ke-dulan-an

I feel very du lan lo today.

Du lan bout everything.

Stupid traffic jam.

Thought wanna go back sleep for a while.

But then some of the alarms ring every 5 minutes.

So cant sleep at all.

By the time I am able to close my eyes, my own alarm ring again…

Then went back to face the jam again.

I thought by that time, it wont be that jam anymore.

I was so damn wrong.

Still that jam but not as jam as morning.

Suan lar.

Memang late already.

Don’t wan go back already.

Then sampai class damn late. But not as late as tiff for econs class.

And.. today econs… me alone for most of the time..

Walaoeh

Very boring wan lei…

And then, back already…

Went to giant to grab something to eat…

Walaoeh… only two counters open… and those malays… wanna raya edi…

Buy so many things…

What the.

And I sms someone who I never sms before.

And guess what..

SHE NEVER REPLIED!!!

What the…

TWO SMS!!

TWO sms u know ah…

What the…

One before I sleep.. and then the other one after I wake up..

Shiet lar…

I so hate when people never reply me when I feel bored/dulan or when I ask something that is kinda important lor…

After wake up from sleep, turn on my lappie and then start to mess with itunes.

What the hell…

Copy all the song from my external harddisk and delete the songs from my comp.. cause I copied it in the itunes edi..

Then I turn on again after my dinner…

What the helll….

All the songs cant play..

Apparently, I need to do something…

So I deleted the whole list…

1190 plus songs and start all over again…

This time, I did the right thing.

But then…. This message come out…

“copying music failed. The file name is either invalid or too long”

What the!!!

There’s nothing wrong with the files ok…

I’m so damn DU LAN right now lor

today.........

Slept at like 12 something n woke up at 4am this morning to 'study' for IT.
wtf.
cudnt study at all...
so went back to sleep at 6am.
Don’t ask what I did in that 2 hrs.
Time wasting to be exact.
Then I heard some noise. At first I thought it was the dog. Wonder why the stupid dog howl / bark so damn early in the morning. Then, I realise it wasn’t the dog. It was the ‘morning call’….

=)

to be continued... its getting late..

Monday BLuesss.....

finally, i got my baby lappy ystd at the pc fair in SP(sungai petani, not seberang perai)..
its just a small fair.. but got that quite cheap...
now, I'm afraid whether it's original or ciplak version anot lar...
whatever, waiting for it to arrive..
and I'm expecting something to go way wrong(yes, i really do)...
why??
went to look for lappy... then found one that has everything i wanted..
but then... when asked about what's the operating system, they say, " whatever operating system u want"... hmmm.. sounds fishy.....
then went around to seee and look.. but.... the other brands are ugly and their offer not as good as asus...so i decided to get it...
when i was paying, that Asus sales person told me that the software and the windows they use is the CIPLAK version...
damn it..
then, i told them i want an original version of windows, they seem like reluctant to give it to me for some stupid reason...
trust me, i almost ki siao and shouted in front of those ppl...
damn stupid sales ppl.. lol......
keep telling me its not worth it to get a genuine windows as I'm only a student, not doing a big business, bla bla bla.......
lol... its my damn prinsip ok?
I HATE THE WORD "PIRATED" AND I WONT USE ANYTHING "CIPLAK" UNLESS I DO NOT HAVE ANY CHOICE!
in the end, i have to pay RM300 more just to get a new Windows...
FINE!
" I DONT CARE HOW MUCH I PAY FOR IT AS LONG AS I GET A GENUINE WINDOWS>>"
and then, i said something more harsh...
and those ppl were numb.. chit!!!
lol... lets forget bout those leng chai(s)....


>>>>>fast forward>>>>>

this morning is kinda bored... Cynthia, Yen Loo, Tiff didnt come for the class this morning... so, i am alone... *sob sob*
and then, in the IT class, haiz...
MissV did the capture screen thingy...
for my IT project...
and OMgosh....
i was suppose to be the second person...
but something went wrong with the first person..
so, i am the first person...
and then...
so paiseh lei....
i key in the data into my database, and it didnt work..
*starting to panic***
luckily, she do it again and everything went... just ok..
did some mistake, but that couldnt be re-do....
so.... whatever....
IT project>> ITS OVER!!!

and then, i was signing in to this blog...
then, the college someone came and "lectured" me about me drinking Milo in the IT lab..
hmm... that's my Monday morning..
later, i have to go to econs class...
ALONE...
again....haizzzzzzzz.....
i have a lil phobia to be alone in class...
hmm...
whatever..
hope... *fingers crossed***
she doesn't give any group work later and she'll be teaching... so, i wont be looking around for a group...

the end....

