i love ice cream...

the class today, i wasn't concentrating cause i was hungry. thank god for the nougat i got from kylie*it saved me from dying of hunger or something*. nothing of what dr teoh said went into my ears. then in the tutorial, i was like "oh shit, i didn't get what he taught in lecture..."

but then tutorial was fun, and ended one hour early. ^^

thought of going home early, then sp said she's going to pyramid with her housemates, so i went along. waited for 5pm to hit and queue up for ICE CREAM!! New Zealand Natural is giving away free jr ice cream *1 scoop* to those born in the year 88, 89, 90 and 91. so when the time comes, everyone rush to queue up. gets IC out and prepare edi...

today is another example where... FOOD REALLY MAKES ME HAPPY...
thanks june for the sweets too.. ^^

oh ya, then after i got the ice cream, *i choose spotty dog* i went home, then half way there, i turn back to NZN again to buy a regular tub.. which cost me RM17.90 for my grandpa... i thought regular was big, but it's just a cup.. lol...

NZN --> so when year 89 will appear again????? *excited face*

oh ya, today is the last day of APRIL.. gosh 1/3 of the year.. what have i done? nothing yet..

crap post

psst, i have a music playlist at the left bar. *if you haven't notice*
it's special cause, it plays you tube videos and i have chosen about 20+ songs for this chinese song playlist. i have it on shuffle mode, so everytime u come, it's gonna play different songs.
not that many come to see my crap, but yeah... it's for myself to listen too...
kk, i'll cut the CRAP.

shiet, now i forgot what's the actual purpose i'm writing this post.

owh ya, i have class only at 12.30pm tomorrow, but i'm going at normal time, means reach around 8am. gonna have breakfast, and then go to do my unfinished work.

namely, english for psychology's research outline and also annotated bibliography, and introduction to statistics's spss and the manual calculation.

i just decided on my research topic like, say, 2 hours ago? and the dateline is tomorrow, yeah. this is me, the last minute person. i thought i wont be doing anymore research for english after i leave sam, but then, i will have to do it all over again, without a recycled draft, outline, biblio, whatever.

anyways, this post is to talk about, i have 4 hours free before class tml : )
should be able to go late, but due to my last minute attitude, la la la, here i am, i've been stalling since i got connected to the internet stable-ly*dunno spelling*

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let me go on. unrelated topic.

this morning i went to college to collect data. thank you very much to those who agreed to do my survey and also being sporting enough to disclose your height and weight*sensative maaa* not everyone is willing to write it down for a stranger, but for those who really did, i really thank you.

i went during the morning, and i ended up with only bout 9 samples. out of 25. still looong way to go.

started in the cafeteria, then the foyer, and then the library. then spent some time online-ing in the library, before heading to cafeteria to meet with sp and fren*scare spell wrong*, and they waited for me to finsih lunch.

came home, drop by to pay for my car insurance and road tax, waited quite long for the system to work. in the end, it didn't really work.

when i came home, i was reallly tired, so i went to sleep at 1.56pm. air cond guys came at 2 something, so when i woke up to open the door, i felt like i had just taken a high dosage of cough medicine. feeling really blur, heavy, and i dont know what was i doing.

they were doing work in the house, so i cant sleep. so i turn on lappy to online. till night, i had a coffee. hoping that i can actually stay awake a bit later today. and so yeah, i found sources, but am so lazy to read them. so i end up HERE and facebook.

it's like, i really hate it when its quiet. when i dont have songs playing. but when i have songs playing, i cant read and understand properly.

this is call " ting yie bu shi, bu ting yie bu shi"



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ps: i noticed i have become more and more cheong hei. i remember writing crap post last time, but not as neat as this. and not as long as this. i think. all my post lately is of long winded post, rather than the short one.

i think its a sign. i'm getting old.
yes, its a sign.

going through final days of my TEENage years. *emo-ing*

less than two more months to go. before im an adult. omg. A-D-U-L-T.
the word scare me. what have i done in the past 19 years of my life?

besides the #1 in class i got in Std 3, i cant remember anything else that i or my family can be proud of. and that #1 is simply because i was in the last class in the whole standard due to a very very bad result during end of the year in Std 2.

i want to do something different before i hit big 2-0.
something i had never done before.

any suggestions?

monday blues

i dont blog daily (yet), but today is such a bad day, i have to record it in my Virtual Diary.

it all started a few minutes after the clock strike 12am. i changed my facebook status to

"monday blues... hates mondays..."

i guess this is all where it started...

