. 


I HAVE MY OWN RIGHTS, AND I WILL STICK TO MY CHOICE,
BECAUSE I LIVE IN A DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY! 


WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, I DONT KNOW!"

and then, later we wanted to order char koay teow to tapao, and my fren again went to order from another stall. we didnt know the original stall we order from sells ckt too ok. shud have ordered together if we knew.

and then that filthy old man walk past again and said, "SIT SO NEAR MY STALL ALSO DIN ORDER FROM ME" 

SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT FILTHY OLD PERSON? 
my fren say maybe he alrd nyanyuk (SO WHAT?)
nehlikong, seriously, if i have ordered air limau, or teh ais, there will be a drama there.

i dont mind making a scene.


spoil my mood and appetite, that chaocibai filthy old person.

曹格 Gary Chaw >Back In Control< Album Promo at Lowyat!

This week has been a very GFC weekend. Spent Saturday night with GFC peeps and Sunday night again at Gary's promo tour. I get to know new people, and, I get to see Gary!!!!! Why didn't I join in their activities earlier??? Was kind of sick before Saturday, and it always gets worse when I came back at night. Coughed till 5am before i get to sleep :( 

Anyways, GARY! 

Started the journey at 3.30pm from Sunway Pyramid, fetching Phaik and her brother. I didn't want to go there alone and they are heading the same way, so we decided to go together. xD It's so boring in my car that both of them fell asleep. *Am i that boring?* T__T

Then went to Low Yat Plaza. First time I drive to KL during weekends. Was praying really hard for parking, and there's like very close chances, but missed all of them. Ended up parking in B5. Quite scary cause it's such a secluded place, but thankfully, there's 2 other people with me. Went to the lift and guess what we saw!! Gary's promo tour details on the lift door. It's on EVERY floor ok. No kidding, and, on BOTH the lifts. It's impossible the shoppers there can missed staring at Gary while waiting for the very slow lift. xD Unless they choose to go up using elevator which is faster, but imagine walking up from B5, and there's like 5 floors of walking past Gary's promo advert xD hehehehhe

Oh ya, MY FIRST TIME IN LOW YAT. why is it in caps? i dont know, just for the fun of it. xD 

Walked around a little bit and then went outside and met Tracy. Followed him arnd for tickets hehehe. The organizers are preparing for the night, setting up stage, seats, banners, etc.

The emcee for CSL (the main organiser) booth already start to attract people at 4 something already; giving away goodies bag etc. hehe. 

We wanted poster so we walked near and Tracy said we want poster. So he gave us poster and then later the goodie bag. I didn't open and see what's inside beause I thought it would be all papers and nothing else. Only when I sat down at cafe I realise there's a car phone holder. It's not expensive, and it's not cheap too. That's why till today i haven bought any. And, most important, don't need to buy edi xD 

We got 50 tickets for the friend club. Zone A tickets... Although it's not the front row or anything, *the last row* still better cause we can sit down while waiting for the thing to start. xD 

Didn't get much picture of the whole event because I was busy screaming and shouting and high-ing xD heheheh, and also because i have a very sucky camera and there are sooo many other people with nice camera and let them do their job xD I did try to take pictures with my camera but then, it's soooooo blur and sucky I can't post it here.. 

For a famous star like him, I expect it to start very late, but nooooo, it started a while past 7 which is considered early for Malaysian timing. He started the night with the song from his new album, 丑角, and two other songs from previous albums; 刮目相看 and 世界唯一的你. And, there were breaks in between songs for interview, games and interaction. 

He is so nice that he came down the stage and walk all the way to the back to get closer with Zone B fans. xD 

Where to get this kind of thoughtful celebrity? And, it's been a while since he come back and promote his album. So, double excitement for all GFC-ers and also all the fans that had been waiting for him. 

Ok. Now let me tell you what is soooooo exciting about this promo. I GET TO BE ON STAGE WITH HIM. If you watch entertainment news, you might (or might not) seen me. I don't know because I got no TV. Hehe, GFCers sang birthday song on stage. 

The cake is a big Number 5, which signifies that WE ARE FIVE YEARS OLD!! 

And, GFC celebrates it's 5th anniversary. We're 5 years old. 5 years is not long, and its not short either. In this 5 years, I graduated from high school, graduated from pre-u, and now i am pursuing my dream and graduating from my degree program next year. Even a 5 year old baby can now walk, talk, run, scream, etc. *tears of joy* I wasn't with GFC previously. Only started to join their activities recently, why? because I shy. I hope for more 5 years ahead of us xD Hope to join in more GFC activities in the future!! XD If memory didn't fail me, I started in July 2006, almost 5 years ago. But only officially joined the  club in 2008. And now it's 2011. xD 

FYI: GFC is Gary Friend Club, not Gary Fan Club. 

Ohya, during that night, he also announce that he is going to have his Sensation World Tour on July 16!!! Mark your calender!! xD I've marked mine.... 

If you have time, watch the video and spot me!! xD Now I can say, "Mummy, I'm on You Tube!!!" XD

P.S: I just found out that I have a paper on Monday the 18th!~!!!! This is sooooo unfair ok. Previous semesters we have papers everyday back to back and now! now that i have plan they become so nice and have 1 day break in between papers. [!!!] I have to come up with a new plan wtf. I must attend the concert and I cant screw another paper. ahhhhh timing is just sooo....

*whyyyyy does it have to always clash....* :( 

P.P.S: if you are wondering why is this post so messy and the facts are so unorganised, then i'll tell you that i took 3 days writing this.. because i am oh-so-busy and this is a serioously long post. it was longer at first with more pictures, took out some of the pictures because it would take longer to write this. xD and if it gets any longer, i might have just give up writing and go stalk ppl on fb or something. 

P.P.P.S: i must say, the organiser did a good job. good crowd control, and it seems like everything went smoothly that night. 

:)

stay tuned for a CHAW post. 

i am still drafting it. 

*omg super excited, scream and die of sorethroat*

BAD BAD WEEK

ITS 4AM AND IM HERE BECAUSE I HAVE SOME BRAIN IN THE DICK HOUSEMATES. WTFUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PPL????????????????? TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH I TELL YOU!


NOT ONLY HE BRINGS HIS FRIENDS HOME AT 3AM, THEY SLAM THE DOOR, AND I BELIEVE THAT ONE OF THEM EVEN KNOCKED ON OUT DOORS AND THEN HIDE SOMEWHERE. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE IDIOTS? 




NOT EVEN AN OUNCE OF CONSIDERATION LIKE WTF. 


TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH....


JUST WAAAAAAAAAAYYYY TOO MUCH....


SERIOUSLY. 




WHAT? I TOLERATED THEY BANGING THE MUSIC TILL 6AM ON WEEKENDS MEANS THEY CAN DO IT ON WEEKDAYS TOO?????




WTFFFF.... 


I HAVE SENT SMSES, SLAMMED THE TISSUE BOX TO THE WALL, AND STILL, THEY DONT GET THE MESSAGE....


WHAT THE HELL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS...




ME BEING NICE MEANS I CAN BE BULLIED? NEH LI KONGGGG.....




CIBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HAVE I NOT GONE THRU ENOUGH THIS WEEK????????




WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! 

when boredom strikes in class

this is what bored people do. 

xD

was in the class listening to lecture and then i lost interest. and started doing this. i should just leave the camera at home next time. :) last time, distractions come in the form of books (netbook and facebook) hehhehe... 

and so i left the netbook at home and started bring notebook to write down points from lectures. hehe. but whyyyy, why do i play with  the camera now in class? :( 


i wonder if the lecturer realise... hmmmph

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