English

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they brand it Fed UP?

2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?

3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?

8. Why is it called building when it is already built?

9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

10.If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

11.If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

12.If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat?? Humans ???

13.If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this???


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Q: What is the difference between men and puppies?

A: Puppies grow up.



Q: What do men have in common with ceramic tiles?

A: Fix them properly once and you can walk all over them forever.



Q: If you drop a man and a brick out of a plane, which one

would hit the ground first?

A: Who cares?????



Q: What did God say after he created man?

A: I can do better than this! And then he created woman!!!.



Q: What's the difference between an intelligent man & a UFO ?

A: I don't know, I've never seen either.



Q: What are two reasons why men don't mind their own business?

A: i) no mind ii) no business



Q: Why did Moses wander in the desert for 40 years?

A: Because even back then men wouldn't ask for directions!



Q: What's the difference between men and pigs?

A: Pigs don't turn into men when they drink...



Q: What makes men chase women they have no intention of

marrying?

A: The same urge that makes dogs chase vehicles they have no

intention of driving.



Q: What do you do with a man who thinks he's God's gift?

A: Exchange him!!



Q: Why do men like smart women?

A: Opposites attract.




copied and pasted from here for the third time...

> Dear All,
> Lets have some time for joke....
>
>
> ....INCREDIBLE...YOU'LL BE SURPRISE WITH THE ANSWERS...
> LETS SEE HOW MANY CORRECT ANSWERS YOU WILL HAVE WITH THE LAST PART????
>
>
> PLEASE READ IT TO THE END :
> First-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (Age 28) was having trouble with one of her
> students
>
> The teacher asked, "Boy. what is your problem?"
>
> Boy. answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the
> third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the
> third-grade too!"
>
> Ms. Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the principal's office.
>
> While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the
> principal what the situation was.
>
> The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed
> to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and
> behave. She agreed.
>
> Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed
> to take the test.
>
> Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
> Boy.: "9".
>
> Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
> Boy.: "36".
>
> And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade
> should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her, "I think the
> boy can go to the third-grade."
>
> Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I
> ask him ?"
>
> The principal and Boy. both agree.
>
> Ms Neelam asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of ?"
> Boy., after a moment : "Legs."
>
> Ms Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
> Boy.: "Pockets."
>
> Ms Neelam: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval,
> delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"
> Boy.: "Coconut"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
> The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the
> answer, boy was taking charge.
> Boy.: "Bubblegum"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and
> a dog does on three legs?"
> The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the
> answer...
> Boy.: "Shake hands"
>
> Ms Neelam: "Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?"
> Boy.: "Yep."
> Ms Neelam: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up.
> I get wet before you do."
> Boy.: "Tent"
>
> Ms Neelam: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored.
> The best man always has me first."
> The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala
> Vodka peg.
> Boy.: "Wedding Ring"
>
> Ms Neelam: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow
> me, you feel good."
> Boy.: "Nose"
>
> Ms Neelam: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a
> quiver."
> Boy.: "Arrow"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of
> heat and excitement?"
> Boy.: "Fire truck"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you don't get
> it, you have to use your hand."
> Boy.: "Fork"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What is it that all men have one of its longer on some men
> than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife
> after they're married?"
> Boy.: "SURNAME"
>
> Ms Neelam: "What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots
> of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?"
> Boy.: "HEART."
>
> The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send
> this boy to Harvard University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"



copied and pasted again from here...

went to coll an hour late today..
reach there tepat tepat time for acc class..
went in the class...
then look around...
suddenly feel weird...
why so many ppl i know not there wan...
but went in edi...
cant go out anymore...
sms tiff, and she told me they all went to do their assignment in the lab..
lucky got Jolyn there lo..
what the...
lucky i din skip lar...
so damn hard the accounting exercise she teach today...
dunno what the crap she talking bout also..
feel like math..
cause got alot formula and stuff like that...
then, we have economics...
decided to skip also... cause wanan finish my assignment also...
mana tau.. the econs class is for 10 minutes like that nia...
the teacher give question...
and everyone can go edi...
cei...
and .... u know what....
in the general lab, everyone say that they dun wanna go IT...
hmm...
i kesian the IT teacher lo.. but...
what to do.. i cannot help it also... if i go in IT..means i looking for trouble...
so i stay in the lab and finish my work...
supposed to pass up today wan...
but then the Photostat machine couldn't work..
and missJ give me permission to pass up tomorrow..
which makes me officially the very last one to pass up with permission..
lol...btw, all the others have to pass up last thursday..
and me, one week later..
ehehhehe
thats the only good thing that happen today...
i think......

getting tired of ....