*not important* this morning i went to college, have discussion only at 10am, but i reach at 7.51am. although i left the house at only 7.25am. got lots of parking still in the college. so i went in.

*the bad thing*
first, i wanted to go to the CLC for the computers, but there were class.
then, secondly, its quite embarrasing scene in the library. i was shocked and so were everyone else. i think.
thirdly, i am really really sorry to my seniors, for wasting their time and letting them down, i chickened out at the very last minute. i got blank when i went inside. thanks to not preparing the night before and also thanks for stage fright.
by that time, i feel really bad already. i still feel bad in class.
then, after class i went to have dinner at medan, nothing bad happen.
then i went back to my car, wtf, i see branches beside my car. near the door.
wanted to take a picture of it, but i was too lazy to take my camera out. so i just kicked the branches sideways and went into the car. i notice there's something wrong with the side mirror, like someone pushed it hard. it's looking too much downwards. weird. ignored all the signs and continue to drive home. notice some weird sounds. ignored it and continue driving. at sunway medical's junction, there's this red car suddenly come out, and almost knocked into me. wtf. fucktard(fucking retard) driver. i didnt honk at him cause i was busy avoiding him, and i usually drive with one hand, and also, i was darn tired so my reflex wasnt that fast.

then, when i reached some, i realised there's some really deep scratch on the roof of my car... i went into the house, took the camera and a phone, went out and took picture... there's a few scratches, the biggest one stretches till 5 to 6 cm wide. it looks like my car is transforming into a black zebra or something. then, after that, i inspected the other parts of the car also, wtf, there are more scratches, some even left a lil dent. scratch till so hard lehhhhh...

i sam tong loh. what la is happening to me today. is like everything bad happens today. and its a monday. wtf. sighh.

the leftover culprit. din manage to escape with the bigger branches on my way home.


see, look like zebra ass anot??



it's this long. using my keys as a measurement tool.


another deep scratch.
got dent somemore leh. walaoeh.
baby is not even 1 year old.
already kena torture like this. sighh.

my 'report' on 25thApr

i shall talk bout yesterday.

we have Study Skills exam at 10am, but i went early for whatever reason there is. i planned to study there before the exam starts, but u know me. when there is someone with a mouth and two ears, i will end up talking and chit chat-ing.


we were given bout 15 minutes to read the questions, then 2 hours to answer. the 15 minutes were cut short, cause everyone finish reading fast and was staring at wall/anyone else. then we start writing at about 10.15am *i assume*, then by 10.40am, i am almost towards the end of the paper already. *note that its a 2 hour paper*


then, at about 11.10am, i finished the whole thing. and i did waste some time day dreaming. *walao, imagine subjective question also need so short time to finish, mcq ma faster*

by that time, a lot people went out already. i peek at june. she's there. tries to peek at sue may. feels like she went out edi. then after 10 minutes of torturous thinking and a few times of checking my answers, i decided to leave as well. was actually waiting for june to leave first, but i might have to wait till the end of the paper. so i went out early too. bout 11.25am, i went out. and waited. outside.

then after everyone came out, we went out to wait for the shuttle bus to come. *want to save MYR on parking fee* then, get to enjoy the seats cause it was rather empty at that time. reached pyramid liao. we went to get the cakes, and went to gasoline to makan. birthday girl and yin fern went to gasoline to wait for us. guess its too obvious edi cause we took a lil too long. hahaha.


then after we had lunch, we took out the cakes *which june and gang asks the waiter to keep before going in to the dark cave* btw, gasoline was my idea. ^^ hehe. i didnt know it before, but they have alot of gary's song ^^. good song makes the food taste better too. *not to say the food is bad or anything, depends on what u order, but mostly its good*

the cakes. from zen.
l-r(upper row) : green tea, blueberry, marshmallow
l-r (lower row) : green square cake, nut square cake, mini mud cake


those "beasts" attacking the small pitiful cake.
he he.

MJ warehouse sale

i, could not resist the temptation, so i went.

to metrojaya warehouse sale i went.
despite having an exam tomorrow.
and i haven't studied.

how could i resist the temptation?
when i go to college, i see the banner.
discounts up to 70% it writes.
when i leave college, i see the banners too.
(yeah, they even put some banners outside sun-u)

and,
the location,
its so near my house.
the discounts,
it's so high.

how could i resist this?

i felt guilty.*not really*
but still i went.

i drove to Shah Alam Stadium.
i felt weird cause there are all guys there.
i thought to myself, guys also come to metrojaya sale?
but i was wrong. i was at the wrong place. they were there for football.
then i saw someone walking to her car. a nice person.
i asked her where is metrojaya sale.
she says she's looking for it too.
then we stopped someone else, a guy.
he says this is not Stadium Melawati.
so we asked for directions and went.
i followed the nice person's car. she went the wrong way, to the aquatic instead.
so after that, i lead the way. *i assume so, cause she wasn't exactly following me*
and i feel stupid. cause its just beside the first stadium we went.
but we drove one whole big round to find out that it's just beside.
side by side.

ha ha... laugh la...

walaoeh, so many people there already.
and today is just friday.
come on, don't they have to work or something?

kay kay, i went there with one AIM.
to get shoes. sandals. sneakers.
whatever, as long as its something i wear on my feet.

but choices are limited.
i walked round and round and round with the big shopping bag they provided.


well, there's 40% on crocs.
80% on some bags.

so, i have nothing to buy. but i was determined to buy something. cause its weird to see such big price reduction and not getting anything.

i ended up with....

1. Revlon ColorSilk, medium golden brown [RM10]
2. The Spiderwick Chronicles [Rm12]
3. Bee Movie [RM 10]
4. Revlon Glossylicious [RM 3]
5. Silky Girl nail polish, white [RM 3]
6. Revlon Lip Gloss, some skin colour [RM 10]

total spent = RM 48

at first, when i was choosing vcds, i took alot of disney movies, like mulan, and those. and also i took spongebob. then i put it back cause i know im gonna spend in another area.

when i came back and type this, only i realise i bought mostly from Revlon.
and most of the things i bought is from the cosmetics area.
have to queue to get in.
and it's the place i would avoid at any cost before.

ps: someone, anyone, please smack me and ask me go study. cause im not listening to me. sigh.

Asian Test, i was bored & procasinating

Asian Test random
Today at 9.15am
If you score over 60%, you're pretty far up along the percentile rankings. Yeah, that's like a D-/F borderline, but hell, this isn't about getting as much as possible. It's about discovering your inner Asian self. And no, you don't need to get at least a 90%, because your parents won't be seeing the score and this won't be counted towards or against your grades. Haha send along ppl :)


[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You watch anime
[x ] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 7/10

[ ] You style your hair
[x] You have a xanga/bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 12/20

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[x] You own an asian car
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February ..
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] If you're a girl, you prefer white guys over asian guys, or if you're a guy you prefer asian girls
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house

[] You play video games

X's so far: 20/30

[x] Every time you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You have have heard of BoA, Gazette, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Jay Chou, Twins, or DBSK
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times ..
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[ ] You play a musical instrument
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks well
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 25/40

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[x] You have/had a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy (XIII, IX, X, X-2, XII)
[x] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 32/50

[x] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have/had a tutor
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"
[x] You like to save things in case you need them later, even if you never use it
[x] You have tasted durian
[ ] You hope to be employed in something practical, like medicine, law, accounting, or engineering
[ ] You have eaten dog or snake
[ ] Everyone thinks you're at least a year younger than you actually are

X's so far: 38/60

[x] You call your adult family friends "Auntie" or "Uncle"
[x] You have or have had a bowl cut (well, I think so)
[x] Your parents enjoy(ed) comparing you to their friends' kids
[x] You eat everything with chopsticks
[ ] You hang/hung your clothes out to dry on a line attached to the window of your flat and the window across from yours
[ ] You are applying to an ivy league college
[ ] Your parents or relatives have tried setting you up with someone
[x] You eat for breakfast what is considered food unfit for breakfast
[ ] You scored higher on the math than you did on the verbal on the SAT
[x] You always cheer for the Asian athlete on TV