.....:::::SKIP THIS PART IF U DUN WAN TO end up scratching ur head, wondering what the hell i talking bout::::.....

I'm starting to get tired of attending Psychology class early in the morning. sometimes, when i enter the class, she wont be doing anything important like teaching. like what happen last week, when we were doing the research on sleep. most of the days when i am in her class, i would be staring at the blank wall and or day dreaming, as she is busy sorting things out. and the class is from Monday to Friday(used to be), now is Monday to Thursday(still not much difference) with each class one hour. one hour is really short period for a class. by the time she came in, it would be bout 15 minutes late. and by the time she turns on the comp and gets everything ready, it'll be like 20 minutes gone. and then, most days, we were let off early, leaving onli bout 30-40 minutes of teaching. i am really tired attending this class. have to wake up extra early compared to the others. and i cant sleep in the car cause i have to drive to college..bout 30 minutes drive if its not jam. but every morning, it'll be jam like hell. cause its the time students go to school, parents go to work, maid go to pasar, and me go to my class. then, that would cost me bout 1 hour drive to my coll..and there was a few times last week, i let my house just a lil late, and i was trap in the damn jam for bout 20-30 minutes and i only reach the college 40 minutes after the class starts. then i sat there for 10 minutes and the class ends edi.. walaoeh... damn lar.. if i am going to be that late, i might as well sleep for one extra hour and save my energy.

..:::::::To Those Who Doesn't Understand What the Crap Shiet Me Talking Above:::::.....

in conclusion, i reallly beh syok early morning go class edi lor...really feel sien lar..everyday life like that wan...

I'm fine. i just wanna complain a lil bit.
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gone are the days where i stay in the college whole day(from 8am-5pm) and attending classes whole day(sometimes non stop).
nowadays, i would just come back at lunch time or 9am(Wednesday)...
every Monday i skip Economics tutorial...
Tuesday i become good gurl and attend all the classes(8am-4pm non stop)...
Wednesday i skip one hour of Psychology( u cant blame me...what u expect..i have six hours continuous break from 9am-3pm..what u wan me to do there?? i got no choice but go back and sleep. )
Thursday i skip ESL tutorial(every time i go also not many ppl wan...)
Friday i became an angel again(puik!) and attend all the classes.


SIGH!!!!
I KNOW I'M HOPELESS.....
SKIPPING CLASS AND STUFF...
BUT I JUST LOST MY 'DIRECTION'
STARTING TO GET TIRED OF EVERYTHING EDI...
EVERYDAY, ITS JUST THE SAME THING.
HMMM.....MAYBE ITS JUST ME GUA....

have loads to say..
first of all, i got Point Blanc's album, Straight To The Point..
and it is GReat...
i don't usually listen to Rap of whatever song like this...
i DON'T listen to RAP...
but this, for some reason its different..
All the songs are GOOD! seriously.. can you believe that i say a RAP song is good?
before u say, " cei Malaysian ppl sing de song.. where can listen de..."
u ARE SO Wrong if u think that way..
anyway, just wanna say that album, is just so GOOD....
and and... its damn cheap too, compared to a normal ORIGINAL cd price...
onli RM19.90....


what's the reason NOT to get it?


then, went to gurney(lol obviously) and i saw ho chak host!! ( cei...very pa pai meh??)
hahaha.. crap... lol.. they're not important..but i still msg some ppl for fun.. lol

b4 that, went to college for extra accounting class. oh my.. i never knew that Saturday also got so many people in the college wan lor.. the parking all full... but... when we went to the coll, there weren't that many ppl...
and and...tak da elektrik some more lei.. but lucky they provide generator.. if not... sia sia i wake up early and go coll...

next, wtf, its been raining non-stop from dunno when lar..since so long ago.. no im not complaing, just hate it if it rains when im driving...
the roads are slippery, higher chances of accidents to happen..
i cant see anything but blurry blurrr car in front of me, again, higher chances of accidents to happen..
i dun like driving in the rain..
i hate i hate...
so so much..
recap :: last week, i almost knock into a car, cause the road is so damn slippery after one whole night of downpour...i brake e.. i feel that the car has stop moving, but...its still sliding to the front, like a snowboard on ice/snow...
damn scary lar walaoeh....

lastly, talking bout car, i suddenly remembered that i haven washed my cars for weeks... for two weeks or more... everyday rain rain rain... no point washing rite?
waste time nia... so better let de rain wash lar.. eh...then like that ma means.. i wash my car everyday? hahaha....

laaast lassst....
i think i didn't make the wrong decision by not changing back to Malay specialist, after i had accounting for 7 months...
if i go back now, i am inviting trouble for myself..i did it once, dun wanna repeat it again...
and i din say its not a mistake staying in accounting class...
its already a mistake..so just carry on with it lar...
if i change back to Malay, I'll be doing more harm to myself compared to now...
understand??
hm...that's what i thought...