X's so far: 44/70

[ ] You love shopping at Costco because everything's cheaper when buying in bulk, even if you don't need so much
[ ] You buy rice in 50lb sacks at least
[x] You have had to wear hand-me-downs
[ ] You get two of the same thing but one is better because it's free
[ ] You fight for the bill because of face, even though you don't actually want to pay for such an expensive meal
[ ] You make things yourself because it's cheaper, even though it takes more time
[ ] You own a huge butcher knife but it's actually called a "vegetable knife"
[ ] You own a lot of Tommy Hilfiger or Calvin Klein
[x] You can down cups of tea like water and not feel the caffeine effects because you're used to it
[x] You love hot pot (I assume its steamboat)

X's so far: 47/80

[x] You make your rice without butter, spices, or salts
[x] Your parents are especially loud on the phone
[x] You always take home the leftovers from a restaurant
[ ] You try to coerce others into taking the leftovers if you're eating with company
[x] You give fruits as gifts
[x] You will waste extra gas to find cheaper gas/other things
[x] You are smaller in size compared to the Caucasian population
[ ] You have relatives in Canada
[ ] The number 8 is an extremely lucky and important number to you
[x] The number 4 is an extremely unlucky number to you

X's so far: 54/90

[x] Every big event revolves around food
[x] You have gotten used to the smells of herbal medicines
[ ] You are stick thin and want to keep it that way
[x] You try to save money on everything you buy
[ ] You eat a lot but it doesn't add much to your weight
[ ] You care a lot about staying in fashion with the rest of Asia
[x] School is always the number one priority in your family
[x] You care a lot about honor and saving face
[x] Your parents expect you to do everything right
[x] You mix languages up constantly while thinking and speaking

Total X's:61/100 = 61%

i can't promise you anything

some things should just be avoided at any cost:

in my case, making promises.

promises i cant keep.

it's a day off

today is Wednesday, and i have no class today. previously, i had to go as early as 7.10am and reach college at 7.50am and wait for the 11am class. but all that ended last week, and starting from this week, i only have 3 days of class. the timetable is quite pack though.

well, i'm used to waking up very early in the morning, so i woke up at 8.14am today. the first thing i did was to turn on my laptop, and i had been reading blog ever since. and now is 4.18pm. my plan was to read up Study Skills for the exam this Saturday. i guess i'm the only one who's wasting time like this.

i added a new application in facebook. its also by playfish, its called restaurant city. i've been pet society-ing the whole morning too.

actually the purpose of this post is to cover the last post. it's a bit too negative to stay as the first post people see when people visits. im not saying there's anyone who comes. but still. who knows. he he.

i've changed my blog layout this morning too. many didnt work properly. and im lucky to find one that's so red. so lucky. lol. why so lucky to find one so red? i dont know.

all i know is i'm very tired now and i am going to sleep after i finish writing this piece.

sigh, someone, anyone please tell me you didnt study for study skills. sighhh... i'm a Certified Procasinator.

ps: the big ugly bandage is still on my toe. i can see de dead nail is coming up. not off. dont dare to cut if off yet. cause part of it still attached to the real nail. sighh.. gotta put bandage on till nail grows out long enough. pleeease grow properly k. dont want to cabut off my nail for no reason..

sighh, sucky broadband

What the fuck, Celcom Broadband is so damn fucking sucky.. I paid rm98 per month to make myself vomit blood lo.. wtf..

See, it says I can get maximum bandwidth of 3.6Mbps when I take up the Rm98/month plan. But now, see what the fuck is that. 236.8Kbps. what the fuck right… now what era edi. Still got connection go as slow as this de mer… can’t even load my home page leh.. And I use GOOGLE as my homepage. What the fuck so damn stupid, even Google also cannot load..

Then when I called up customer service, they only ask me to troubleshoot. What the fuck din even explain how to fucking troubleshoot this fucking giant pen drive looking modem.. I don’t see the word troubleshoot anywhere lo.. You think I know everything is it. If I know everything then I no need call customer service edi lo. U think I so damn free is it. And I so damn rich is it. What the fuck.. Waste my credit nia.. Then ask me to take out the sim card then put back then slot it in a different usb slot.. walaoeh.. All the five fucking holes in my laptop all I slot before edi… all I got same result la wtf…

Even use the cable provided also useless.Some more write at the manual there… use cable for better connection.. My FOOT la… fucktards…

I damn hot weh now.Stupid de. do u fucking know how fucking depressing is it not being able to go online despite paying so much… really really depressing de ok... it’s like putting your hopes up high, then suddenly it came crashing down like nobody’s business.. It’s like a person who loves being outdoor, loves adventure, loves to be free got paralyzed and then one day there’s hope to get better, but then its false hope…

Do you fucking know how damn stupid I feel now…

Every day I wasted all my free time just to connect to the internet.. But in the end, I still can’t. I never give up, but what the fuck, u gave me high hopes, and big disappointments.

I’m seriously disappointed. And frustrated. And I really do feel like vomiting blood. How I wish I could. Then I can sue Celcom for causing me emotional distress, and causes harm to my health.

I just want to read blogs. Is that too much to ask?

I just want to check my mail, check blackboard for Assignments. Is it tooooo much? It’s not like I’m going online to commit a crime or something.

Do you know how frustrating it is to see that I’ve signed in msn, but then two seconds after that, even before I can see who’s online, it got disconnected again. Do you know how frustrating it is to see how difficult it is to load even google. Its like watching horse race, its pushing to its limits, it’s reaching the line, but, suddenly the horse got an heart attack and died on the spot. It’s so near to winning. But then, it died. Before reaching the finish line. Do you know how it feels? The fear that the page wont load properly. Especially when you’re doing something important such as online transactions, and also Facebook. Mygosh, I would die one day without facebook.

Why? Why do you have to torture me like this? Have you had enough? Do u think I haven have enough stress already?

Sigh, I had put my trust in u. but in the end, u still disappoint me. I thought u were different. I was wrong. You were the same with the others. Sigh.

Btw, u have rude customer service. I let it go because it’s late at night and everyone is cranky. But. There’s a line. & customer is always right.

im home!!

Mum : *calls*

Me : *answers* **oops.. didnt tell her i came home**

Mum : where are u?

Me : *didn't know if she knew already* I'm at home.

Mum : What did u eat tonight?

Me : Errr.. *die...how to answer*... Mama cook tonight...

Mum : Har?

Me : I came home today..

heheheh... and she goes on with, so u will go back every friday isit?
or something like that.. i din hear that part clearly.. cause i was mentally preparing myself to get scolded or nagged or something... but nothing happens.. ^^

4 assignments in a week, emotionally and physically drained

thursday is hell.
yesterday.

had 3 assignments to hand in on the same day.
research method's citation.
study skills academic writing (due today).
spss answers.

there's another assignment.
reaction essay for english (due today).
if i could finish it i would have hand it in yesterday, but as of yesterday evening, i was still half way thru.
started only the first paragraph the whole morning, random points were inserted in the afternoon, and bout 2.30pm, there's only 300 random words which i showed my lecturer.
i know its a bit stupid to show your lecturer unfinished work at that time that its so close to the deadline.
but i need to know whether i am in the right track or not.

this essay could have been better i'd say.
i know this is not the nicest one. its kinda sucky.
cause i didnt know how to start and what to write.
even till the last minute, there were no ideas.
blame it on the almost half year break that made me forget how to write an essay.
that made me forget how to write in english.
that made me forget how to cite (i'd rather not remember this one).

when i got back to finish up my essay,
i was already very tired.
i remember doing my conclusion half asleep. thats how tired i am.
some sentences in the conclusion dont make sense at all.
nasib baik i still can realise. before sending it to june. ^^

but still, thursday wasn't that bad.
could have been worse *touch wood*.

it was also soft toys day.
even lecturers came out with their soft toys. ^^

group picture with seniors. there are more people with big toys. dont know why they're not here.