..::..::..::..PS..::..::..::..

wanna wish CONGRATULATIONS to Huey Ping, who got baptized today..
hmm... dunno what to wish tho..to ppl who just got baptised..
anyway, im happy for u!
=p
have a good day!

JULY 21 2007, the fate of Harry Potter will finally be revealed.

i cant wait for that...
i'm curious.

1. will Harry Potter die or lived?
2. i hope snape die..
3. voldermort? die or live?
4. i hope draco malfoy and his father die a gruesome death... but... they are not the main characters. so, they're not important.

i cant wait to get my hands on that book...
hmmm...
altho i want to be the first one who read that book, that would be impossible. haiz...
i just hope my mum, dad and idiot bro wont be delaying time when i am super nervous bout the contents of the book..
why them??
i asked them to come with me cause i dont wanna go alone.
mum wanna tag along tooo...
suen bian go eat breakfast in penang..
haiz...

omg!!!
the BEST thing just happpened!!
IT class cancelled!!!
yippie!!!
*clap hand*
* screaming like a mad fella in a quiet computer lab filled with ppl*

WHY am i so happy??
1. i have no lunch today. IT cancelled i have lunch.
2. supposed to pass up the IT project today. but.. im not even half way there...
3. i have English interview later. so i have time to at least read a lil before the test.

the most stupid/weird thing just happen on my way home today..

i was driving quite fast but within the speed limit today..

and then, out-of-no-where, when i was about to get out of the tunnel near tesco or the teacher college, this big car came from the opposite direction and he/she was coming right at me.. i mean.. his/her big big car, coming into my lane.. and it almost hit my car..get what i mean?? i almost had an accident.. and judging by the speed of the car and also mine, its gonna be a bad one.. but then, thank god that driver managed to get back to his/her lane in the nick of time..
if not, not only he/she will crash into my car, the car behind me wont have any time to stop too.. he was too near behind me. wtf.. penang road so damn small some more wor..
me?? i took quite sometime to realize what has just happened.. u know lar.. I'm damn blur.. and i never thought that one day, I'll be the unlucky one.. all these time, i am the one who looks at other people and say.. "what the hell happen??" , "whose fault?" , "too bad..." etc....
now, I'm wondering, where am i now if accident really happens? what will i do?? i think it will take some time for me to recover from my shock and disbelieve. and by that time i realized that i wasn't dreaming, the driver must have fled the scene or whatever...
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over paranoid
if i start to worry bout everything and start getting over paranoid, the best solution to prevent anything bad happening to myself is by not going out at all and stay at home.
but, if that happens, means staying at home is not the safest option anyway.
lets think of it..
if i dont stay at home and went out to somewhere..

1. accidents might happen
2. i might get robbed
3. i might fall into the drain
4. i might get kidnapped...
5. the sky might fall and 'hempap' me and i 'penyek' --> choi!! touch wood..

hmm.. if i go out, and worry bout driving too fast and then cant brake in time and crash into a big lorry like what they show in advertisement, that may result in me driving super slow..
tortoise also walk faster than the speed of my car..
thats not a good thing too.. i might be a hazard to the other road users..
by driving super slow, im not making things better but maybe worst..
so, to all the people out there who is now driving like a tortoise, thing bout that..
are u making the road safer or more dangerous??


and then, if i stay at home...