this picture looks a bit wrong.
if u get what i mean.
^^

no mickey-ing anymore

short update today:

today is my last study skills class... feels like its over very fast.. no lecture today, just an assignment on reflective writing. we were given one hour to answer 3 questions, total 300words. after the class, i went to pyramid to look for my mickey... but then i went to two different places to ask for prices and both places give me prices higher than my budget... feel like not worth it if i buy it at rm 99 and rm 138, for a 2gb mickey...

went to buy herbal eggs and gui lin gao before i came home... had two eggs, gui lin gao, some cakes and bananas for lunch... i think can consider heavy meal edi ba...

i am thinking whether should i or should i not go back this weekend. if i dont go back im sure i cant study here also... and if i go back i have one less chore to do which is laundry... if i do my laundry here, then i would spent whole day walking in and out to check whether it's dry or not and also have to avoid rain..

then if i go home, there wont be any tv for me to watch cause grandma will sure have her shows from morning till night...

its the choice between:

A: dark place, but quiet surrounding, stress exist
B: bright place, but noisy surrounding, stress also exist

sighhh..

i went home.

i...
went home last weekend...
alone...
late...
it's not as boring as i expected...
well, the first time driving alone was really boring...
so i guess now i got use to driving long journey alone...
cause it feels like just a while...
altho when i reach home it's already dark...

...my parents went back too...
...i think is because im going home thats why...
...so, not a really peaceful weekend...
...stayed home the whole saturday...
...cause i was too lazy to shower...
...so i cant go out anywhere...
...main reason is because im so lazy to change my bandage once i got it wet...
...what bandage some may wonder...
...i have no idea how i got it...
...but i chipped my nail...
...when i got home, and when my grandma saw it...
...i think she is more angry than pity me...
...didnt believe me when i say i dont know how i did it...
...but i memang dunno ma...

...sunday is not the best day ever...
..i (intentionally and also unintentionally)-->(sometimes i have split personalities) missed church...
...i heard i missed alot nice events they have there...
...but what to do, alrd missed it...

...my parents got me a celcom broadband...
..which totally suck..
...SUCK SUCK SUCK...
...dont get me started on how sucky it is...

...i wasnt looking forward to leaving sitiawan and coming back here
...but what to do, when the time comes, it comes
...i even suggested leaving on monday morning
...got scolded again instead
...i know i know
...i kept delaying the time
...but i really dont want to leave stw
...eventually have to leave also
...the 3 hours plus journey out to kl
...it rained the whole way
...for some reason, when i drive 120kmph, i was considered slow
...cause there were cars potong-ing me
...but when it rains and i drive 80kmph, i was fast
...i got to potong all the other cars
...wtf
...at one point the rain got heavier
...and i decided its too much
...i need a break
...i turn into petronas
...wtf, feel so weird stopping there
...so i just continue driving nia
...mana tau, start jam liao
...sigh
...jam sama sama lo
...know earlier i dun need to turn in
...wasted time only
...wouldn't be so jam if i hadnt turn in
...and the rain wasnt that heavy
...i had kinda entertaining 3 hour journey
...cause had to stay really alert
...cause its raining non stop
...and i was tired by the time i left stw

T.H.E E.N.D

mickey mp3 OR ipod shuffle?

i am deciding on whether to buy an ipod shuffle which will cost me about rm 300 plus for 4gb, or a fake mickey mp3, which will cost me bout rm70 for 2gb..

haha.. i know many people will say go get ipod... but then, i heard that ipod will scratch easily, and for clumsy people like me, it would be easier to have scratch marks on it...

similarities = both don't have screen so cant choose song by title.


so...

THIS ....

OR



THIS....

?

a summary of events lately. good luck reading.

haven't been properly updating for some time already. i often wonder, university student got so busy meh? busy till disappear from online world sometimes for months; eg, neglecting their blogs, never sign in to msn at all, etc.

now i know.

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i'm trying to upload pictures now. not sure if it can load, cause i did not resize them. straight from the camera.

hope it loads.

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i don't know whether I've said this before, but I'm really glad that i choose second group. not only i get most Friday's off, but also i get really nice people in this class too.

i'm not saying anything bad bout the first group, it's just me thinking i do belong in second group better. hmmmph...