1. people might break into my house when i was sleeping and i become their 'tebusan' when they realise that someone see what they did and afraid that someone recognise their looks...
2. tsunami may happen when i was sleeping and my house get swept away with me in it..[crap]
3. due to my carelessness, the house may be on fire...

then...
go out also kenot
stay at home also kenot
what is the best solution then???
just dont think too much lar..
if u really think this much or maybe more than this, i suggest u go and consult a mental doctor.
its not an insult or anything bad..
its just a suggestion...

by the way, im not like that ok? maybe im paranoid, but its just a very very minor thing..
when i do think this much is when my mind wanders a.k.a day dreaming..
but when my mind is back to this world, i just forget it..
i mean.. maybe it will still be in my mind but...
haiya.. i also dunno how to say lar...



ps :: i wanted to include a few pictures in this post at first. but then, i am dead lazy and all i did was type what i wanted to and post it. i wonder when will i not be lazy to post pictures in my blog. hahaha. cheers.. have a nice day..

u noe? i feel like wanna put down everything and just go and hide in one corner.
i dunno why,
but i feel depressed occasionally.
not rarely, not seldom,but occasionally and it happen quite often.
but i recover kinda fast too..
i think...
mostly its during weekends when i totally have nothing to do..
maybe its just mood swings, but i really do feel depressed.
during weekdays, i would have not much time, so i dun think so much.
but during weekends when im not going back to stw, just stay at this stupid place...
i realllly feeel bad..
imagine the mixture of fear, disappointment,frustration,anger,worried,jealousy(yes u read it right) all mixed together...
the kind of feeling..
u just feel like u;re not in this world anymore..
i hate it..
but almost everyweekend, i will feel this way..
this week is not exceptional..
im stuck in this stupid island again for some reason..
saturday home alone for kinda the whole day...
have so much time to think of nonsense..
sunday..
i feel tat this world is so unfair..
i start showing my sour face when we're in pacific..
i felt that im not part of them when we're in the car.
what are they talking about?
anyone care explaing whats happening?
and then..
went to focus point..
mum and bro in the shop.
sat down..
and told de ppl there whats wrong with their specs.
i stood there. waiting for them to finish..
i tot it wont take long.
just a few moments then ok edi..
but i was WRONG!
feel like so left out and i stand there like an idiot..
they were talking as if im not there..
so i went out..
then went in again..
and went out..
then after quite some time,
mum and bro went to look for presents for bro's whoever...
and i followed them./..
and again,... they treat me as if im not there..
dad just stood there and see...lol
then something just hit me and i felt like crying..
its a stupid feeling trust me...
damnit..
so i went to a corner and just sat there watching ppl walk pass by for like half an hour..
i din really cry there...
public place lei..
but on the way home..
in the car..
i cried a lil..
back home..
i went straight to the room and lock myself inside..
and yes, the pillow is all wet..
haiz..
other than that, i realllly miss my frens back home in stw...and those in kl..
i met sp 2 weeks b4..
but..those in taylors..
so so damn long din see them edi lei...


ps: besides i miss stw, i miss my grandparents, i miss my frens, and my kuailan bro that dun really listens to whatever i say and pretty much the whole world thinks that im invincible, and unfair-ness , my life is not bad. lol...

result of ke-BORING-an...*1071 words*

tomorrow will be the first episode oh HANA KIMI.. yay.. hheheheh.. altho i have watched it before, but i want to watch again cause got wuchun mar... lol... i wanna watch again cause its a reallly nice show, filled with laughter.if u are in a bad mood or anything... try watching this show.. it might cheer u up.. hahhaha...last time, when i knew there was fahrenheit, i thought.. oh.. just another boy band.. now, hehehhe.. im a 'fan' of wu zhun's and jiro.. wu zhun is so so suai and jiro is so so cute.. you should see jiro;s character in that show.. heheheh... he;s alwayz nervous.. he's kinda weird..hahhaha... but... he's CUTE... lol..as u know, i have SIX hours break today..yes, 6 shours straight.. make me wish im back in form six when i can go home at 12.15pm.. and not wasting time, sitting here, waiting for time to pass... lol... one hour and ten minutes more to go... wanna lose my patience edi... haiz..6 hours = 1/4 of a day... see how much time i'm wasting?? haiz... faster la time pass...i mau balik nih.... boring lah kat sini...i dah boring kat frenster, dah boring kat... kat... check semua mail... dah boring tiap tiap hari tengok picture yg sama kat blog wu zhun....ish...dah nak hilang kesabaran nih..now, i tengah sign up for meebo... so its easy to chat anywhere... lol...hah,,,, dah siap...but dunno meebo account use for what de.. for those ppl out there who are really boring and had nothing to do..or the ppl who are reallllly free and wanna connect to msn messanger but dun have it in the comp, u can log on to Meebo to chat... its free... lol.....now i signed out edi... dunno what the hell its for.... so...dun care lar... create for fun... hahhahaha... lol... really boring lar.... for the first two hours... i finished my econs essay... copy and paste from wikipedia like i always do.. i know i know...plagarism.. heheheh.. whop cares...lol... went too look for mrs lucy just now... to pass up the econs paper and also to ask whether she is williing to change the time time for psychology class anot... but she say mayb cannot cause of some reason which i already forgot.. hahahha... i know my memory is bad.....i just went to see her like 15 minutes ago and i forgot what she says edi...hahahaha.... now im bloggin this on the notepad...connection here is slw...so cant post anything in blogger... so... i prefer to write it here and then save in pendrive and then go back onli post... hehehhehe... i am wrting this in font size 6 and its super small... cynthia is kinda curious what am i doing.. hahahhaha... lol... if u read this.. u ma know lo.... haiz... cant sign in to meebo now cause the connection is cacat wan.. haiz... very sien lei here.. i wan go back lar.. wan die of boredom edi la here....hey, i successfully signed in into ICQ in meebo.. what the.. what am i supposed to do now... dun have any contacts at all edi now.. cause i haven signed in to ICQ for like a few years edi... i ditched ICQ edi... just try my luck just now and then... viola.. i got in..haiz...im really sitting here doing stupid wuliao stuff la..oh... now i have a whole long list of buddies in ICQ that just popped up.. but then... out of the 197 frens in ICQ, NONE is online... i guess.... like me, everyone has ditched ICQ for who knows what.. hahaha....lol this is CRAP....ish... 45 nore minutes to go till class starts...sheng ping, u are so right... i cnat study here and 1/4 of my day is GONE just like that.. haiz...i told her i will study.. bt sitting here in front of a comp... nothiing to do also will turn to something to do.. lol... just like writing this blog here....i am bored and i have nothing to do...so i write this blog.. i have no idea how long is this yet.. hahahha... hopefully its long enough so its worth my time.. hahahah... crap....lol..oh ya... before i forgot... wanna thank syn for her comment in frenster.. hehehe.. thnks... u;re so busy facing ur mid year exam and stil, u write comment for me,... hahahah.. thanks u...i'l start bloggin bout today... today didnt start as a good day... this morning, before icome to college, i spill milo all over the table, the chair, the floor and also my jeans.. haiz.. so stupid lar....hai dao i have to come out late and then so jam at the stupid bridge... haiz...sien lei...this thing certainly LOOk long.. dunno lar.. dun care also.. haiz... this college is kinda weird lo.. cause i think.. all the test i did, never see de result before wan.. then how would i know if i am doing good or bad?? if i know the result and i know its not that goood, then maybe *ahem* i will do a bit more revision? hahhahah... kononnya willdo revision.. but now..blogging and writing crap here..heheh... as i was typing message for ping, mrs allen saw me and say.." you ah, everyday talking to boyfren wan ah"... hahahah..lol....haiz...
wow.. i copy and paste this whole thing and did word count in word... 879 words.. hahhaha.. how i wish i can write like that for my essays.. no need do researh and still pointless... just write like that... ahhahahhaha.... lol crap....my pendrive has been plugged in the computer for a few hours now.. later dunno go back got alot virus anot.. haiz...ish... half a year more to go... how i wanna survive like this o?? SIX hours is long lei.. really bored de lei.... kill me pls...feel so fan lar now... eyes so blur edi.... read so many words from 5 and de half hours ago till now.. haiz... helpppp ah... ida no heart wan...go ipoh see leng chai then no reply my message edi...haiz....i'll stop here if i can post this in blogger now... not many ppl in the lab now.. so i think the connection will be better gua....k try my luck now...sorry no paragraph.... hehhehe... got paragraf wan.. but copy till here.... all become one piece...

i forgot to say just now... besides wu chun and jiro, danson is not bad too.. hahahha... ish...

1071 words*

finished LAN..
so timetable also got lots of changes edi..
now,
monday is like normal..
Tuesday is the busiest day, class starts from 8am till 4pm. with no lunch break. damnit.
and wednesday, is the day with the longest break.. class from 8-9am, and 3-4pm, 6 hours break in between. what am i supposed to do with the six hours break?? dun ask me to go library..
i am phobia to library..
computer lab?? lazy lar.. whole day sit there... nothing to do also.. haiz..
and then thursday, is like normal.. not so busy, not so free...
friday, dun need to go so early.. got one more extra hour to sleep...
haiz.. i hate wednesdays...
i wish they would make it two hours straight instead of one hour each...
haiz...
i ran out of topic to blog this few days ./ dunno why...
feel like dun have that much to say edi.. haiz...
mid year is less than a month..
i AM SO DEAD..