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it's now third week, and i'm begining to see the other side of people. people whom i should have respect.

had an 'encounter' with someone yesterday, and i'm still talking bout it cause, wtf i wasn't even talking to her. and i wasn't alone. i was just asking. not demanding.

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the pictures finally loads. thanks lots to my neighbors. ^^

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i was never good in math. i mean i do get high marks for certain topics before. but i never get anything above C for the whole math paper. I'm talking about modern math. not additional math. i did not even sit for additional math paper in spm. although i did pay the fees. it was the right decision.

after my spm, i continued to pre-u level. i got to choose my subjects, and i cleverly avoided taking math. then i did not do well in my first year, so i had to repeat the whole entire torturing process again for another rather long year. again, i did not take math.

so, the very last time i ever did mathematical questions is when i sit for modern math paper in spm, in 2006.

three years later, in my uni year, first sem, i had to take introductory statistics. sounds horrible. to add salt and lemon to the horror, i actually had to pass ALL my subjects in this semester due to my bad spm results. and also, friends, family, seniors have been telling me that stats is tough.

i cant even do algebra, how on earth can i do stats?

i remember in the first lecture, my lec asked us to write our personal thoughts on a piece of paper and pass it to her. i remember writing bout my math history, how my brain cant process mathematical stuff, how slow am i, and how long since the last time i did math.

surprisingly, we dont really need to write out solutions manually. instead, we have a special computer program for it.

handed in the first assessment last week, and this is what i got back =D...
i dont intend to brag. i know there are many others who got full score. it's been so long. so so long. since i got ...

this
a 100%
*grins*
of course, i didnt really do this alone. i got help from the other classmates too. but still, its fun just to imagine.


and as i turn the pages,
i saw this.
read what he wrote there.
"Chubby Pie"
hehehe i laugh to myself like a crazy fella in my room.
it wasnt intended. i didnt even realised its oval.
i resized it cause it couldnt fit in one page.
*trying to be environment friendly & save the trees*

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before i forgot.
everyone almost fell asleep during intro to psycho tutorial today. including me!
we watched a video. its not that boring. maybe its the weather.

so, at the end of the class, we were divided into groups for discussion, and lec gave us a situation.

there's 3 people in our group and we had 3 different ideas, so we wrote down all 3 and the lec came and ask what did we think of, and we explained all 3 methods, and she said good work to all 3.

my point: YAY!!!!!!!
this means I'm on the right track.
it also means that i can have the right idea on things as well.
(for those who don't know, i have very low self esteem and i always thinks that my answers are wrong so i never share to the class what i really think because i fear of saying the wrong thing)

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there's a free shuttle bus around sunway.
comes every 30 minutes.
with air cond.

its free. and its better than metro.
which we had to pay rm1, and had to wait 1 hour plus.
no air cond somemore.
or so i heard.

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when i came back from class yesterday, i took time to check the letter box for letters.
instead, i found this.
yes, a business card for cleaning services.
i assume so.

what caught my eye is not what's printed.
is how far they would go to give out their card.

if u notice, its laminated!
he he he.
maybe I'm kampung.
but this is really the first time i see laminated business card/advertisement card.


i help them advertise somemore leh...

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my dinner last night. i ate a bit. cause i already ate milo and biscuits before that. so i wrap it up and put it into the refrigerator. and i ate it when i come back from class today.


i think stress made me eat alot. i never had real breakfast before i come here. but now, i must have breakfast, or my stomach will starts complaining in the middle of the class. im serious.

i eat something light before the class starts, after 2 hours class, i might to eat breakfast or maybe lunch, then class, then after that if its lunch time i'll eat lunch.. if not then i'll just go home.. or have dinner before going home..

you see..
after class over sure go makan.

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i need to lost weight.
but i kept looking for excuses to exercise.

a resolution to self: lost at least 5kg before 20th birthday.
it's so not gonna happen if i don't start exercising NOW.

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a new visitor. he's a rabbit. not a panda. i dont know why he has black eyes and ears like panda do.

and he's shy.




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hope u had fun reading everything up there. ^^
i doubt i will read the whole thing if it was me.