GOOD NEWS!!!!

iDa tAn PASSED her DRIVING TEST TODAY!!!

eh... not i wan to 'criticise' her or what ok...
she ask me to blog about it de ok..
hahahha...
Congrats to u!!!!
hehehhehe...
u proved that im WRONG!!
=p

finnaly, another week gone…

yippie…

Friday is nothing cause nothing to pass up and there’s nothing important to do…

Lol..

Whatever…

I stayed in a freaking hot general lab from 11am to 3pm without lunch.

And then I told my mum I din have lunch yet .

and … end up kena marah… haiz….

Yea.

Wanna do last minute work on the planning material..

Hope got nothing wrong lar..

Then go to the class to pass up the planning material…

Guess what…

Less than 10 ppl came…

And everyone went back half way thru cause jenny wasn’t doing anything…

I walked out too…for a few minutes…

I had no where to go…

And nothing to do….

So I went back to the class…

Jenny and me in one class…

Omg…

Seriously…

Spent the time sms ing…

And ‘helping’ her…

Hahahha…

Im damn free anyway…

Then after that…

Tiff and xw came…

And kena lecture by her…

*lecture-lecture-lecture*

and then…

we went to the general lab to do more last minute work for xw..

end up going back before 5..

haiz..

dunno what happen to me…

im so damn blurr today…

asked jolyn buy something for me to eat and then forgot to pay her back…

haiz…

and dunno the paper I sat the other day can pass anot lar…

history paper, as soon as I finish the test, I went home and threw away everything!!

Heheheh

I really HATE history I dunno why…

The weird thing about today!!

Jenny actually say something good bout me.

Wow!!

To me, this is really rare…

Cause everything I heard from her so far is just nagging-lecture-lecture-nagging….

Oh ya… today ah.. the car ah… very chien da wan meh..

When I wanted to go back,

The thing at the key wouldn’t work and then I cant open the door without triggering the alarm..

Damnit..

After trying countless times..

I called my mum..

She ask me to call dad..

Dad ask me to ask my fren to bring me anywhere to change that stupid damn battery in that stupid damn little thing.

And then..

I found xw..

And then…

She did something…

Opening the door manually..

Which obviously triggered the alarm and then it rang so loudly…

And the..

Dunno what she did…

It went off by itself and its safe to drive..

And then..

When I came back..

My dad tried to use the stupid little thing..

And it works and showed no signs of low battery..

Lol

Stupid thing..

Since u are sick, cant u pretend sick and don embarrass me in front of my dad??

He laughed and say…

Next time go nearer to open lar..

Lol..

Already so near what…

The thing just wont work,…

Cilaka betul….

life's like that???

feel like very verylong din write blog edi.
kinda busy these few days.
if im not busy then means im tired.
yea.
im tired for whatever reason.
feel like the burden much much heavier like that.
last friday, mrs allen, my acc tcher, say...
"u have to go into groups of 4 and start a business. u have six weeks to do it.
present ur business to the class."
what the ...
six weeks???
what are we suppposed to do??
then monday,
miss lucy, my psycho tcher, says,
"group leaders, bring ur pendrvie and copy the question. u have to present one of the question to the class in group of 3 or 4.presentation is this thursday and friday"
what the...
after that,
miss vimala, my IT tcher,
" when u wan to pass up your essay?"
"err...err...wednesday"
"u alwayz have another day yar bla bla bla..."
"heheheh"
haiz..
tuesday,
mr anthony, my history tcher,
" tomorrow is the last lecture before your exam next week. today im going into *bla bla bla* dasar *something something*..."
last but not least,
miss jenny, my english for second language tcher,
"u have until next week to do ur planning material.. take note whatever i say.. *bla bla bla*"
what ever she say, i dun get the point.. just note dowm whatever word that comes out from her mouth and i do really understand wan lar..
kesimpulan, we have to do some planning material and pass up in group next week. end.
ok.
i might make a big mistake.
promise my IT tcher that i'll pass up my essay tml.
its a HUGE mistake.
cause, till now, im stil stuck wit 299 words.
and i have to write bout 1500 words.
see how much difference it is?
and...
my essay sounds like an advertisment,,
my classmate's essay sounds like an essay..
can someone help me?
the easiest way,
gonna skip her class tml again.
haiz.
im such a......lazy pig!
trip to kl this weekend is canceled means im going bck stw for the weekend.
to celebrate my grandpa's bday.
can someone tell me what present should i give him??
seriously need suggestion....
hevam seen my frens for weeks edi..
will i get to see them this weekend??
i hope so...
will be kinda busy for this few weeks...
wont b able to update blog so often like i used to..
=p
have lots more to crap here actually..
cause i haven wrote any blog for the past few days/ weeks..
but then...i write till here...
i forgot what i wanna write edi..
i have bad memory...
lol...
now, i am gonna watch TV for a while..
and then i will try to finish the essay which im sure i wont finish it tonite.
and have i told u?
the deadline for the essay is 27th APRIL 07.
see how long i postponed it edi??
oh ya..
went to 1901 in gurney for hotdog ystd..
walao..
one day,some day,
when i am not so busy and i dun have class for a week,
i shall tapao the large one.
hahahah....
for now,
gonna eat less a lil....
buhbye...
til we meet again when i am not so busy...
cya

tired, but....

im tired and i wanna sleep.
i wanna blog
but everytime when i open this.
i feel like i am so so tired.
mayb i am.
i'll blog when i have time.
lol.
this is my very first post of may.
so short.
lol.
nighty nite.
i'll sleep as much as possible during saturday and sunday.
in case u are wondering,
i stil haven finish my IT report whuch was due last week but was postponed til today but i stil haven touch it yet. but but but...
and i have economy test on MONDAY!
what test? are u crazy? i dunno anything single thing bout econs...
wish me luck.

the very last post of april

i cried to sleep last nite.
i really miss home.
i really hate this place.
i really hate coming here.
i really wanna go home.
-----*
so fast. its end of april edi.
never thought almost half de year gone just like that lor.
after may then its june edi.
june will b the middle of the year and its my mid year exam edi.
when think back.
what have i learnt so far?
am i prepared for the mid year?
no i am not.
i just keep wasting my time everyday.
i stil dun really how to do accounting.
even the basic general journal and general ledger also i dunno do.
and econs..
even if its easier than math,
i still think that i dunt really understand what it really means.
i onli know recession and god knows what else i knows.
and today,
for IT,
miss V gave the work for database.
i dun even know what crap is it.
and she says thats what will come out in practical exam.
i AM SO DEAD!
stil owe her a report on benefits and disadvantages if information system.
i tink i can stil manage psycho gua.
i just need to read whatever thats in the text book rite?
right??
i hope so..
one more month to my mid year.
if i dun do well,
i am so dead.
wx will b leaving for form6 soon, leaving me alone in IT class.
will i manage?
i hope i can.
i shall b independent now.
cant depend on her all my life.
haiz.
this is the end of the fourth month and i am still day dreaming.
i have trouble concentrating.
i have bad memory too.
onli last night i remember that i forgot to attend Economics extra class.
i am so very forgetful.
its on thursday. and i only remember bout it on sunday.
haiz.
i am so so ... speechless..,
i dunno why.
haiz.
thats bad.
i know.
april fool's long gone.
welcome labor day.
welcome MAY.
welcome the other me.
welcome the me who have more confidence wit myself, more dependent on myself and more hardworking.
welcome welcome welcome.

i seriously need to change NOW.
ok ok.
i put aside going back to sitiawan issue till after my mid year.
i will not cry again over silly things.
i will study.
i will try to understand and ask for help even if i dont.
i will ...

i need time

something ran thru my mind just now.

"i am always in my own world.

other people stays in the real world.

but my mind keep drifting to my own world.

i think thats why i day dream alot.

even when i am drving, i think alot.

even when i'm having tests, my mind can simply fly back to MY WORLD!

am i weird?

watever..

in MY WORLD, i do what i wan, i say what i want.

i dun care what other ppl say or think bout me.

none of my business if they are so free."

wakakak...

lol. getting late now.

i am tired.

i am troubled.

i need some rest.

i cant get enough of resting.

i need peace.

i need harmony.

i need sleep.

i need more time.

i dun need traffic jams.

thanks to giant!

lol.

i am so dead.

dead as in killed and sliced and cooked.

i got the assignment bout 3 weeks ago.

but due to my tight schedule(laziness),

i cant do it till this week.

and this week is reallly busy...( its true)

and..

tml is the dateline.

and..

i have written nothing even now.

except for blog..

and..

i NEDD SLEEP!!!

can someone please reming me why i took IT as a subject?

it makes no sense.

haiz..

pray for me..

pray that she wont remember anything bout the IS report tml.

pray that more than half de class din do..

pray that...

she wont kill me...

give me some time..

i need time..